climbing was great today. i had fun. guess the moral of the story is to jus have fun instead. sumtimes i feel the ppl around you when you climb plays a big role. he may be jus there sitting quietly staring at me, she may jus look at me with a sweet encouragin smile or he cheers me on and there i go flying trying to get that last tile. incredible how the mind works.
but if ever i have bad presence around, or maybe im havin one of those bad days...moody ...black...thunderous days, i jus cant be at my best.

today i woke up pretty early and went for a short jog with jie min. remember her?? yes jminz...the gurl who i went to rock climbing for the very FIRST time. and guess what. 3 years later, im still in and she's not. after the short jog, got home and cook my boring-same old-the one and only dish that i could whipped up in 10 mins. Fried spaghetti. tink my mum is getting REallly bored of me alrady. wahahaaaa and continued reading on Sword of the truth series.

had a fren online who intro me to tis book. by terry goodkind. we were talkin abt books, n he recommend me fantasy stories. i nvr imagine myself reading fantasy. but guess wat, all those books i use to read were fantasy too...example the series of Harry Potter.... oh eya Lotr is also fantasy. the book got me hooked from the very first chapter! incredible incredible..

i have yet to buy paint for my room. ahhhh i duno...tinkin of mustard yellow and raspberry pink. 2 clrs for my room. i duno how to buy paint!!!! plan to dedicate the whole day tml to paint.

I have finally accomplish sumting!!! my long-awaiting resume. finally its done!! why i ahv not gotten any jobs...coz i have not done my resume. lazy old me jus didnt have any motivation. BUT i have to find a job. coz im hmmm....broke?

damn.... i wan cheese fries =)

im goin to buy painT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeee....

finally its over, that period. that thing that keeps me, stop me from being REAL in life. makes me daydream, flashin thots and moments that happens. its finally over. why? becoz i didnt talk about it, i refuse to face the facts and even if i do i used my head instead of my heart. guess as time passes the heart realise how logical and that is how the heart really feels.

for the pass few days or many many days...i have been spendin a lot of time self-reflection-ing and realizing how BIG the world is and that there is so many things to do, so masny tasks to complete...
how different everyone is. how u cna never judge one even if you have known one all your life. how easily one can be easily influence. it is truly amazing.

"gers will be gers..." yes nyssa, i definately agree with you.

i cant believe it...im like broke! yes angela, finally saadiah open her mouth and announce that she's broke. i dunoo what happen, i duno what i did. for the first time, i feel so broke. i feel so lost! arghhhhhhhh....must be all the food, all the things i dun need. must be all the books, notebooks, arghhh i duno watelse. anyway...no regrets. i think i bought those stuff on a good buy. to those who dunno, i stop working. so once my pay comes in for the very last time, its goin to be saving up time, pay bills...and definately no more snacking.

went to queensway with nyssa. bought my long-awaiting runnin shoes. yes i have to start running and get those excess fat off my body! eeeyuck! whahahaa what to do...eat too much makes saad a chubby gurl. but eating does make one a very happy gurl. no more, arnott's tim tams, no more lays, no more chocolates, no more CHEESE chips. (though i shall close one eye for dearest cheese fries) ive learnt how to eat kang kung!! incredible rite!!! whahhaaa i eatttt kang kung!! whhahaa okiez focus on eating healthy and moderately. small portion (i cant i cant). arghhhh...

okiez im a graduate of TP!!! finally...on fri 15th july 2005. woke up quite early. got ready. wore the top i bought at G2000 with nyssa at a sale. we bought it like 2-3 months back. clarice sms me, takin a taxi to sch would definately be convenient for both of us. so reached sch and surrender our matric cards. awaiting for our turn. THANK GOD!!! i did not do anyting stupid like trip on the red carpet and fall flat on my face, or shake the person hands so hard he got a heart attack. i duno...this things happens. well took photos after that. stupid me forgot to send in the envelope for my pic taken on stage. anyway...left early with my parents. meet up with my sis for lunch. while we wait for dad who went for his friday prayer's. we gurls went shopping!! i make my new glasses. its plastic frame so i wont scratch them n make the paint come out like my current one. and i got my FIRST graduation present. i was showing my mum the watch that ive been long-awaiting from fossil. its been like almost 3 years since i had my eye on that watch. duno why i didnt get it. it was goin on a 20% discount. of course i had to get it. when will fossil ever have a discount?!?!!! sooooo dearest mum who canot hear another word or see me keep showing her the watch told me that it will be my graduation present. ahhhhh =) therefore..here i am typing with my new watch on my wonderful wrist! weeeeeeee well we had lunch and proceed to grandma house.

was sooo tired..i fall asleep. woke up and got ready. made my way to tamp mrt. bump into sufi!! whahaaaa i saw sumone with a timbuk2 and bright blonde hair. had to be him LOR!! anyway made my way to city hall to meet up with old khakis to celebrate justina's birthday- roda, alia, nadia and of course the bdae gurl jus!! so this 5 hungry ppl made their way to suntec city for marche. i had fish and wedges. play safe ah....i have no appetite to eat the rest..ahhaaaa...had cranberry lemonade and shared waffles with icecream and strawberries with jus n roda. sedap.
after such an enjoyable dinner we head to esplanade to see the band that performs every friday. alas, it was crowded like some kind of pasar malam. so we went to the side of esplanade and began our photo-taking session. after many many photos....off to home sweet home =)

today i had the most interesting day after ive stop workin. why? well a day out with nyssa at queensway. goin up n down around n around for the search for my shoe. since i couldnt find the shoe i wan...i look at a runnin shoe instead. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh finally found runnin shoes. that means i shud go for a run!!! ahhahaaa =)

then off we went to ikea. ahhhhhhhhhh heaven at cloud number 4. ahahhaa i love goin to ikea n look at all the stuff. if only my budget wasnt below 50. i could have taken more stuff to put into my trolley. well thank goodness if not i duno how i was goin to get home. keiz finishto- let me try to upload some pics for the eyes to see yea...

p.s come to a realization of whom i feel is really important in my life. and how different everybody can be and how important it is that by just talkin to different ppl, it makes u see the world in a bigger view. ahhhhhhhhhh....

its amazing how food makes my world go round.
like they say "a hungry man is an angry man" hahaaaaa i guess i could say that applies to me.
once again im late for work. why? coz i was doin some stretching and lost track of time. why was i doin stretching in the first place? becoz my muscles ache. guess eating and not exercising makes me kinda stiff.

well started on my fairy book. amazingly weird. i read abt fairies, brownies, pixies, elves, leprechauns, fairshee, mermaids. ahhhh all the common names but of course there are more. how to catch this creatures and make them your fren. interesting rite!!! yes it isss...teriibly...i am sooo INTO tis fantasy, different realm.

after work, as per normal was hungry...i bought OCK curry puff...yes ahhh EHPok Ehpok...ahhaaa then there was an accident. a lorry and a car collide. then i went to KFC!!! ahhhh my fave chicken. my fave CHEESE fries. eating that as i slowly take a stroll home. heavenly deliciously. hwhahaaa....okie so here i am.

tml work again...n again on sat. BUT sunday!!! lets go climbasia..then mon im goin climbadventure with my primary sch fren. who wants to go, ur welcome to join us. ive nvr been to climbad...i hope it will be a good first-time for me huh...=)

okie here goes my story...

today work was normal. liling was limping coz she's the cockcroach woman!! nolah...she injured her heel so she had to tip toe around. then we did poses for the cockcroach woman and batman...hohooo...steam clothes, throw rubbish, wipe everything clean, roll fabric, eat gummies are some of the many things we do.

today had to send some urgent clothes for alteration. good thing is that the shop is at far east. thus we get to eat at punchak again!!! wantaNNNNNNNNnnnnnnn....ahhhhh superb! after that my colleague intro me to turkish ice cream. ive seen the turkish man doin his stunts, i see ppl buying ice cream from him..but nvr have i tried it myself. so we made our way to the turkish cafe at level 2 and i ordered pistachio ice cream. the person b4 me had a huge scoop. he scoop like one flat thingy and the cone is stucj to the metal thingy n he hand it to me. when i tried to take it, he move away. ahhhh sooo idiotic rite. he did this a couple of times. if he had continued i would be late to go abck to work. haahaaa anyway he finally scoop the ice cream out and pass it to me. then the last stunt was he wanted to poke me with the long metal scoop which has ice cream on it.

after work, i had to go sumwhere. so i decided why not centrepoint. its been a while since i shopped around there. i went to robinsons and bought tis tea container. its wooden with a cover and a metal handle. then i went to a shop called the loft. ahhhhhhhhhhhh SUPER expensive. i had to tip toe around in case i hit anyting and broke it. BUT the stuff there are incredibly nice!!! i love the boxes, tables, cutlery everyting. so antique and has a unique feelin and meanin to every single ting. then i went to electic attics? spelled sumting like tat. it has all the second hand and antique stuff. but noting catch my eye except for tis manifying glass wich cost like $147.

actually b4 tis attic shop i went to times bOOKshop...bought a magazine and tis interesting book "how to catch a fairy?" ahhhhhhhhh something ive always been fascinated with. SOOOooo lovely!! makes me feel soo HIgh for finding the book. then i went to cards and such and bought a mini seal. u noe those olden days type. ahhhhhhhhh i LIKE sooooooo very much!! then i went to electic attic...and went i finally went out..i realise that most shops alrady closed. time really flies ...called my sis coz i was suppose to buy dinner. she scolded me ...

stopby simei, coz i was craving for chicken rice. ahhhhhh when i reach the banquet, all shops are closed, then as i walk to come closer to the chicken rice store. i almost slip and fall, thanks to rock climbing i have some balancing skills. i thought nobody saw me doin that balancing act. UNFORTUNATELY for me....tis little gurl was eating dinner with her family sumwhere around there. she was giggling and covering her mouth when she saw me almost on the verge on slippin and landin my nice cute little butt on the floor. anyway, i had to laugh also coz the whole situation was funny. if i was that little gurl and i saw the same thing happenin, i guess i would have laughed too. embarrased and no food to bring home, i went down. KFC? no more chicken..so i BK was the last resort.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yesterday went to sofra with olivia, ah fat, james and tortoise (the bdae boy). dinner was great!! then the day before, dinner with karen and faezah at pizza hut. then starbucks. damn im gettin fatter as days go by...but as long as im happy...i tink im okie with it! anyway pizza hut service sucks like maddddddddddddddddd!!!!!!

im graduating on 15th july!!!!!

p.s I WANT TO CLIMB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.p.s Maaaaaaaaaaaadddddd a shoutout to YOU!!! im sure you wont be reading this, coz u seldom come my blog and you will be in the army already on friday. dun worry so much kie....i go ur blog one..in fact i go to everyone's blog and read wats happening to them though i dun tag. im sure there are many others who do the same. sooo this ppl care....just that they dun tell you. anyway me n xiu were talkin...and yea we are SOooooooo gonnnnaaa miss YOU!!! you BIG monster everytime want to hug my xiu, u idiotic boy who always tap our shoulder and act like noting happened, you dancing around like some sexy eeel who always frightened our dear little nyssa....so take care and till we nex meet yea!!!!!!!! =)

saaDiaH
still 20.Libra.blue.
loves-.butterflies.collecting pretty notebooks.foreign films.fairies.kids.magic.chEEse fries.raisins.colourful envelopes.glitter.pinics.late night feast.


happiness everyday.more family gatherings.more climber's reunions.driving license.visit beautiful Turkey.travelling.holiday at lovely beaches.to further my studies.a house of my own.a miracle.



{cheee}
{maaaaaD}
{chip & dale}
{}
{rino}
{prince eDDie}
{khai khai}
{shammmm}
{jOOOp}
{iDham & gf}
{salman}
{whiteeeeeey}
{gayboy}
{ahmaDyat}
{zarian}
{pheeee}



{anGeLa}
{huijun}
{xin xiu}
{azima}
{leeeyanaa}
{huda}
{jannnnna}
{azy}
{rufiiiii}
{nad}
{nyssa}
{faezah}