i remember the times we had....those times, those long nite chats...

xiu...u n me competing who is eating the best food while chatting. u n ur nuggets, vitagen, potato chips and many more

black....u n ur epok epok(curry puffs)...forever getting burnt.

ahhhhh i remembered. all of us..not sleepin...gossiping, chatting, fightin, playin taitee and scolding each other when the othe wins. whahahaa ahhhhhhhhh
and when we meet in sch...always end up in canteen n eating. guess food brought us together one way or another.

xiu...days when we meet to jus eat at design...n sumtimes joop come n accompany us
black n maaad bumpin into u guys in business sch. n tat idiotic black eveyrtime act like as though he dun recognize me. yes yes those were the days...n its time i need to gon sleep

work again...

so yet another entry from me. planned to meet my mum n sis for dinner. then celine msged me. suddenly i feel like climbing on a day thats not on a trainin day. so i thot maybe after dinner i cud rush dwn to sch. had my sis to pack the stuff for me. on my way back to tamp, found out that gym was closed since its term test week. -okiez full stop-

anyway...turned out my mum was tired so i met up with sis for dinner. walked around...mango sale was a dissappointment. i cant seem to find anyting interesting at all. basic stuff were wat we got. ive always like their basics...n a beyOOoooooootiful bangle. its wooden with pretty flowers on it. ahhhhhh....then got another beyoOOOotiful piece from ebase. got tis black cardigan with a black n white polka dots ribbon. I likeeeeeeee soooo very much!!!! then got tis red top "catch me". sooo cute, had to get it.

i ammmm soOOOO in the shoppin mood now! whahahaa if only i have the time n the money to get affordable and worth-buying GOOD bargains!!!

vrooOOoooooooooooooooOOOOOMmmmmm.....

so life has sort it out on its own. i feel a teeny bit better .
climbed at climbasia on saturday. though i was sort of sick, due to the heatiness and all i had a slight fever, but the climb made me perspire and guess i got well...

missing the many ppl in my life.....nyssa xiu where r u???

anyway...today right after work, met up with dearest roda for a movie. we watched my all time fave hero, ASHTON KUTCHER!!!! the sexiest man alive....aHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhh alot like love.
well...roda got a full time job alrady. tml is her first day of work!! good luck kie n hav fun there...

kiez tooOOOooodles, till i have news

What am i doin???

damn..i feel so lost, all this mixed up feelings. i just dunno where to go..duno wat to do. i hate this sooooo much. so very much.

went cycling with roda. yea jus the 2 of us. unfortunately, the other angel had to attend to some other business and lost track of time. so...yea jus the 2 of us.

rockamania 11 went well. thank goodness it didnt rain. Congrats to those who did great!!! TPSC rules!!!

i need some time off certain tings to have some time just for myself. i need to fall in love with myself all over again before i can make time for other ppl....

im just getting old and tired....ahhhhhhhhh

Grow Up.

its hard to judge and claim that one has grown or not. no, im not talkin abt whther the person grow in size but instead grow as a person. mentality and maturity. let be the first to admit that i hav yet to grow under the maturity section. but i do have my moments where i trust myself that i do think with a mature mind. ask angela...she n i noe that I hate changes. once again this topic is brought up. i do i DO hate CHANGES sooooo very much!
i noe, that every normal human being go thru a process of growing and situations, environment and all change. we have to adapt to them. though im aware of it, i jus hate it. jus as im getting comfortable with wat i have, jus as i get use to it, developing and learning more, change had to step in and ruin everything.

anyway, im struggling hard to adapt to all this. i guess i could make myself happy but assuming that theres sumwhere out there who might be feeling much more worse then me right now. so instead of feeling sad n down, i shud be optimistic n jus accept what is given n live with it.

yesterday, went out with my bestest of the bestest (current) best frens. well not to say that we are the bestest of frens but ..i dunno. deep inside my heart, i jus have a strong connection with them. unless they dun feel the same abt me, too bad ah...whahaaaa we had dinner n dessert later. a first for me eating fondue n "suckao". lovely, i can still feel the warm chocolate "chicken" slowly melting the mini marshmellows. can still taste the sweet bread with warm white chocolate. arghhhh.......gonna miss those times. we had the same dinner n dessert later a year ago? im not sure...but yea...we went to baker's inn. chocolate are a gurl's best friend instead of diamonds shouldnt they??

well to make things clear, ive push aside the thots of the Him and Her. its over so i dun tink those best frens of mine shud ask anymore qns. or any of you other ppl kie?? 1st of june. i woke up with a new different feeling. maybe yesternight part of me, broke off and was left behind on the road or on the staircase at esplanade there. i felt a teeny lighter without those nagging problems im worried about. i dun have to coz eveyrthings clear now. only my future isnt.

okiez so i am goin to continue working now, but hopefully i can find a office job. then im goin to further my studies. maybe in media n marketing? or jus marketing or something different. i noe life is never goin to be easy but i believe i cna do it. then wats in store for me. i tink it will either take 2 to 4 years. dependin on whthere i get any exemption. oh yea b4 i even get to further my studies, i must of course be financially prepared.

saaDiaH
still 20.Libra.blue.
loves-.butterflies.collecting pretty notebooks.foreign films.fairies.kids.magic.chEEse fries.raisins.colourful envelopes.glitter.pinics.late night feast.


happiness everyday.more family gatherings.more climber's reunions.driving license.visit beautiful Turkey.travelling.holiday at lovely beaches.to further my studies.a house of my own.a miracle.



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