*deng* what leong said is true? isit? did i give the whole thing up becoz of....? im weak.
he's off to bangkok for a short holiday. we watched PRIME before left. courtesy of him of course. ahhaaa...jun joined us. i feel distance.

uma thurman is HOT!!!! the guy is utterly gorgeous! *sigh*

*big sigh* everybody's changin...and so am i.

*double sigh* climbed with zib n white at dover. iksan hurt his finger a couple of times, poor boy...catch air. i cant climb for nuts. im too weak, too stiff. n i noe the reason why....*sigh* long journey back home.

rodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa faster finish ur work!!!!

Silence is when .........

my thoughts are not even worth a cent.

you are ____. i am not.

28th storey is the ideal place to be.

happiness is only for people who ____others.

never a peaceful moment.

in fact its worst! it makes you think too much.

nobody can hear you.


friday was a short private party session with some frens. holland v-essential brew-a long trip home.

sat- started off with a very BAD morning. many great moments later. it was like some kind of reunion. i tink abt 25 of us...15 houses...from 11am till 130am...3 cars, 1mpv and 1 minivan. soooo funny when those got lost. u-turn at the t-junction. hahaaa when will such outing ever happen again. cant take it and lost it...especially when we all took grp pics at the loading bay below farah hse at 1am ....one big family!

lately...cloudy and dark rainy days surround me. its jus the right mood at the right time. if im not strong enough, i wouldnt be here today. God forgive me for such thoughts.

I can think of younger days
When living for my life
Was everything a man could want to do
I could never see tomorrow
But I was never told about the sorrow
And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend a this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart
And let me live again
I can still feel the breeze
That rustles through the trees
And misty memories of days gone by
We could never see tomorrow
No one said a word about the sorrow
And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart
And let me live again

by michael buble....

there was a fire opp my hse tonite. watever caused the fire, it was damn pretty scary man...the black smoke indicates how dangerous the burning thing was. i tink it was the playground that was under the block. its made of plastic for the kindergarden kids jus beside. yea they have a playground at the void deck....watever it was...its finally over. Thanks to the fireman, police and passer-bys who helped. the fireman was real fast to have reach at a very short period of time. it was those smaller version of the fire engine. soon the real fire truck came...police cars, ambulance starts to drive in...another fire engine drove in. there were 3 ambulance, 2 small fire trucks and 2 big fire trucks. it must have been a HUGE fire....i dun tink there were any first degree casualty cause the ambulance went off in silence.

i saw ppl trying to help...one man stood in the middle of the road to become the traffic police n signal to drivers to turn instead of driving straight. some singaporeans drivers jus dun get it...how can one see an incident happening and jus drive pass...so idiotic and when the road is blocked sumore...arghhhhh....wat if the hose u jus drive over burst...eeeeeeeee....so irritating man!! well its over...lets jus pray that nobody is hurt and the house is not that badly burnt.

went computer-surveying with bro jus now. wahhh learn how Cool the It world is...ahahhaaa u can burn a cd and jus turn it over to print a picture of ur choice on it. cool or wat man..LOL. well im no it pro, but still the lesson learnt todae was great.

hari raya was not bad. this year...alot of reflection n thinkin was done when i look at all my elderly relatives. tis year, mum n dad brought us to our grandparents, grandaunts...well not all... n it made me wonder...wat would become of my aprents when we all grow old. hopefully all 3 of us siblings are great fillial children who dun jus leave our parents behind and hopefully we earn enough to let them leave their old age life comfortably and well....even better HAPPY!!!

my cousins ...ahhhhhh its beeen such a long time i met up with them. all the babies have grown. all those around my age...well we are still the cool ones...ahhaaa played around with the smaller ones...soooo....FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhahaaa i have 3 small boys n one cute little princess. all started doin ultraman, power ranger moves when i took out my camera. yea even the princess. the nex day at one of my aunt's hse...all were supplied with guns except me. me n another 15 yr old cousin were shot and the only armour we have is a big cushion to act as a shield. ahhahaaa imagine me sandwich between a huge cushion n the wall n shot by 3 small boys. ahhhhhhhh tiring man....n accidents do happen. the very nex day, one of those small boys fall off my bed. whahahaaaaaaa i noe i noe...im so evil to be laughin. he end up with a huge bump on his forehead. im soooo sorry iskandar!!!! but he was a strong boy, nvr cry...jus suffered in silence...
OOohhhh then after some of the kids went home, me and 2 more cousins, the 15 yr old and 18 yr old played catchin with luqman, 6 yr old at the playground. ahhahaaa wat madness fun was it!! okiez i noe im abit too old for all this. ahhhhhh but luqman is sooOOooo cute!!!!!!!!!!


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I WAN MY COUSINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kiez need to sleep..>>> goodie nietz!!!!!!!

p.s . thanks!!!!

maybe tis might be the last post for the nex 3 weeks to come. why?? coz my brother is comin back homeeeeeeeee.....n idiotic sis misplaced his stuff to help him connect to internet..so he's gonna CONQUER mine. well actually its not mine..its my sis. hahhaaa but since i always use, its considered mine MINE!!!!!!

yea well....less than hmmmmm....its almost 1 now...he's leaving at 830. five hrs...n he says he will reach spore at 2. means he will reach home probably abt...3? ahhaa my mum duno he's comin back today!!!! she thought he will only be back on the 5th coz he say he got stuff to do...ahhhhhh SHE will get a BIG BIG surprise. in fact nobody noes except me. yeaaaa ABANG i can keep secret u noe...shHHhhhh....yea well..nobody will read my blog anyway...=)

ahhhhhh once he is back, i can no longer run around the house in my towel, i can no longer do stuff i do when there's no guys around. no comp...ahhhh okokeiz i LOVE my brother. i LOVE my brother...i love my brother..i do i do i doooooooooooooo he's only spending 3 wks in singapore. n we get to celebrate sis bdae!! ahhhhhhhhh okiez in case i dun have time...Selamat Hari Raya to all my Muslim frens. Pls forgive me if i have said or done anyting to have hurt you ( that is physically or emotionally) okeiz? ahhahaaa im serious!! =) n for my non-muslim frens....have a happy holiday and those visiting...can enjoy all the lovely delicacies...


oekizzzzzzzzzz tooooOOOdlesssssssssss

it looks like its gonna rain. time for me to sleep finally....i love rainy days!!!!....
1 more day and he's gonna be back...who who?? the big MONSTER!!!!!!!!
ahahhaaaa.....yea well...climbin was kinda ------- jus now, i pulled tis thing i duno called wat...my right leg cant hook...i cant load on my heel....it hurts...so yea...tats it...the ppl who came...super FUN!!! jus like the old times...we have bobbin, yan, maad, nyssa, xiu, joop, black, nazib, ahmadyat n man...i tink tats abt it...then dover ppl also came down...after trainin HABIBIE...guys...u duno how happy i was to eat nasi goreng sambal...haahhaaa with u guys of course...=) frenz forever okiez?? *hmmmppphh*

i misssssssssssssssssss you gurls!! nyssa n xiu...wat happened to us? *fall to the ground on her knees, cover face with hands and shakes head*

"...but today im fine without you. runaway this time without you...."

saaDiaH
still 20.Libra.blue.
loves-.butterflies.collecting pretty notebooks.foreign films.fairies.kids.magic.chEEse fries.raisins.colourful envelopes.glitter.pinics.late night feast.


happiness everyday.more family gatherings.more climber's reunions.driving license.visit beautiful Turkey.travelling.holiday at lovely beaches.to further my studies.a house of my own.a miracle.



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