a miracle came true for me....something unlikely happened.

this is the 2nd time. a miracle...something BIG i never expect to happen. n so it has happened n past.

today meet up with olivia, shu ling n tortoise for dinner. ate at swensen's crown prince. had chilli fish pasta n EARTHQUAKE!!! so it was my first time eating earthquake...so tortoise had to call me su-a-ku...so i forgot to buy ingredients for tml CLIMBERS outing!! arghhhhhhhhh.....had a sad, boring trip home. sumtimes...i luv being by myself. a trip home in the mrt, with a great book, or a notebook jus satisfy me. but today...the ride home was jus...meaningless. noting..i didnt self-reflect, i didnt tHINK, i didnt day-dream. i just stoned. i wanted to scream out loud. there was sumting i was unhappy abt n yet i couldnt see nor feel wat it is. i duno why!....as i waited for the bloody train to arrive, i felt so uncomfortable...i feel like goin out n just take a cab home.

wat is happeninG!!!!

yesterday went climbing at sch...tink it will be the last day to climb till 11th april. i wan to keep onnnn climbing n climbing...i wan to have as much energy...dun get tired...boulder n boulder n boulder. i wna to learn how to dyno properly...w/o hurting myself..i wan to do all tis. n yet i feeel like its too late.

tml will be a great day! i have a feelin it will be a great day! TPSC annual trip to SENTOSA!!...will update when im back home.

good friday, was boulderactive day!...n so was sat n sun. so basically my weekend was at Plaza singapura...cheering, competing and mingling with and for the climbers. made frens with ppl from other schools. it was fun...n yea i totally agree with the freshies. the sense of "wholesomeness" was present. to noe that as u compete, u have ur ppl cheering for u...it jus makes u feel like dancing...whahhaaa n to cheer together, in the pouring rain, drizzling rain...its feel sooo..it MAKES me feeelll ALIVE!!! whhahaaa

congrats to salman....for being the champion in NOVICE BOYS...boonSHeng for getting 5th...idris who got into finals. the gurls for putting effort n though i wasnt there, i heard u gurls really push urself n remember u learnt sumting (use side panel) , to rufi...its okie, jus 1 more to finals...nex time cONFIRM can go finals...to the seniors, taufiq almost got into finals for intermediate, i feel tat everybody really put in alot of effort despite no trainin since its exam week. but tats no excuse, we shall train hard for the nex comp yea? !!!! PUMPFEST!!! here we comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

im soooooooooooooo tired!

aiyohhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

im dying without my cheese potato chips! everywhere i go....its like sold out!...

im getting really pissed!!! with so many things and at so many people. isit me or what?? do i view life to be too simple? isit wrong if i dunwan to complicate things? or am i wrong to say that i think with a simple mind, n that im actually complicating things myself?? arghhhhhhhhhh i dunno im not sure...what i noe is that some ppl jus dun bother and just chuck watever that is need to be done to other ppl. in pbl, during school time..we call tis ppl free riders...but tis is life! life is......

life is suppose to be.......

i duno...really dun.

anyway went out with sis today to get tickets at orchard. after tat i drag her to mango to get my top!! heheeee its sooo cute! peachy pink with stripes and a flower embroidery at the front with a ribbon. i wear it one of tis days kie? maybe to the comp?? heehe...then we walked around, visit fiona, my ex-colleague at woman secret. gurls check out the new collection. its called spring time. i bought tis stripe pyjama pants...i jus love the clr combi...tink maybe i can wear it out one day. everyting is soo clrful n dandy...jus wat i always love. missed those times when i get the chance to strip the mannequin n dress them in bras n thongs of my choice. sumi always give me the permission. after walkin around, i bought my fave bread from panederia at paragon, sweet potato n lime juice from old chang kee. we head back to tamp. went to challenger, bought paper..then check out spotlight since they are having the clearing out sale. whahaaaa end up buying plates n bowls and a wok with bowls, chopsticks all...my mum tinks im crazy n its like im moving out on my own, buying all tis stuff to decorate the hse. not forgetting the new stuff i bought from ikea...wish i really have a whole house on my own.

oh yea my sis bought me tis bangle from accessorize. soo sweet rite? heheeezzz

okiez so boulderactive is tis sat. fri goin dwn to watch the novice n intermediate category! come on ppl, out in ur best shot...nvr give up kiez!!! =) cya freshies juniors n seniors at PS!!

p.s currently im reading dan brown's da vinci code, n im quite hooked to it...with all the thrilling code-breaking tat sophie n robert is doin....so any of u, who cant seem to decide wat to read, i recommend tis and also!! ehheeezzz confession of a shopholic by sophie kinsella.

Review: Siam Kitchen, Bugis
Rating: Incredibly BAD!!!!

okiez so i was out with roda and gang. supposed-ly to celebrate natasha bdae. BUT!!! due to some unfortunate circumstances she cant make it, soooo we celebrated a birthday party without the bdae gurl. Met up with long-lost secondary buddies namely Justina, Alia, Nadia & of course...hehehee RODAAAaaaa...walked around with nat's presents....

we went to eat at siam kitchen. OKIEZzzz ppl listen up. nvr eat at siam kitchen at bugis...i duno whther its my SUAY-est day or month. but it started right from the start. since we were waiting for nat, we decide to stop by siam kitchen n make a reservation. it was at 6pm...we reserve for 630. at 615, we decide to jus sit down n wait for her...

soo we sat n wait while looking at the menu. wahlau..the waiter super irritating lah. keep comin and asking whther we want to make the order now. i mean yea i noe we are like one of ur "many" customers...n tat ur probably bored...n tat are many empty tables that you feel tat you need to attend to us. BUt coming to us and asking whther we wan to make the order for like 3 times really pisses me off. n to make things worse...we made our orders, when the food arrived, 2 of the dishes were wrong. when we point it out, they took like AGES to arrive with the right dish. SUPER efficient rightttttt....

i dun mind waiting, but to make us inform you 4 times that the dish we are waiting for has not arrived, really makes my blood boil. i pay 10% service charge for this kind of clownish acts?? i rather go to a circus and pay 100%. ahhhhhhh nvr have i ever had a bad time dining with frens. in future, i rather go to macdonalds or some place else where i could have a peaceful, relaxing time and enjoy my meal at the same time. BUT nevertheless, the company really made up for it. Its beeeeeeen ages since i get to see nad and jus. we had fun laughing, dissing, gossiping...watever stuff...after eating n paying. oh yea...we had to wait like 30 mins for the bill to come. whahahhaaa nolah...but it did take quite some time. stupid place. stupid service crews. arghhhhhhhh

we head off to mos burger to jus sit dwn. we met up with jus's sis and her niece. WEeeeeeee soooo cute. she really like to smile and jus pose in front of the camera. hehehee jus's sis wanted to eat...so the four of them had milkshake, n i had ice milk tea. had a great time chitchatting, taking pics, reminiscing too....

7 years....*past jus like tat...

we left since the little one has fallen asleep and since alia also look like she's off to dreamland. took the mrt and even more laughter n dissing of each other. whahahaaa....
tml climbing again...ehehehe maybe yishun...maybe climbasia...

*miss those im missinggg....

not same?!
guys gurls....we are all human beings. n being a normal human being, we are all entitled to have different feelings, personalities, characteristics and of course being DIFFERENT! thats it. solve my problem, however similar u feel tat person is. we are all different in everyway, in every kind of WAY. it may seem that im talking rubbish, but face it. ITS the truth!...

Just at a tick of a clock, a second past, a decision could be changed. Eg. you go to the counter, intending to buy mr softee, the moment the uncle pick up the cup n about to squeeze out the yummy, creaaaMMy, chendol ice crream, u said..nah i changed my mind, lets get MAGNUM!!
thats y...its nvr right to say that YOU are tis kind of person and I am tis kind of person. just at a split of a second, u will change ur mind. its wrong to assume....

but how...it scares me that i cant read my fren's mind. like some frens, i would sumtimes expect them to do such things...n sum i jus now they wont. but then again, i noe how wrong it is for me to have such assumptions. its wrong, coz sumtimes things dun happen twice. n me being late, its not sumting i want. truly from the heart, i tink it has become a habit wich i duno why has stick to me like some kind of leech. i apologize, but sumtimes whne i try so hard to be early, it didnt turn out as i expected...but when i dun i am in actual fact early. SURPRISED?? yesss

then again, u have ppl who dun express themselves well. how do you noe how they feel? how do you noe what they want?? like some noisy radio, just shout out whatever rubbish they want. from there at least we noe. coz its like super DIRECT lor. whahhaaa...

p.s i haveeeeeeee soooo mnay tings to say actually...but its all over in small bits n pieces...

p.p.s thanks to karen, who have been providing me with hanyu piyin of chinese, dialects songs....im havin fun practising..

p.p.p.s went ikea with dearest nyssa n darling xiu....shopppping!! playing!!! ehhehe Ikea is like the adult version of a playground. coolness. YEAY! cool-nyaaa

p.p.p.p.s RODA!!!!!!!!!!!!! tml!! heheheezzzzz

okok gdnitezzzzzzz peeps!! =)

IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!

yesterday was a BIG day for me...alrite let me start from last friday!

After presenting to debbie, changed n meet up with nyssa. Off for an adventure to KL. though i sprained my right ankle,
fortunately i still can walk like normal. took a bus all the way. to larkin, then to KL. a total of 10 ppl- me, nyssa, marliah,
black, zib, wildboys, muthu, zaki, lee n gary. hafiz from kl was our host. we stayed at this budget hotel, which is considered near to
where the competition is held. zaki, lee n gary stayed with hafiz. anyway, the trip there was great n an eye-opening experience. Considered
that tis is the first trip to oversea w/o my parents. I myself find it queer that my parents let me go.

yea anyway, many funny things happened. such as...at the competition site, we wanted to go to the toilet..wich was quite a distance away from the comp
area. to our dismay, we found that it was locked. but the security guard was kind enough to let us climb over. had barb wire at the top, so we had to
really be careful. wat an experience!!!

deltarovers, a climbing shop similar to campers corner and fallfactor. the guy, william drove us to his shop. I bought a white mad rock shirt! heezz
initially the design i wan dun have size. as ah hong was cleaning his car, he found my size n design!! ahhhhhh what luck i have huh? whahaaaa..
after comp on sat, we went back to the hotel, wash up and SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!! aiya...but also not much time to shop properly.
sunday before we head back to spore n after the finals, we did a little bit mroe of shopping.last meal, we had nandos..
the chicken was quite big and the fries were nice =)
late nite walks....till my feet ache. walked around, walked past many shops, hotels, vending machine (they even have a vending machine that sells water but u have to bring ur own bottle), eating places, clubs, oil stations...whahaaa then we saw the twin tower from afar...we had to have a closer view. walk thru many buildings...n tadaaaa

thats black trying to hold on to one of the twin tower. look at jus how strong he is

the beyooOOOootiful view from below

the view from far....

nyssa n me on the bus...

nyssa sleepin peacefully coz IM sitting beside her! whahaaa btw it was raining....the right weather to be sleeping in

the car in front of dynasty hotel...


took a taxi to pudar raya (spelling?) n a bus back to spore. bought dunkin donuts while waiting...it was a great trip n thanks to the company,
i had great fun...really glad they sort of look after me n stuff...i reach spore at 3 plus in the mornin. dun tink i wan to wait for the first train
with the rest so i shared a cab with lee back home. open the door to a very dark house. whahaaa tried my best to be as quiet as possible. saw a big box
in front of me. hahaha dad bought a printer. on my comp, check mail n stuff, disturb my sis...n soon abt 5. my mum n dad woke up. get ready for work..
so i begin telling them my stories n my adventure...heheeheeee...
oh yea i bought nuts for dad, banana chips for mum n grandma...coconut sweets for frens...not enough money already to buy any chewing gum.

sleep...woke up at 940 n quickly bath n all to get to sch. sch starts at 10. LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!
yesterday was my last day of sch...debrief session/lecture...thanks to all the wonderful lecturers for making it possible for me to graduate! to all the
wonderful classes, lectures n all...i had fun!! after taking photo sessions, happy happy moments, off to party world with my marketing mates.
had lunch at pastamania n singin session next.

whahhaaa...learn new song "she's got it...yea she's got it..im ur venus, im ur fire at YOUR desire..." i wannnnn to climb!!!!!! all those who are
studying for exams!! all th best yea! n study smart! meet u guys realLLLLLlllll soon!!!!

yea yeaaaaa roda darling, i didnt forget abt uUUUuuu!!!! sat keiz!!

p.s thanks u guys for taggin...i miss u ppl tooOO!!!!!!!!!!

p.p.s oh yea on the way back....since we left kl at 10...the sky was fulll of stars....it was a beyOOOootiful sight...sumting soo magical so wonderful...hopefully the wish i made comes true! =)

saaDiaH
still 20.Libra.blue.
loves-.butterflies.collecting pretty notebooks.foreign films.fairies.kids.magic.chEEse fries.raisins.colourful envelopes.glitter.pinics.late night feast.


happiness everyday.more family gatherings.more climber's reunions.driving license.visit beautiful Turkey.travelling.holiday at lovely beaches.to further my studies.a house of my own.a miracle.



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