GUess what just happened???

well first thing first...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FAzllllllllllllllllIIIIiiiiiii!!!!! heyz thanks really for tagging n yea no problem i will call u when imbored kiez!! well...u hit the jackpot huh?? 20 years old...have a great bdae...make use of what u ahve in life. be optimistic n dun give up so easily.

okie back to business...guess wat guess wat!!! its 3am rite now. i cant sleep. why??? i just witness sumting absolutely sumting i totally have no idea wat its abt. okie first thing...i was quite sleepy already..almost falin asleep. but then suddenly i hear ppl calling "saad...saad" i must be dreamin rite?? I MUST be dreamin rite?? i really thot i was dreamin so i didnt go n see out the window.

anyway i tink it wasnt saad they were calling. mayb some other thing. by the time i reach the window...there were no more ppl at the field below my hse. ahhaaa FAT HOPE lah saaad....anyway u dun have hair as long as rapunzel..no prince on a white horse will come n save u from the tallest tower from the wicked monster.

moving on....suddenly i see 2 ppl running across the road ...then i realise ther were policeman. n then in the flat opp mine...i see 2 other ppl...boys i itnk...running..goin to the 5th floor n goin there n here. they must have been the ppl the police were lookin for. i should have called the police. but i duno whtehr it was the right thing. i mean...it might have been some otehr stuff n wat number shud i call?? 999...like evyr weird rite. anyway....the police did a whole flat search. i was lookin at them all those while. but admist that i lost the 2 boys. initially they stop at the 2nd storey...wondering where to go nex i tink. but as i turn away to do somthing...i turned back n the 2 boys weren't tehre. guess the police were not successful to. :( i wish i could have shouted or wat...but ...still...it seems so weird.

then, me being KPO....had to stay on n watch. the police all separated. then 2 ppl were walking across teh field. the police i mean. heading to where i dunno...suddenly one of them shout to the other. n suddenly i saw a grp of gurls or boys?? im not really sure..running across the otehr side of teh streets. i suspect it might be a grp of ah bengs n ahlians. then soon...3 police car goin so fast...i duno whtehr im really dreaming...but i hope it wasnt my name that i heard sumone calling. weird. yes...

wake me up when the time is right.....gddae fellas =)

i really shud be sleepin. resting...
4 days of off days..POOFFFF!!...gone jus like tat. well, i can say it has been a great wkend.
fri, after work meet up with angela n gang which includes eric, gee fang & louis, zeren n jason. well its been ages since we last met. so yea, i misssssssssssss them sooo much. zeren n i started talkin abt nike shoes n timbuk2 bags. eric was so proud that his "adik" can do pull ups. jason was irritating as usual. n louis...well he n gf are very much in love. angela is angela. whahahaaa...we had coffee at starbucks, angela's territory.

it was incredible. imagine us knowing each other thru npcc all the way from sec 1 till now. though the night had to end we all walk home together since all stayed in tampines and i reached home abt 12 goin 1.

sat- juf smsed that those goin climbasia meet at 1 there. i end up reaching at 4. firstly, i woke up at 1 i tink. anyway bus 23 was superrrrrrr slow. i tink if i were to run, i would reach there much faster. whahaaaa yea rite saad, u canot make it lor...u run like sum kind of tortoise. anyway, reached and straightaway climb. guess the atmosphere was good. i climb the same route a couple of times coz i couldnt finish it. bobbin gave me the route. i like the way i get to sit in, n how i need to balance myself b4 i bring my leg up. though i didnt finish the route, im quite satistfied. oh yea...whahahaa tried campus-ing..is that how u spell it? anyway couldnt make it. totally canot make it.then was trying to go from one wall to the other. but instead i swing and start to kanchong n i fall flat on my face. whahahaa not really, i got my two hands to stop my face from smack right on to the floor. my heart was beating so fast, i tink it almost jumped out. imagine like 2 metres high n i had to fall that way. aiyooohhh...bath and head to city hall for dinner. wanted to eat taco bell...i end up buying chicken. whahaaa...we went to the padang to eat. i nvr ate like tat b4. simply wonderful. hey roda maybe we could have dinner at the padang one day! ehheeeeee...

sun- wanted to go out but was feelin kinda lazy. asked jun n leong n weihao n steven n ali for dinner. but only leong was free. since i jus met up with him the other nite, i guess i dunwan to trouble him. sumore i wan to go to parkway to develop photos. so i had an evening by my own. i guess i feeel even at ease when im out on my own. not that ive nvr done it b4, but that day was different. i send the photos to be develop n since i got an hr to kill,i head to mph. bought angels n demon. hopefully it turn out great!! da vinci was good! then next GIANT supermarket. becoz of my love for food, i love wondering around in supermarket. im crazyyyyyyy for delicious, mouth-drooling beyooootiful food. looking at pictures, looking at recipes make me wan to cook n cook n coookkkkk n bake n bake n bake...last time when i was working at women secret at tanglin mall n gwc, i will go to cold storage n jasons during my break. wahhahaa coz im bored n its really amazing to see all the wonderful n different things that you can find there.

so here i am at GIANT. i boughts grapes-black n purple, spaghetti n sauce jus in case im hungry, butter, vitasoy, milk, biscuits, my CHEESE CHIPS, ingredients for cheese cake, peaches and sugar. it was kinda heavy, but murmuring the word over and over again in your head "i am strong, i am strong, i am strong" really helps. anyway, one hour was up, so i went to collect my photos and took the bus home. finally reach home at 10. my mum tinks im crazy, coz i could have gone out in the morning...but instead i go out at night. i duno why mum..but i like the smell of night time better.

mon- today...so i fall sick. exhausted from the previous days activities. maybe. woke up at 3.40. to realise that i would be late for the meeting. sms juf n noor. sorry guys. duno why i had to fall sick too. i hate falling sick. i nvr like to fall sick. i dun like medicine. i dun like doctors. i dun even have mcs. way back in secondary school where kids like to play truant and get understanding parents to write letters to excuse them, i nvr miss any classes at all. even when im sick, i still go to sch. pass my sickness to some poor unsuspecting victim and get myself well the nex day. so yea..after the meeting, went to climb. i had to. sweating it out might work. but eventually i got home, i didnt get well. jus felt better i guess. at least my head doesnt hurt so much. right?

so like i said, i shud be sleepin. but instead malaysian yan is talkin to me and me, im stirring crushed biscuit n butter. im trying to make cheesecake. hopefully it turn out well. yea...so if tml u go to trainin, n i bring them, means its successful. if not..means aiyah in u go into the rubbish bin. might be goin out wit jannah tml b4 training. n wed....another working day for the working lady....

argHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
my head hurtsssssssss!!! howcoem????!!!?!?!?!!!

n so i receive a letter from sch. ive graduate.

i noe i noe...it took me tat LONG to finally accept the fact that ive graduated. its not that i do not want to graduate. jus that i guess i will be missing!!! definately be missing some stuff n some people whom i really love n like. FOOD is one reason. whahahaaa ....n of course my coursemates n CLIMBERS.....

wat would i do? where would i spend my nites after classes if it werent for rock climbing?... would i have gotten a part time job? stayed at home like a vegetable? become lost and join some crowd. i dunnno....

well i started working already. part time for now..i cnat imagine myself working full time. damn....i feel so lost and insecure rite now. lets go watch tv!!

a shout out to fazli, pls dun give up so fast....u will never noe and i dunwna u to regret jus in case okiez... PLEASeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

gd luck to ahmad n joop for your supp paper tml n to those having supp papers on otehr days...
PLEASeeeeeeeeeeee do ur very best!!!

ohhhhhhhhh brothhhhhhhhhherrrrrrrrrr!!!

an entry dedicated to him....

Dearest Brother of mine,

the past week has been great though i had a bit of doubt when i reach there. it was incredible and an eye-opening experience for me- a different view, my skin breathing different air, the company...didnt noe how busy u have been, how difficult it must have been for u. like they say, u will nvr noe if u dun experience it urself. but me just being there was enough to noe how insecure u must ahve been the first time.

its amazing how ur incredible mind works, how brave u were to face everyting, be it travelling there, leaving there. how u were able to survive financially, emotionally n mentally. getting along with new people who become ur housemate, ur coursemate, ur supervisor. n finally graduating with SUPERb RESULTS. sumting, i noe i dun tink i can do,i cant focus, i cant be serious.all i wan is to play and be pampered by people around me. though i thought i was independent, i realise that im like only 0.001% independent compared to you. 100%...maybe u might not be perfect...but is everybody??

i thought 1 week was long, i thot u were being irrational when u scolded me coz i wanted to try the climbing gym there. hahahaa its true, my objective was to visit u laH!!ahahhaa but still anyway i jus wan to say i appreciate u taking a one week leave to bring us around. though most of the time was spent at home, ur rm, the kitchen. i still had the greatest time of my life. dun worry abt me kie!! i shall try to make u proud somehow...2 and a half years, uve been away, i ahve forgottten how it was like to have a brother. the trip back home on the plane, was a "self-reflection" session.

the places u brought us, were great too...let me reminise:

the coke can sooooOOO smalll eheheee

-mon: once we reach, the supermarket: COLE's- u introduce me to all the different things, i BECAME crazy ahhahaa spaghetti so cheap 1kg for 1.39 only. the cheesecake, the MILK!!!, lemon lime & bitters soda, CHILLI DOGS!!, potato chips.

became my fave drink...

your letterbox


- tuesday: a trip to ur sch n ur office n garden city

me sumwhere near the sports complex

climbers!! familiar brand huh? hahaaaa i didnt noe till i saw tat

sooo cute..wheelbarrow with flowers overflowing


-wednesday: ur graduation ceremony!! dinner at the halal restaurant where mee goreng cost $7!!! the drive to kings park! the wind blowing so hard

INtroDucing you....ur regalia remind me of an owl


the whole family (missing my sis) outside ur house

suddenly i look tall...well heels do miracle =)

me n you...

makes me feel like im lost in harry potter

at the viewing area at kings park

-thurs: woke up at 11 plus, rm was like aircon..bro went to office to settle some stuff. i brought my parents to kardinya. SO PROUD!! coz we didnt get lost. we walk n took a bus! hahahaaaa...then got home. at nite we went to the beach- cottlesloe beach.

the house by the beach

crashing waves

hahahaa ur legs n mine...

running away from the waves

dad me n you with haunted house at the back

-friday: perth city. bus, train, so lucky u noe ur ways.if not we would have stayed at ur hse for there was no car. perth city was incredible. i love the old antique unique buildings, LONDON court. ate lunch at harbourtown. kebabs!! weee

train station. called wat..i dunooo

me in train statioOOOon

kebab wrapssss...hehehee sooo Filling

while walkin from harbourtwn to perth city

cool or wat!!! ahahahaaaa

the movie theater

london court

tired from walking all day...

the quote is so meaningful. for those who are cross eyed n have trouble reading, its "no minute gone comes ever back again, take heed and see ye nothing do in vain"

-sat: took bus to fremantle market. arghhhhhh the first stop was to a fairy shop!! ahhaha you knew i would be DELIGHTED!!! delighted i was. the shop name:



was filled with incredible stuff-notebookS!! magic spells books,fairy tales, wands, tutus, stones, bells, boxes, jewellry, bookmarks n i could go on....i was lost in a magical land. far far far away. u jus smiled n i go around with a stupid smile on my face! whahahaa n then u told me to look thru a window from the door. n wat i could see was little gurls don in fairy costumes. they were having a fairy party. wish i could have joined! if ever there was a fairy shop in spore, I WOULD HAVE loveeeeeeeee to open a shop like tat. i dun tink there would be a market for such business. moving on
when i wanted to pay for my magical notebook n a bell. eehhehee 2 little gurls were closing their eyes tight shut n making a wish coz the "fairy" sales gurls were asking them to make a wish n then open thier eyes n blow the magic dust out of their hands...oooooooOOOhhh...i sooooooooooo am in love with the shop!! i shall turn my room into a fairy MAGICAL den! whahahaa

thanks for bringin me there. the magical there has not end. we walked around. bought many other stuff..mym bought "antique" plates. we went to eat at ciserello's?!!?? by the sea. ate fish n chips. seagulls disturbing us ahahhaa guess wat S.O.Y means?? ahahhaa winner gets a hug from me. whahahahaaaaaaaaaa

me with BIG tree behind

old school...



mussels....

anyway, IT WAS soooo filling. the fries were big n super alot!! whahaha u ate mussels, i tried but i guess i will still stick to fish. we walk at the esplanade. there was an indian funfair. selling thosai, briani n hotdogs...u showed me fish n co at fremantle. we went to freo, the market. i felt like i was in geylang serai, the ang moh version. whahahaaaa...i was amazed by the many stores tat act like some kind of magic store. with stones, tarot cards and all hehehee i wish i could buy those stones but dont tink it was worth it. 3 dollars for a pebble/stone? whahaha then i bought seashells. walk sumore bought grapes n strawberries but the strawberries were rotten. hahaaaa so we reach home, packed our stuff and i cooked spaghetti with chilli dogs! i hope u like it alrite! hahaaaa ur housemates like my fried spaghetti. anyway, the talks we had, really make me tink more and i guess sumtimes we need people to push us. n im tat kind of person. i hope the feeling will last long. not like the malay ppl say "hangat hangat tahi ayam".

at nite we watch veer-zaara! an hindustani dvd. mum wanted to watch, but we end up being the last 2 ppl to stay awake. slept only at 1.30 i tink.

-sun: woke up early and ur fren, bong, send us to the airport. hahaaa guess u dun have car doesnt mean we dun have "chaffeurs?".nolah im kidding it jus shows how singaporeans help their own ppl in other country. my heart "moved" when u went out late at nite while we sleep to help sumone in need to do their essay. i know...anyway sat at the airport before boarding the plane. light breakfast at dome. ur housemate came to say goodbye. then we said goodbye.

tis is called koala fluffy

n tis...its called caramel crunchy sumting

the family, only u n i smiling...

at the bustop

once again! miss u alrady and my jacket accidentally left behind for u to hug in case u miss home. whahhaaaaa I MISS MY BLUE JACKET!!!!!!!!!dun sell it please!! hahahaa n u mentioned jus now as we were chatting that i giggled while sleepin..ahahhaaa so now no more giggling huh? =)

Mohammad Yazid Bin Embarak Abdad, my blood-related brother, may you have a peace and great future ahead of you. and may noting bad happen to cause u to be sick or anyting. AND!!! like the person "weird, strange encounter we had at the store" say "You will be a GREAT doctor one day!!" may that sentence be true! n stay the humble, intelligent and abang....MAY you soon have the word Dr in front of your name!!

okeiz tis is too long, n gettin too teary. will elaborate more...CLIMBing here i come n WORKing LIFE!!! i hope i like tat too!! ahhahaaaaa wish me luck kiez!

Love always,
Your cute and sweet and pretty little sister,
*even when i get SUPERRRRRRRRLY irritating
Saadiah Bte Embarak Abdad

p.s i noe wat to get u for ur graduation present. now i need to find whther the shop exist in singapore. hopefully when we next meet, you will get it!

p.p.s thanks to the people who helped us along the way. especially to jaslyn, the 3 housemates- shikin, malinda & diana, bong...i tink tats all...whahahaaa

yeap!! i am havin fun!!! late nite walks at parks and beaches...

im bringin home seashells n sand home for u peeps alrite.
i loveeeeeeee shopping....but regret for not buying some stuff coz im supeeerrr fickled minded. anyway will not hesitate. goin to freo market today!! eheheee

cant wait cant wait. i will be back soOOOoonnn..heard alot of peeps miss me? guess only nyssa n nadiah huh?? anymore takers?

anyways...ehhehee i brought back lollipop n some special stuff for some special ppl..so pray hard i didnt forget ya!....

its hard to find someting for everyone...becoz i always wan my gifts to have sentimental values...
ahaahaa dad bought shirts, keychain (wich i tink is sooo old-ppl kind of ting) hahahaaa..., caps..
its like sooo cold here. walking in an air-conditioned city...hahahaaa no CUTE GUYS!!!!!! i cant find any cute guy!! though i saw one in the train yesterday. whahahaaaaa

but reallllllllly NONONONONO cute guys!!

signing off....will be back to update asap!oh yea miss u people n bouldering ins ch...

sumtimes ppl get upset with the things you do things, the way you speak, the way you walk...watever

but ever wondered why the person does such things...maybe due to absent-minded-ness, due to reasons, due to a change of heart?

anyway, guess where im rite now? im at my brother's desk typin away. its so different here. the weather's sooo cooling. feels like aircon at night. the supermarket is full of stuff n u can choose from a wide variety. i cant wait for tml. his graduation day!

i miss climbing sooo much..i duno wat im doin!!!........arghhhhhhhh n i miss YOu crazy ppl too!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

since ive been gone...

well its been quite a week for me. the trip to outram sec end up watching under 14 and 18 climbing. can say the routes were tough, dun tink i have the courage to climb especially leading. been ages since ive climb. tml, trainin starts....officially.

met angela yesternite after the outram comp. she returned my survival book. ahhahaaa shud start reading it all over again. wat is it called? the girlosophy: LOVE survival kit....given to me during my 18th bdae...by gee fang, jun, angela n eric...ahhhhhhh
let me quote sumting i find incredibly inspiring...

"love is not only the essence of creation, but also the essence of soul survival.
love is the messenger of the soul and we are all RECEIVERS and TRANSMITTERS.
The frequency and the content is up to each of us as individuals in alignment with pur destiny, for love is there to fulfil your soul's journey and light the way for others at the same time."

as much as i wan to fall in love, as much as i believe that love is incredibly beautiful once u reach the stage whereby both parties is able to understand, give and take, find it convenient for each other, like how everyting falls into place just like that and going thru ups n downs together...i hear stories from all the happy beings around me..n how GOOD it feels to be in a relationship. but i have yet to find the one that could give me the feeling. so, im not saying that im not ready, but im declaring that as time pass im sure i will find him, if not...i shall stay a happy single gurl with all my frens who love me jus as much.

went to roda's sis wedding jus now at changkat cc. went with nadia, danial, fadhil and meet alia there. ahhhhhhhh....the food was alrite...love the prawns...ehhehe thanks roda for inviting me!!

well im off to visit my brother coz he graduating. so, i wont be goin to trainin tis whole week. will miss u lots....ehhehee dun miss me too much kiez??

just finish watching "turn left, turn right". how can 2 human beings, living side by side could not realise that the other one is the guy/gerl they have been looking for their whole life. 13 yrs past.... after their last meeting when they were kids. ahhhh n till theres an earthquake wich break the wall between them, only did they get to see each other. aiyOOOhhhhh....

hahahaaa...alritez SaaD signin off...till i come back home...

i love you alllllllllllllllllllllll.....

saaDiaH
still 20.Libra.blue.
loves-.butterflies.collecting pretty notebooks.foreign films.fairies.kids.magic.chEEse fries.raisins.colourful envelopes.glitter.pinics.late night feast.


happiness everyday.more family gatherings.more climber's reunions.driving license.visit beautiful Turkey.travelling.holiday at lovely beaches.to further my studies.a house of my own.a miracle.



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