my heart is stuck with you...

now that she feels like as though she's on top of the world, the song no longer mean anyting to her. ahhaaaa no longer make her feel like tearing her heart out, no more sad days. a year ago..maybe..but today marks the day she grew abit older. the happy, sunny, ever smiley Saad is here to stay.

Thanks ppl, for makin her who she is today. Bad or good...

UHUH!!!! tis my shit....ahhaaa okeiz i shall stop singin and start blogging. I dun usually do this, announcing my birthday. In fact i dun tink i did that the past few years. i did mention how i celebrate though. okiez anyWHOOOooo ahhaaaa...i wanna thank those ppl who remembered. Thanks for ur sweet encouraging words which really make my day! some almost made me cry!! ahhaaaa i noe soo emotional right. Thanks to nyssa OW and my sweet old brother who called personally and wished me a Happy birthday!! Oh yea my brother is getting senile, he thought i was 22!!!! lets jus see when the bdae card arrives whther he really wrote 22 or he was jus pullin my leg.

i had my first cake of the day by karen. while we were havin lunch at the lounge area, she came in later with a mini cake, all lit up...and amazingly the whole building was having this fire alarm drill. hahaaaa to imagine karen lit up the candle in such a situation...thanks u guys for the lil bit of surprise and the butterfly pendant n ring!
guess the day/night is not over yet till i say so...its been a great day...hey stranger, where are you???!!

hoOOOLLLaaaaaaa!!! IM BACK!! IM BACKK!!!
yea, okie okie so i cant take it anymore, no more emo days, no more of those self-pity ..days ..watever shit it is, its finally over. life's too short to have such days. STUPID STUPID STUPID GURL!!!!

been spending time with frens and wat good is life without frens!! why i get so depress and stressed for no reason, i wonder why too.

singin to 'all the richest baby wont mean anyting...if i was a rich gurl nanananaanaaa i would have all the money in the world if i was a wealthy gurllll...'

okie so i wish i was rich! i could buy so many things. anyting i see, travel the world n explore new places, try new food, make frens, learn new cultures. ahhhhhh my dream.
i want so much, n yet i feel i hav done noting to achieve such things. i wan a BIRKENSTOCK!!!! shud i get the timbuk2 graphic since my mum already offered?? shud i be furthering my studies?? CAN I pls go n decide on wat i WANT????

-RETAIL THERAPY- met up with nyssa to spend my times bookshop discount card. got a 20% off my total bill. we got in, all excited and stuff, begin lookin for books like as though its a library. even got a basket (supermarket??) hahaaaa she bought her nora roberts series for her sis. tis incredible thick book : INNOCENCE ( yes nyssa very-like-describing-YOU??!! hahaaa) n the little lady book or sumting. i bought my sis's half blood prince, my sequel to travellin pants, frog prince n of course the party game set. i tink we spent abt 2 hrs there. sat down at one corner, looking at those gifts books, cook books, children books, self improvement books, sex-therapy books, travelling maps, bestsellers... calculate n finally paid! hahaaaa....GOOD GOOD FEeeling...but bad bad feeling after i feel SUPER BROKE!

stopby flash n splash, got new slippers...the exact same one we saw at kl (oops, i almost fall off my bed for no apparent reason) weeeeeeEEEE....
yesterday after work, head straight to CLIMBASIA!!! yeaaaaaaa finally after more then one wk, i get to climb. how incredible the feelin was. honestly, i thot i was goin to give up...but then i start having mood swings, got depressed, and i didnt even noe it was climbing that was makin me sad. sooOO friday, back on teh wall, i felt great!!! n i thot it was jus sumting else. STUPID GERL!!! how could u???!!! hahaaaa

after all the books i read ...*noted confessions of a shopaholic series: takes manhattan and ties the knot... n of course many other happily-ever-after ending. most gurls or shud i say ALL, however independent or egoistic or stubborn or shy or "modernized" would want a guy to woo them in watever ways the guy can think of. be it creative or cliche or boring or traditional or out-of-tis-world. it doesnt hurt if the guy jus played along n do such stuff. but guys nowadays are too busy with themselves or even give it a try. i mean of course there are such guys out there, but majority...changes as the world adapt to a different setting, a different set of mind.

like the fairy godmother sings in the shrek 2 "...it would take a Superman to sweep me off my feet..i need a HERO!!im holding out for a hero till the end of the night. he's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast and he's gotta be fresh from the fight.." thats wat i shud be singin


signin off,
the clever gurl

p.s thanks white n gang for inviting me over for the bbq. it was great!!!!!!!! especially after i realize im really GOOD at motorcross...COOLNESS babes...

it jus hurts too much....wat?
i cant concentrate on anything else, stressed my mind is..abt??
songs played...
pictures on the wall...
words spoken...its all because ----- hahhaaa my feet is so dry..it hurts...


i resigned. have to, they have nothing for me to do. no more forms to analyse and see whther i shud tax that poor soul or that filty rich basket. its not my decision though.

there's so much...to say to tell to confess...but after bloghoppping, i jus lose the interest to pour my ever-deepest-crazy-wild imagination and thoughts here. its crazy, i AM indeed goin crazy.

a short note, KL trip was incredible. yeap have to admit it was a rush rush kinda trip but i find it an eye-opening experience. an adventure i will nvr forget. so many things done. shoppping, climbing, midnite-glow in the dark- bowling, movie, EATING!!, music, late nite walks. it was unbelievable....lets do this again!! =)

let me end it here... im tryin and im learning. while i look for a perm (permanent) job and when im ready to blog again i will be here. ever again..but for now, i shall learn how to let go. . . . . .

so here goes, some memories that we shall not/never forget
the start of the journey...

HOTCAKES!!!

Presenting...
Xiu the eat-ur-own-kind-of BIRD!!!

src="http://im1.shutterfly.com/procserv/47b5d734b3127cce94451b5e0f3e00000026108EaOWzNoza2" width=325 height=231> bLack the thorn among the roses

nysSa the "nak bergaya-advert" gurl

us on the way to larkin!

sufi & linda- the couple that got eliminated for being the last group to arrive!

come On lets take pictures!!

the crazy on-the-verge-of-puking rides...aka chocolate factory

the KL version of MRT..

in da lift

an INCREDIBLE art piece that cost hundreds of thousands...

the rollercoaster ppl...

"3 kids lost in Big city KL, were found quarrelling"

the PLAYGROUND

argHHHHHhhhh we've been kidnapped...

glow in the dark-bowling!!!

its jus US with everything else fading slowly....

2 lost monkeys from the ZOO got trapped in the SBS bus

checking out = check us OUT!!

luv you ppl....

alritez signin out, OVER N OUT!!!!!!!! zz bZZzzzbzzbzzzZZZZzzzzzzz z z z z

"On The Outside" by No use for a name...garfield

I'll see you on the outside and we'll
never be the same
after all that's happened what is it that
we've gained?
well I've made mistakes before and
never lived them down
after all you've done for me i'm bound
(don't say another word)

To see you on the outside where we can
both be sane
(you're speaking for yourself)
I'm bleeding on the inside
a place you might have been but now I
know I'll (never be the same)

Well I heard you got a place and it's far
away from here
reality has sunken in now confirming
all my fears
I'm not gonna track you down and it's
too late to stop
thinking 'bout the time that we have lost
(I'm happy without you)

I'm trying to forget you and everything
we had (we didn't stand a chance)
we're miserable and it's true I haven't
learned a thing
but now I know I'll trust no one else

(There was a time when we were back
and forth, it wasn't easy)
I guess that we're back where we belong
one thing is for sure, it wasn't strong

I'll see you on the outside where we can
both feel shame
(you've never been more right)
I'm dying on the inside, you're never
coming back
and now I know whatever we go through
my heart is stuck with you

ahhhhhhhhhhhh
finally a dream come true.
i get to go for a weekend getaway with my gurlfrens!! yeaaa we achieve one goal!
hope the trip will be a memorable n exciting one!! hehehee heyhooOoooooo....adventure here we comeeeeeeeee


so many things....have happen...past...n yet i didnt update. didnt even update in my diary. n soon all will be forgotten...a passing memory if i were to remember.

angela i miss U!!!!!!!!!!! n hui jun too n gee fang too n tina...we meet up for dinner one of these days.....

saaDiaH
still 20.Libra.blue.
loves-.butterflies.collecting pretty notebooks.foreign films.fairies.kids.magic.chEEse fries.raisins.colourful envelopes.glitter.pinics.late night feast.


happiness everyday.more family gatherings.more climber's reunions.driving license.visit beautiful Turkey.travelling.holiday at lovely beaches.to further my studies.a house of my own.a miracle.



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