SICK

I hate to be sick. But who wouldnt be right? I was feelin really bad on Saturday afternoon. Had a short nap before i run the last class. The next morning, i felt really really reallly bad, called my boss and got an excuse from work. Finally bath and all and boss insist i stay at home n rest. So i did. But the catch is...i had to eat panadol n rest at home.

And so the adventure began. Eating a panadol was hard work for me. i dont believe in medicine, doctors and such. I have been sick before, yes i would admit that but i dont turn to medicine. I would eat vitamin C, drink cooling drnks like soya milk, rhino water, chrysanthenum drinks and all. But i dont likeeeeeeeeeeeee medicine. But due to the banging headache and achy throat, and because i also wanna get well and since i got an excuse from work. i guess i owe it to my boss to at least eat medicine to get well faster. She said if by tues im still not well, i HAVE to go seee a doctor. Thats wat i dont want. NO doctors please.

I dont know how to swallow any pills. DONT laugh. Its not funny. Its stupid and idiotic. I have these very strong MIND which reject anything that i wont like. Its all in the mind they say. But mentally, I am never ready to eat medicine. everytime i try swallowing a pill, it doesnt get in, it just get stuck somewhere around in my mouth. So what am i suppose to do? its either i chew it (EEEEEEwwwwwwwwwwww) or i dissolve it. So i opt to dissolve it. And i tell you........its the worst taste ever! bitter and grain-y. I didnt exactly dissolve it to small particles.

Then i quickly bite my ever favouriteee chocolate. Presenting to you... KINDER BUENO!
Im alright now. The thing is, im not sure whether its due to the panadol or whether my mind make me get well just so i do not need to eat anymore medicine. Or maybe...they work hand in hand together to make me get WELL. At least im well....that im sure of!

I wrote a few entries before this but couldnt post them up coz i cant log in into blogger.
What have i been doin the last few days? been visiting the hospitals alot. I think i can now qualify myself as a nurse. (i am sooooooooo exaggerating) My dearest little cousin, aka my fave boy is stuck in hospital. Firstly he had to remove his tonsil, then becoz of that he couldnt eat solid food and that causes him gastric. Now he's back in KK to help heal his throat n tummy. he is sooooooo cute lah!

Had Justina's birthday celebration just now. It was pretty fun, out with the gurls always leave me with a smile back home. As i made my way back home, when will the day come when i have no time to spend with my lovely friends. the things we talked about, the things we laughed at and the nonsense things we do. I feel sooo at ease and MYSELF today. We talk about friends, their LOVE life, and family. note the their LOve life. lol oh well just like snow white always sing... "someday my prince will come..."


Im looking for that magical component in life.

growing UP

I talk about this subject a couple of times. Reason being that i dont really like the concept of growing up. Growing up means growing older, thinking in a rationalised manner and of course realistically. Not even sure whether that word exist, but im not gonna be a grown-up woman and go check it out at dictionary.com. Its naive of me to think that the world is only made up of rainbows, butterflies, angels and cupcakes and happy endings. How i wish i could still hold on to such thoughts. No dont worry about me, nothing BAD happened to me. as in me me me....

I just dont like changes. I always try my best to adapt to changes. By trying too hard, i get myself exhausted. Sometimes I dont like to share things and keep it to myself. Thats even more tedious and of course unhealthy but thats just me. Thats how i function. I love songs by Fergie. Recently, ive been listening to a couple of her songs, and im not sure why but this particular song seems to stick on to me.

big girls don't cry by Fergie

""....The path that I'm walkingI must go aloneI must take the baby steps until I'm full grownFairytales don't always have a happy ending, do theyAnd I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
[CHORUS]I hope you know, I hope you knowThat this has nothing to with youIt's personal, Myself and IWe've got some straightenin' out to doAnd I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've got to get a move on with my lifeIts time to be a big girl nowAnd big girls don't cry ....""

A couple of major things happened or that ive found out lately. Starting school in Sep! (Yippeeee), Xiu flying back to Australia, how much im gonna miss the kids at work, i should never take things for granted. there are a few more things, but i dont have time to think it through and starts typing everything out. Been getting sick lately too. Bad cough, and causing me to have lose my concentration. Im not sure whether i can multi-task like i used to.

Watched Transformers like finallY! Steven asked me to watch before its too late. I was from Outram, was late cause was held up. Rushed to get a cab, but he told me train would be faster. Guess what? i rushed and get in the train and then realise i was heading towards boon lay. I only realised when i was at redhill. How bad could that be?? I was out of my mind. lol....cant believe i could ever do that man. My idiotic cough is back! i better get some rest. toodles for now...

Goodbye my friend...

Though we didnt get to spend much time together when your back in Singapore. Those few hours we had just now was enough for me to realise your still the same old birdie, my XIU! Will miss you sooooooo much, and treasure those great moments we had back in the poly days. Have a safe flight! Love you always....

Bon Voyage

Sex in the city

Been watching the Sex in the City series. Man, i think im hooked. lol...Its amazing, the things they discussed, the things that happened, the things that they dare to do. Its just soooo interesting. Interesting is not even the word to describe it. Oh well, my off day and im lazing around till i get a call from my dearest mummy. Got ready and made my way to go visit my aunt n uncle. I have a new cousin!!!! Alya Umairah. Im told that Umairah means Princess. Interesting.

My long week

Its been a pretty week, last week that is. Monday was a special one. Why? Well because so many things happen in just one day. Tuesday, had dinner with the boys. Wednesday, had dinner with mr blackie. Thursday, had a surprise! Friday, had a great time with roda n dee at vivocity. never had i imagine having so much laughter and an interesting workout-jumping around like a monkey. It ended with a bad night when we had problem getting a taxi and when we got stranded at tanjong pagar railway station. NOT mrt station. dun feel like elaborating much. Saturday, it was a little girl special bdae. a pretty and sweet little thing. make me miss being young all over again. Oh yea...i dont tink i like animals, they are cute and adorable but i realise that i dun have the courage to own one. hahahaaa ohoh. Sunday, stayed home like a good girl.

Thats pretty much it. Looking forward to this week, and may many happy and good things happen to me, to my family and my friends.

saaDiaH
still 20.Libra.blue.
loves-.butterflies.collecting pretty notebooks.foreign films.fairies.kids.magic.chEEse fries.raisins.colourful envelopes.glitter.pinics.late night feast.


happiness everyday.more family gatherings.more climber's reunions.driving license.visit beautiful Turkey.travelling.holiday at lovely beaches.to further my studies.a house of my own.a miracle.



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