Goodbye 2007, Hello 2008!

This year, it started off slow and easy...i didnt really remember much of it. But i do know that the couple of months back has been hectic and a few significant events happen at one go. Some major crisis, i turned 22 (there you go, thats the end of being a 21 year old kiddo), going back to school, resigning my lovely job n turning part-time, establishing closer relationships with my buddies (losing a few), SUPERB trip, growing abit older and mature. Thats what happen when time passes and you get older, from life experiences, you learn things and become wiser and mature. Im not saying im a total grown-up now, but i do sure act like one-thinking and acting rationally (most of the time..not always).

Tomorrow is the 31st. I have not been updating anything abt my life, neither is my diary touched. I should to update and remind myself of stuff. Oh well the reason im writing after such a long break is because its 3.59am and im not in bed yet. My heart is jumbled up with mixed feelings, sadness, happy, missing sumone (its a girl fyi) are all at one go. i cried a few times today. And tears are still pouring at this hour. Loss of a great wonderful colleague is causing me to do so. Initially when we talk abt it, i didnt see it comin to be this depressive. but now that i realise its for real, im nvr going to see her unless shes here for a holiday, i guess im gonaa miss her like crazy. oh man...why am i even feeling this way? (BTW, my ex-colleague is off back to her homeland in Thailand and will be continuing her studies) why? because for the past 1.5years, we see each other everyday, we work side by side every second, we eat, fight, argue, debate, go through difficult times and have great moments seeing each other strengths and weaknesses. We laugh at each other, support one another, scold when we do wrong hence i feel we are improving each other to be better and stronger. Thanks to my jobscope which requires us to work 6 days a week, i think i know her much more than sum other people whom i call friends.

Its strange feeling this way, im feeling even worst listening to sad songs. I wonder how am i suppose to survive when i go back to work without her. She definately a friends, an ex colleague i would never ever forget. When i rush to the airport (knowing last minute her flight was delayed), it was like it came out straight out from a movie. i called her, she didnt pick up, i walk towards the gate and there she was- almost going in, i rannnnn like all those hero you see in the movie and caught her just in time. Im soo glad i got to say the last gdbye. okie shit i could no longer continue already. my heart is really aching.

Oh welllll....I would nvr regret any of the things i have done in 2007, it has definately been a great year and im looking forward to 2008! not gonnaaa be easy. So let me wish whoever is left reading my poor ignored blog a HAPPY NEW YEAR for 2008 and may you have a great lovely year ahead of you!!!

saaDiaH
still 20.Libra.blue.
loves-.butterflies.collecting pretty notebooks.foreign films.fairies.kids.magic.chEEse fries.raisins.colourful envelopes.glitter.pinics.late night feast.


happiness everyday.more family gatherings.more climber's reunions.driving license.visit beautiful Turkey.travelling.holiday at lovely beaches.to further my studies.a house of my own.a miracle.



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