HOPE

hoping, sitting, wishing for something to come or happen is hardly gonna bring you any good. But today, i have learnt something new. i believe in retribution and fate. A week back, i couldnt find my watch. i search high and low. In all my bags, my messy room, at work...everywhere. And the spoiled-brat-me even threw a tantrum for being soooooo silly to lose my watch. i made an assumption that the watch fall out somewhere when i took out my jacket or something. Everywhere i go, and everyday i will always be reminded of my watch. my wrist feeling empty and lighter. But i was hoping and wishing that a miracle would happened and i would find my watch. lookin on the floor on the way to work, when i go to parkway shopping centre, i checked the entrance where i exited the few days before i realise i lost my watch. Its crazy but i cant stop myself. that watch was special to me in many ways....it was a gift from my dearest mum as a graduation present. i cant jus replace it with any other watch.

Today, i almost lose hope...lol...i realise there was no point in me mourning over something that is gone...and guess what??
during lunchtime, i went to buy packed food coz we decided to head out to east coast beach for lunch. a mini-picnic i guess....when i came back, my colleague was wearing a watch (which was very unlikely for her to wear a watch) i screammmmmmmm like a mad woman. all my colleaguess had the cheek to gang up against me and claimed that the watch belonged to one of them. lol....i keep saying its mine and checking the mark and all....my heart skipped a beat at that moment. we head out for lunch ....and then they decided to stop joking and passed it to me. ohhhhhhh i will look after it sooooo well after what had happened. =) thank GOD!!!!

okie guys...this is how my lovely, fabulous and magnificent watch that will only belong to me!!!!


ohhhhh...and updates!!!
i love my work!!!!!!!!!!!! its gettin more complicated now, im learnin new things everyday. from how kids react, to parents, to administration stuff. how a business operates and...hmmm...lol...okiez enough. you guys don't have to know exactly what i do.
MAIN thing...you guys know i play with kids, so let me update regarding that part. OH mannnn...the kids are soooooo incredibly cute that i can hardly resist hugging that and jus flip them over. sometimes, when im sitting at the reception and doin admin stuff, little feet pit-patting on the mat behind me and suddenly i feel someone tappin me. i turned and that cute little kid give me a sweeeeeeeeeeeet smile. =))))) ohhhhhh and those little boys and girls are only abt 1 year or 2 year plus....

a job that reallly makes one feel satisfied is not easy to find. im glad ive found one. of course there are times, when you just feel like stand up and leave...but at those times when kids improve or you get the kids to smile, laugh and participate can get to you and just melt your heart away. my colleagues who are such jokers and great people to work with is another reason too!! and of course my boss....lol the coolest boss ever! young, open-minded and always backin me up! lol..hahahaaa okiez gotta go now....im realllyyyyyyy smiley today.
and oh well..why not a pic of me at work too...


oh well i will insert the pic another day then..lol....have to go to sleeep...

saaDiaH
still 20.Libra.blue.
loves-.butterflies.collecting pretty notebooks.foreign films.fairies.kids.magic.chEEse fries.raisins.colourful envelopes.glitter.pinics.late night feast.


happiness everyday.more family gatherings.more climber's reunions.driving license.visit beautiful Turkey.travelling.holiday at lovely beaches.to further my studies.a house of my own.a miracle.



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