BLOOODY BLOODDDDDY HELL!!!!!!!!!!

i hate tis kind of moment. stupid BIG fat ass!!!!! arghhhh stupid oven!!!!
the door got some kind of thing stuck to the hinge. i cant close the door!!! then when i wan to lower the temp, i got burnt!!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh KENASAI rite!!!!!!
super &*^%%^&*&*((%*&%%^&*&^!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhh eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee so GERAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway had a great time with bdae gurl-angela, tina n vincent, jun n gee fang. we had chicken n pizza for dinner and dessert at swensens. shared many lame n racists jokes. though it was truly funny...couldnt help but wonder....how far the limit can racists jokes go to?? is there a limit in the first place and if one crosses that line then how?? *shake away negative thots*

love u gurlsssssssss lotssss!!!!!

todae...well officially today ah...roda n me...DAY!!!!!!! cant wait...supposely the whole of the malay gurls are suppose to come aso. end up its jus u n me lah roda.....ehhhee *wink wink* cant wait....................................................................................tick tock tick tock

bLOODY HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

AHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I have a gurl crush!! on who on who??(u ask) on kiera knightly!! (i say)
Domino was good..thanks roda and yea to ur colleague and his fren too!! popcorn n kebab was finger-licking good! Soooo sorry couldnt accompany u guys to lil india.

met up with xiu n man near my hse while i went cookie-shopping. Had to buy some ingredients for hari raya kuihs. Hopefully i dun have any burnt cookies like i did last year. ahahhaaa....

....in life you only have one shot. heads you live, tails you die...heads you win, tails you die....

what a day! rainin so heavily, thunder lightning boomin behind me. arghhhhhhHhh....the sky's crying. each time....DELETE DELETE!!! come on saaadddd ur stronger then tis rite? go bake tat cookie!!

meeting roda at little india to break fast. she needs me. I want n need to meet her!! i cant wait for sat also!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh saad go bake cookie gogogogoooOO

okiez self-reflection time....ting ting ting

whats up with me lately?? or isit jus the ppl around me?? am i bossy? i dun tink so. i tink i accomodate to ppl more than me forcing ppl to do things my way...well tat excludes my sister lah. hahaaaa...its jus tat...anyway back to the topic.

why do ppl have to say the word "i dunno"?? i mean i tink its okie if you really duno and have totally no idea abt it. but wat if UR responsible for it. sumting ur suppose to take over, look after, ur specialty, ur the one incharge of it. And when i ask abt it, you simply reply i duno wat...wahlau wan to kena smack man!!!! n im sick n tired of hearing teh word "i duno"... coz it will always end up with me searching looking after ...watever shit for it. so from tis very second. i will not accomodate anymore. if ur gonna be irresponsible, im gonna be double triple irresponsible for it. if ur gona give up so easily, im gona give up double triple the time you do.

went to grandpa house jus now. the loooonnnnng train ride to the west was such a painstaking, heartbreaking moment for me. ahhahaa why???? i brought my diary along with me. reading only those sad, angry moments ....makes me alot of flashbacks-sess. watever it is...Saad ur stronger than this! yes i am.....

got more songs from ali....boyfren, gifrfight, n the most wonderful "high by james blunt" beautiful doll....n of course joan jett-i hate myself for loving you. wat a pun!

angela its gonna be 25th oct in exactly 54 mins ur 20 yrs old!!! so angela my dearest dearestttttttt dearessstttttttt lovely woman HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!! *BOOOooomMMM*

cheeRs,
SaaD

p.s i tink of you night n day....u took my heart n pride awaaaaaaaay...
I HATE MYSELF for loving you!!!!!!!

..what you've been doin? what you've been doin?? ...oOOhhh OOoohh HAH!...

well ive done nothing except for being a mattress for one day, a walking cake the next day and God noes wat else i will be the very next day.

wanted to climb on sat, but on impulse black called the rest and we head to JB. finally, xiu and nyssa i get to eat at the very famous "seafood link" ahhaahaa rating- it was not bad. the calamari were sooo fresh, you could eat it on its own. so crispy...the butter prawns were great too...im so glad ive learn how to eat seafood. i would have been missing a great big deal in life if i didnt. i mean yea nooo big deal but still. hahaaa ohhh we had sambal kangkung, kailan, otah, tom yam and ikan pari (calbee...very pari pari) Well it was a weekend and of course it had to JAM!! so we were stuck there like nobody business. in and out.

I have a story to tell. Yet i dunno how to phrase the sentence in words to describe exactly how the story should start, happen and end. * i know that you like my style...wassup wassup with you gurl! wassup wassup with you booooy* Guess i will just tell the story another time.

Im fascinated to know how strangely a mind works. and to even imagine how different every mind will work. Imagine how many ppl there are in this world. million, billion and willion (no such word) in this world and each mind ticking, working, thinking.....i can go crazy at times when i think too much and too many things goin thru my mind...its like...its gonna explode soon. right? have i mention this before sumwhere?? nononooonooOOonooonono baby nnononoooooononooo Dun lie!!!.... well like the song goes... there are 9 million bicycles in Beijing...

white lie. what isit exactly? when are you entitle to use one?

i wan iPod nano....still wondering whther its good. ...So don’t pull on my hand boy, u ain’t my man, boy, im just tryin to dance boy, n move my hump....

wat a wkend....well first stop...
Sat: black, nyssa n xiu went to the open hse for uni in australia. then we had movie..deuce biggolo?? (i tink so) well wasnt really that fantastic. i wan to watch flightplan!! i wan to watch domino! after movie we head to arab street to break fast. yes our dear xiu n nyssa also break fast with us. after dinner off to bakerz inn for dessert! u noe i thot belated birthdays dun extend all the way to the nex month. so i didnt expect them to do soo...surprisingly...they did. a mini lovely cake filled with hazelnuts in the middle. thanks u guys!!! oOoohhh n not forgetting the gift!! "an Encyclopedia of Faeries!!", a straw? rattan? bag...n butterflyrie card...!! hehehee love the bOOK sooOoooo much..jus had to "read" it tat instant. yea i guess i jus discovered my hidden talent. reading without reading it...yea well...then the wonderful day had to come to an end...a good ending.coz it was rainin at night..i had a wonderful sleep!!

sun: met up with huda, she wanted to get sum stuff n so did i. then we head to climbasia. irritating muthu, zib, wildboys, zafir, fiq, faeza, xiu were there. we climbed n break fast there. had briyani..well coz on the way there me n huda were talkin abt the briyani we ate at orchard. superb n hot!! hahahaaa after eatign i could not climb!!! hahahaaa guess i was too full lah. did manage to play play abit then got ready to meet angela, princess huijun n gee fang...tina n vincent made a special appearance. didnt even noe they were on the same mrt until we all reach tamp.
sat at starbucks. it was really good jus sitting there n update on each other lives. ahhhhhhhhhh then we walk back n went our separate ways at the junction. it was drizzling...a coolin night. my fave weather of all time. the grassy smell, car-from-the-road sounds, i jus love it....lucky i got my umbrella. haahaa ahhhhh then as i approach sumwhere near my block, i saw tis guy in a moss green hoodie. he was lookin at me, so i tilt down my umbrella abit so he wont see me. hahahaaa stupid gurl! hahaaa he turn at where i wanted to turn. stupid gurl go n walk straight n turn at the nex path. n guess wat??? he was the guy who stay at the 11th floor. ahhhHHh soooo cuteeeeeeee...but then i didnt really get a close look at him. he took the lift first since he reach there first. why?? 1: he have long legs 2: he turned at the right pathway 3: ahhhh maybe he was trying to avoid me??? i took the lift right beside his. aiyz....well.....i wan to climbn more! n more n more n more....ahaha nolahhhhhh...
okiez i tink im like really gone...tired out...toooodles!!

p.s My name is Domino Harvey. I am a bounty Hunter!!

some pics to enjoy...


my bdae gift from down-under!! the surprise that made my day!!!! thanks ABANG!!!!!!!


ahhh there it is!!!



look at angela....ahhaaaaaa happily eating in her own world



n hui jun...happily drinking



my egg sandwiches very yummy rite...gee fang *once again everybody say it with me* happily eating



AAaaaHhhhhHHhhhh....did jason jus took off his pants!!!



the red tricycle



ahhh huggy huggy!!



abang eric



Ohh look at the clouds...



ehhhhemmmm....n the beeeeeemmmmmmmm



i like!!!



Jason with his new toy from thailand: okie eric, look at how i do this!! tis is fun tee heee...



Happy familY!



a whole collection of notebooks!!!THANKS ROOOODAAaaaa!!!!!!!



*i will i will i will look taller!!*


yummylicious chicken drumlets..



half a pic of black pepper chicken pizza....



are you full yet roda??



coz im noT! blueeek!!! ahhahaaa



n then there was you and me ...n the cameraman! oopss who?



popcoRn n nachosssss...



in the hot seat!


-the end-

As i sit on my bed, a mess with all the photos all strewn around...i wonder.
I wonder what is there in it for me in the future? what will i be? what will become of me?
The world is so BIG! there is so much that i have yet to do, to learn, to see. i feel like running away. away from the insecurities, away from reality. and yet i noe one day i ahve to face all of them. no matter what. trap-sation: the feeling of being trap. *note, kids tis is not a word

people say, you cant away from your problems. be brave. stand up to them. find a solution, if there is no solution then you will jus have to face it and let it be. well sorry mister, im not one of those brave souls. what i want is .....unknown.

well back to the subject of photos, looking back...i have had great memories with friends. be it an innocent relaxing pinic, a sweaty tiring challenging session of bouldering, party or just an outing to celebrate a fren's bdae or just to meet up. looking back...sumtimes i feel i could really really really reallllly turn back time jus to have that happiness again. dun get me wrong, im happy now just that *you noe* at different time and at different moments the level of happiness is totally different. arghhh organizing the pics is really tough. i wan to put those pics of food in one section ...but the food also come from another category like its from this outing. i tink i shud get another butterfly-reee album.

oh yea i didnt update on my outings...well on fri..met up with black, nyssa, white, yathy, joop(sort of) for dinner. sat was a blast!! hahaaaa had a picnic with abang eric, angela, GF, louis, HJ, Jason and Zeren. Bump into white and yathy...hahahaa anyway picnic was great man. gf brought apple pie (cold but delicious..) i brought egg sandwiches and the guys were in charge of drinks and snacks. they bought 50 red cups...which was really funny coz there's only 8 of us. then they bought lots of chips and ICE!! hahaaa they also bought a mat for us to sit. though it was kinda small. we sat ate..took photos n eric brought out with him this black big camera..u noe those pro type...it was great goin out with them. Jason forever being the irritating one, zeren with his funny under-every-answer-got meaning answers, louis just staring at you blankly with no response, gf, angela n huijun...the angels brought to earth JUST for me. to love to hug and to jus pour out watever i hav to say. ahhh....n the gurls wooo n ahhh jus looking at gf n louis pic in her wallet. SOooo sweet soo in love and glowing

Starts to get really dark so we head to this place called the beach cabana *recommended by hui jun. The place was great. i love the idea of sitting somewhere near the beach, cool wind blowing against your face, great music, candle-lit, comfortable chairs. the only thing bad was the waitress...keep asking whther we want more drinks when we have yet to finish the ones we have. one word IRRITATING. initially the gurls were sitting in a row opp the guys. but we soon change sits so four of us facing each other. Why? so we could gossssip...the guys were busy playing cards. i duno how, but when i came back from the ladies...those sweet ppl from my table actually dedicated a song for me. Angela, trying to act cool said...hey listen wats the nex song. So of course, i listened. n so the DJ suddenly announce and wished me a happy birthday, unfortunately they did not have the song which my dear gurls dedicated. Belly dancer. hahaaa awwww but still it was the thot that counts. Unfortunately..it was getting late, i was gettin sleepy...so we went our separate ways, the gurls had an "adventure" gettin a cab home, n the guys had louis to drive them to their next guys outing.

the nex day, roda rodaaaa....an outing with roda always make me feel like im 16 all over again. rite? yea...rite. we met at 3 coz she was 30 mins late. i guess its payback time. i made her wait 30 mins the other time. ehheee...well at least she had a good reason. she went to laminate sumting n the auntie was slow. well ....she bought me a whole set of notebooks and this butterfly thingy to hold important msges or pics. n also a laminated photo of US as fairies with a halo. we had very late lunch at pizza hut. all chicken spree. hahahaa DRUMLETS!!! spicy chicken pasta, black pepper chicken pizza, chicken soup, kiwi lemon and strawberry fizz. yummy yum yum...
then we had a long walk from centrepoint to lido. we watched four brothers. we were full but cant stand the temptation. i had a medium sized popcorn and roda had nachos. we had coke lime for our drink. free. jus asked for ice from LJS. ahahaaaaaaaaaaa.....amazingly, roda was shocked to see the empty tub at the end of the show. ahhahaaa yea i really love popcorn. its cheap n taste SUPERB!!! was it before or after the movie...we checked out fcuk collection but noting interesting except for their signature shirts, oooOhhh and i met aunt rosie. n off we made our way home. 2 nights in a row, i spend it with ppl i love. ahhhhhh n then the nex day must go back to work.. sian ahh...

oh yesterday i went climbing. black came for awhile. joop ahmad, firdaus, hazlee, zaki, nazib...n wildboys. botak already. hahaaa so funny his head botak. oh yea hatta the banana was also there...look so stoned. break fast and cont climbing....my body is aching like mad right now.

p.s n tis is my UNTIED STATES of wateveeeerrr....ahaahaaaa wat a long entry, if im free i will post up some pics. goin to break fast at my grandmama house. toodles.

Oh wat a great time i had on thursday climbin at SP. with ppl like nyssa, white, joop n maad. its jus the 5 of us. there....the wall was incredible. the tiles. superb. imagine the tile the size of nyssa feet. its green so it looks like shrek had a son n the i-duno-how, the feet got cut off n used as a climbin tile. ahhahaaa....i did one route set by hatta n i DID it. i DID get to touch the feet. ahhhh heaven.

climbin climbin climbin...thats all i cna tink of. wat else...if i dun climb. everythings not right. feelings get all jumbled up, tired eaily. get fatter, lost, bored and jus feel like strangling mysellf.

BEp's my hump is really slowly gettin into my head. no it doesnt have to mean anyting. but it was special of course. had dinner with black white yathy n nyssa. head to tamp n meet up with joop for awhile. thanks jOOP...so sweet ah u..wan to act surprising only...

tml an outing with my old buddies. so a picnic it will be huh? cant wait....n sunday..the whole day dedicated with roda.my wheel. she's goin thru a rough n tough time now. i duno wat i can do to help. guess all i can do is to be the listenin ear. i can definately do tat. maybe i shud jus take psychology. learn the human behaviour. n one day, get an emotional breakdwn n becomes a psycho!

why is being in love so difficult? why are all my frens havin problems? somewhere somehow. I dun..wat is so hard?

i have so many things all inside me. frens? school? work? family?? money? too many, information overloaded. im getting a headache coz i dun even noe where to begin with. step...
one day there will be a BIG explosiion...my body is aching like a mad woaman!!

saaDiaH
still 20.Libra.blue.
loves-.butterflies.collecting pretty notebooks.foreign films.fairies.kids.magic.chEEse fries.raisins.colourful envelopes.glitter.pinics.late night feast.


happiness everyday.more family gatherings.more climber's reunions.driving license.visit beautiful Turkey.travelling.holiday at lovely beaches.to further my studies.a house of my own.a miracle.



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