So another dream this morning. what happened? let me try to recall, okie hmmm i dreamt that i went running. i ran n ran n ran and in between i stopped. i felt like there were people around me, cheering me on? or they could be just watchin me instead. What did it mean? Isit because im running away from something? or do i need to lose some of this fats on me? or am i chasing after someone? lol funny how dreams can make you wonder what it represent. isit an important sign for me to take note.

Happy Vesak Day to everyone! I woke up and got online. a surprise came. lol i love it when this happens. Has it been a week? i guessed so. oh well...anyway was chattin with my bro, n i was telling him that i applied for NUS. n guess what? i was rejecteddddd!! lol

ooohhh man its 2pm n ive yet to eat anything. i better be off n make some plans on tis plan-less day. lol

Labels: dream part 3

'....ive been waiting for you,
all my life for somebody who,
makes me feel the way i feel when im with you baby....'

what month isit today? coming to an end of may. Its been a pretty great month lately. I pass my DRIVING!!!!!!!!! woohoooooooo! superly excited!

today, i was the only one who came to work alive, not sick and the only survivor. Kinda scary but it went pretty okie, i guess because i could do it and i know i cud. I had the cheek to sms my boss that its time i get a pay rise, since ive left all alone. lol. im not sure wat got into me.

met up with the boys for dinner. maad claimed that cumshot needed some cheerin up since he jus stopped working at riverisland...yessss that river island. black n white was there too. we had cheesecake after that. yummy mummy! wooOooo i love sugary sweet cakes. n hmmmm the boys had the table jerk n move a few times. lol maad walk me home as we talk abt life. his life basically. n then mine.

home sweet home. hmmmm i love nights like this. relaxing, cute, inspiring. anyway, have you heard of 'angels n devils' by dishwalla. i love it!!!! its gonna be my lullaby each nite. the best song. can angels n devils

Its been such a long time since i've last blog. WOW! Ive got sooooo much to say and update yet i still have that lazy feeling to do so. Anyway, im not sure why...or what suddenly give me the OOMPH to actually do so. Maybe its because its Monday, my only off day. lol. Its almost 2pm, i just completed 'where rainbows end'. A book by cecelia ahern, who also wrote 'p.s i love you'. A touching story, abt 2 soulmates, bestfrens, rosie and alex. they met when they were 5 and they only got together and realize they love each other when they are 50 years old. ohhh man, i tear a few times and felt soooo frustrated when small things stop them from letting each other know.

Everyone is looking for that perfect life, things that light up their days, their fantasies and magical moments that they have always dream of. whats mine? rosie got pregnant at 18 with a date during prom night. that stopped her from pursuing her dreams of going to college and any chances with alex. but they still keep in contact and ohhh mannn....my heart just ache when i imagine myself being rosie. i dun tink i can be as strong n brave as her. im only 21 turning 22, n ive yet to decide and plan my path for my life journey. there's so many things on my mind, so many options and being a natural libran im scared im gonna make the wrong turn. i wont right?
well, as of the moment now, im gonna take things one step at a time and see how it turns out. good luck to me.

I did it!!!! Ive got my driving license!!! thats for everyone to know and im gonna say again and again n again. kinda sad i dun have a car to drive around but i will one day okie? okie! life is good so far, but still im tired and at times i feel like im gettin old every second. like i dun have anymore energy left. nothing exciting is coming up lately. there is one...but im still waiting for the soup to be boiling.

p.s should be off now, gotta clean up my room n change the bed covers. wooHOOOo wat should i let my bed wear today?

saaDiaH
still 20.Libra.blue.
loves-.butterflies.collecting pretty notebooks.foreign films.fairies.kids.magic.chEEse fries.raisins.colourful envelopes.glitter.pinics.late night feast.


happiness everyday.more family gatherings.more climber's reunions.driving license.visit beautiful Turkey.travelling.holiday at lovely beaches.to further my studies.a house of my own.a miracle.



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