Love me if you Dare

the best film ever. the things they do, the things they say, the way their mind works....
Amazing, enchantingly daring, dangerously charming, sadistically heart-breaking. the first time i watched it, angela lend me the vcd. everything done was unexpected, the things they do, the things happened brought me to tears each time.

and now...thanks to ms RODA....i OWNED it!!! i searched high and low and everywhere. hahahaaa watching it for the second time, *roda now i feel like im on cloud number 8...jus a level down from urs* its was terrific, it was i-cant-even-describe-it anymore... i will keep and lock it in my treasure chest. the bestest thing i would ever own. hahahaaa okiez exaggeratting now...

today is my off day. wat a tiring day i had the last week. my throat hurts from all the screaming and shouting. imagine a rowdy bunch of 7 year olds...yesterday we had a 7 year old bdae party. cheeky little boys...=) think im gonna fall sick sooN....better eat more vitamin c.

words of encouragement, praises, compliments really helps to build one's confidence. never have i ever felt so appreciated. its great working with a team that see your good points and point out ur negative ones so we get to improve and become better in what we are doing. im glad my boss is a flexible person. she's really cool. i hope this feeling last till forever....ahhahaaa and yea i hope i will improve even better to be the best!! Oh and when parents comment on how great you are and how the kids are happy and likes the program...it makes u feel like your on cloud 9!! hahahaaaa hope it continues to be tis way.

yea its tiring...but the satisfaction you get, the joyous feeling you feel when you see a kid grinned when you just put a bit of effort trying to cheer them up is priceless. the goodbye wave, the flying kiss they give, the *muacks* sound they make, trying to imitate your wink, when they cry and you give them a kid's ice pack that distract them and they stop crying is priceless. *sigh...* its really coOl...i hope i will still feel this way....i will i will...

oh and update from old whitey!! hahahaaa "remember the kaopeis" *gotten from the movie remember the titans* is having a grand opening at TP Rock Gym on thursday!! oh mannnnn i miss you guys soOOOoooooo veyr much!!!!

was lookin through the photos....

I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs the climbers soOOOooooooooooo very much!!!
you guys dunno...how every moment..good or bad...during training, our many outings, our slacking days in the canteen, at hawker centres, at orchard, at bugis, at coffee places...wherever it is....i misssss those days. n the most important thing, i MISS you! noisy little nyssa, "whatttttttt" xiu, stupid idiotic cute maad, quiet n wise noor, egoistic black, always there joop, spiderman nazib, big brother dale, nvr say die white, daredevil li, punk ahmad, kfc buddy CHeeee-see fries, sentimental fie (hehehe), pyschotic cute firbi, chicopek (mat malaysia) yan, french-obsessed ilyas, sisterly- lynn, n of course the rest of the gang...

i hope i didnt miss out anyone....

i missssss u guys!!!

p.s thanks for callin nyssa...i thot u have forgotten all abt me....=) missssssssssss U lots n lotssss

Hola!

Buenos Dias=Good morning! exciting...i have this spanish friend from online and she's teaching me basic spanish! =) its a cloudy windy morning. looks like it might rain. why am i not in work? wellll today we will be open till 730. soOOooooo i will be staying late thus we gonna start work late today. starts at 12...=) heheheee...soooo good right?

sum days i feeel like im on top of the world. wondering wOW...words from the people around you can really make your day...or spoil them. some examples would be "i miss you...ur my tweety...the love of my life..keep the candle burning...i hate you...i nvr wan to see you again...your pretty freaky..hahahahaa" okiez some are just made up by me. but its true isnt it?

i hope i get a promotion sooN....when will i get new colleagues coming in?? we have ppl comin in for interviews ....when will be the day? vernon, my boss's son is superly cute! hahahaaa my boss says at home he will look for me goin "teacher teacher..." but when he comes to mygym...he loook and just stare at me. kids around 3-9 response to me...babies and toddlers jus stare at me with a "uhhhh what and who are you?" they say its becoz of my glasses. hahahaaaa u shud see the way they look at me. ahhahaa SUPER funnnnny....

i lost some weight....my sister says i lost muscle weigh. welll...i hope i dun gain fats since they say muscles turn into fats....i better start doin something before those fats starts to sit in. =) n i notice that i have not been eating as many potato chips as i use to...sooo maybe that helps. sooo Saadiah no more chips!!! *sob sob*

askim, it means my love in turkish...i wanna visit turkey one day! just so that i could eat turkey for breakfast lunch and dinner. hahahaa WahhhHh im sooo funnny huh? okiez okiez welll i wanna visit turkey becoz its such a beautiful country. i wanna see the famous blue mosque, i wanna see the bridge (not sure of the name) i wanna see ana sophia, i wanna see the bazaar, i wanna see the ppl there. i wanna see how the school loooks like over there... i wanna see the shoppin centre, the many internet cafe that they have..(sooo high tech, their internet cafe has lcd's attached to the wall) what else...i wanna eat the food there too!!!!!!!!!! one day...turkey, i shall come n visit you!

alritez thats it for now, everyday is an exciting day! lookin forward to watever there is in store for me. okiezzzzzzzzzzzzz gotta go...adios and nos vemos pronto

"...please dun make me cry,
please dun make me cry,
im just like you, i know you know,
im just like you so leave me alone....."

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

today my dearest fren Alia is flyin off to perth to further her studies. ohhhhhHH Roda, i wonder when our turn will come. Inshallah, in 2 years time, we'll be the ones saying goodbye and getting on tat plane. now, its high time i start saving money and decide on what i want to study.

i realise, i did waste alot of money buying small jittery things...for myself n for ppl who appreciate the small stuff and for some who obviously dun even realise i did give them...for myself..i have no regrets...for those ppl who appreciate it...i have no regrets...for those who dun even realise n dun appreciate it...once again, though its hard i have no regrets. i jus learnt a lesson out of it. its not their fault...its mine.

anyway...back to alia...me her n roda met up last sunday for a mini picnic by the reservoir. amazing...night...the sky so beautifully filled with stars, the moon so FULL and round and bright, the clouds so cottony and huge...the food was spicy (my fave), chips and rocher for dessert. thanks to u 2 gurls i had a lovely night....

anyway i posted an entry tryin to talk abt friendships...a few days back after readin roda's entry...my opinion...but halfway, i got sooooooo sleepy i jus save it under draft n nvr turn back.

hahaaa....."dun let this feelin die" how can you not let the feelin die...with such a situation, with what is between and what is blocking...its not easy...but as humans we can try! =)

".....you are the sun, you are the ONLY one, my heart is blue, my heart is blue for you....be my be my be my ROCK n ROLL Queen (king)!!!"

friendship

friendship...a relationship with a friend. who can u call a friend? sumone u have known for years?? sumone u care dearly for? sumone u meet up often? someone who makes u feel good? someone who tells you things both good n bad...?

there are many ways you can define a friend. they say a friend in need is a friend indeed. how true is that line? i would be a hypocrite if i were to disagree with that line. im sure everyone does that. be it on purpose or accidentally....i do admit sometimes i take friendship for granted too. but as times go pass, i always do reflection and appreciate those friends who have been really wonderful beings on this earth.

Read that idiotic dearest friend of mine blog....who else but tat RODA lahhhhh...hahahaaa friendship...thats her topic which of course i had to comment on. Quote she..... "the people who will stay with you and grow old with you not necessarily be those whom you are close to all along. " its true, i thought about it...maybe u grow old n stay with that person becoz of situation, but not necessary that you are close with that person. sumtimes some ppl just dun click.

nobody's perfect. im such there will always be a character trait that you may not like abt ur friend. but the many stupid little things they do that amuse you cover up for that trait tat u personally jus dun really like. they say its good to be frank, honest.....of course u must, but sumtimes some ppl jus cant take it. ppl who take criticsm personally. n you know what?? i realize that ppl who loves to critics are the worse ppl who will take criticsm back. hmmm im tryin to say well just that this ppl has trouble accepting critics.

im gettin really sleepy.....SLEEEEEEEEEEEEPY!!!!! tired....madnessssssss..i cant wait for a good sleep...ahhh i will cont my topic another day then!!!

if only everyday was as nice as this...if only it was a nvr a dream.....
make it real...make it real......................


Out Of The Blue by Michael Learns to Rock
(Jascha Richter)

I was almost about to lose my faith
Was still dreaming but feared it was too late
But then you came along to my surprise
and stole my heart before my very eyes

Chorus: You took me right out of the blue
simply by showing that you love me too
only by giving me your everything with a love so true
you took me out of the blue

I was wondering what love was all about
I was trying but couldn't work it out
But then you came along to my surprise
and made my frozen mind come alive

Chorus:
You took me right out of the blue
simply by showing that you love me too...

You let me out of the darkness you brought me out in the sun
I think you must be the only one for me
'cos you took me

Chorus: Right out of the blue simply by showing that you love me too
only by giving me your everything
breathing air below my wings
You took me right out of the night
simply by filling my heart with light
only by giving me your energy with a love so true
you took me out of the blue

its stupid i noe
its silly i noe
its amazing...tat you do not noe....

every little thing plays a part...words, music....timing....

i was rewarded with a double blast for waiting patiently for 2 days. turned out there was a reason why.....n then it had to end with a miscommunication. ohhhh man.......honestly, i know its unhealthy....but....its always things tat u noe u wont get make u all jittery n itchy to try n get it...

yesterday i felt really bad. sick till i vomitted. in the mornin before goin to work, i vomitted n had diarrhoea. then at work i vomitted twice. boss didnt see but she said i looked pale n told me to go off early....went to the doctor...damn pills to eat. went home n i couldnt swallow. end up chewing the pills. *shudders* bitter to the max. sleep n here i am. didnt go to work again....the giddiness is still in my head...but my body temp is normal now n yea feel a bit better.

ohhhhhh if only it wasnt sumkind of dream, fantasy...watever nots....

"wat was ur name again??"

its too good to be true! 2 days and alrady i feel like the witch from the wizard of oz. when water is thrown at me, i melt and dissolve into water....tears runnning down my face...*okie so im exaggerating*

well i did cry. hahaa why? coz i was watchin armaggedon. mannn it was a great show. cant believe i cried like a baby. for who?? hahaaaa....thanks to leong who almost forced me to watch tat and stigmata *spellin???* oh leong..i miss fish n co sessions with u!! reminded me of u coz i had fish n co with roda yesternite.

yesterday...after work, head down to roda hse. ohhhhhhh her niece is soooooo small in size. sooo cute...so rosy...!!! chubby..well almost but not really...she's soo tiny, cute, n eveyrthing a baby is. her mum bee hoon goreng was great!! hhehee pedas...hot spicy my kind of food!

ohhhhhhhh man...been listenin to michael learns to rock, bryan adams...n all this great oh wonderful songs...i duno wat im missing...

*TING TING TING*
tats how the sound goes of my teeth when they are shining oh soo bright....
tonite will be a smiley nite...ahhaaa sumthing wich i receive to have made me smile ...made me wan to smile all day n nite...

hahahaaa thank U!!!!

current fave song:-

All my only dreams by The Wonders

Every night I pray,I’ll have you here someday,
I’ll count the stars tonight,And hope with all my might
And when I close my eyes,You’ll be right by my side
If I could only have one wish,You’d be the boy whose lips I’d kiss,
All my only dreams

And when I close my eyes,You’ll be right by my side
If I could have just one request,Stay with me boy I confess,
All my only dreams

Any waking hour it seems,I only have you in my dreams
So every night I’ll pray,I’ll have you here one day,
I’ll count the stars tonight,And hope with all my might
And when I close my eyes,You’ll be right by my side,
If I could have just one request, Stay with me boy I confess,
All my only dreams

today's horoscope was -
Get back in touch with a long-distance friend -- they can help you connect the dots.


heyz wats that suppose to mean??!!!.........

im up early n on my way to work now....still am not feelin fabulous...

oh mannnnnn......i hope to see sumting i like when i reach home tonight! dream oh dream...they will come true...

saaDiaH
still 20.Libra.blue.
loves-.butterflies.collecting pretty notebooks.foreign films.fairies.kids.magic.chEEse fries.raisins.colourful envelopes.glitter.pinics.late night feast.


happiness everyday.more family gatherings.more climber's reunions.driving license.visit beautiful Turkey.travelling.holiday at lovely beaches.to further my studies.a house of my own.a miracle.



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