I learnt my lesson well. After being cheated by blogger like a few hundred times,i decided that typing out in notepad before
cutting n pasting them in blogspot.

today...friday, the last day, the last paper! entrepreneur!!!..ahhhhh unlike strategic, i had many things to talk about, just
that i feel i dunno how to put them in proper words and the time was sooo not on our side. however i hope everything's going to
be alrite. isit just me or am i what i am? whahaha i hope it make sense.

nyssa's in jb, she jus smsed me! zib, muthu, zaki, gary, nyssa n marliah off to jb for the comp at segamat. i cant go coz i hav
soooo TOO many submissions to hand up n anyway CONFIRM my dad wont let me go. im still n will always be his little gurl. hope nyssa
is having a great time there, n hopefully when she comes back, she buys for me DUNKIN DOnuts!!! agrhhhh.....

today...*stares into space dreamily*

things i wan to happen nvr happen! things i wan to happen n when it happens i freak out!

arghhhh 4 journals n one portfolio.

dear blogger,

you suck big time n you noe it!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh im sooooo PISSed off with myself. i type like superrrrrrrrrr a LOT of chunk of rubbish and it is all flushed down the drained.

anyway saad, i love you and u noe it deep inside ur heart...yea i do... i dooOOOOOO!!!!

my mind n heart just dun tally at the moment. i tink im mad...in so many ways. in the many ways that you can tink of. yea i do..in fact..yea..okie watever.

slap me in the face n tell me evrything is goin to be alrite. push me and hit me hard to the wall. let me scream REAL loud....till i can no longer scream and till my lungs could not take it anymore n they burst out. cutting my skin. the blood. gush out. flesh so fresh like the meat in the market. bones poking thru the open wound...spluttered everywhere. eeeeeeeeeYUCK!

my mind saying NOOOooo...my heart saying YEs!!!!!........n tis is wat i get.

roda...i hope ur feelin alrite. whatever happens u noe im always here. a call away. lucky we stay so near. shit comes n go. stay the optimistic and wonderful person u have always been! dun change...*pinkie promise* luv u always gurlfren.....

end of story...back to notes...term test wk..sadly i come to face u!

A mind is sooo incredibly difficult to understand.

Each and everyone of us have a mind of our own. To predict someone's mind is not as always as you would have thought. To read someone's mind, you need time, months, years to know how a person would react in a situation. You may predict that the person would do something and then realise its otherwise. Then you will wonder and think why that person did not act as you suspected.

Its natural i guess, that you would want that particular person to act as you want them to. I predict and guessed so many people who are around me and how they will react. Too many a times do i like to daydream and guess the person's actions. Too many a times i get them right and wrong. HAhaahaaa...but then, sometimes i get shocked and surprised on the reaction. Its good, to get GOOD surprises.

I trust someone, but end up babbling up on me. Whether it turn out to be a good or bad thing, thats for me to know in the future. But i totally lost my trust in the person.

And than, a heroine came out of nowhere...stretching her hand forward. trying to put the puzzle together and make things a bit better for me. Providing caring, simple words....
Friendship, beginning with care, trust, love and most importantly RESPECT!!!
no need to respect in the form that you think of, but respect in your heart where you know your limits. it helps if you dun step over the line.

Thanks to my dearest gurlfrens and "gurlfren" who were there to listen to my current problems and what ever whats-not thats currently been disturbing me and makin me all stressed out. You angels touch my lives in many ways....
will always luv you people in all youe sweet little idiotic silly ways....

p.s he smsed me!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~

p.p.s my hse feels diff, lighter, quieter, simply.....DIFFERENT! coz my brother has left us again, for another 4 long years. its those times when he's around, we always fight. But when he's away, i feel sad. no not sad, i just dunno the word. anyway if u reading this,
i miss you, my blood-related, one and only brother. only when ur away, do i miss you! whahaaaa..hope you having a great time there!!! huGs n kiSSes from your naughty( but oh soo sweet and nice) little sis!

An adventure i will nvr forget...

another mission for the "angels"...hahahaa well well welll...another wonderful day has gone by.
i was happily typing away when suddenly my window close due to some idiotic problem. TIs is soooooooooo not my day! arghhhhh...like they say, when u laugh tooo much, u will cry later. i had the greatest time with roda n ali-a just now.

im not gonna describe again. roda dahling did a great job describing everyting. exactly what i wanted to say and much more of course. click HERE

hheheee...how i encounter almost-accident experience. how fun it was sitting n relaxing n refreshing the sea can be for a person like me. GooooGOOooo okeiz.!!!

anyw-YAY, CONGRATULATIONS to my dahhhhhhLing roda and her daRling fadhli for the 5th year anniversary!! may u both have many more years to come n sweet memories to share with each other!!! ehehezzzz....n may i find a guy as sweet as fadhli then we both can double-date kie?? heheheeez *close eyes n wish upon a star*

Thanks ali-A n roda for the listening ears n advicessss u gurls gave me! it help me calm down n tink properly. solve my problem which was bothering me. ahhahaaa u gurls RULEZ!!! heheee finally our mission is done! like always..whahaaa okeiz nex adventure!!

p.s climbing climbing climbin.....projects projects projects....CNY!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhh

saaDiaH
still 20.Libra.blue.
loves-.butterflies.collecting pretty notebooks.foreign films.fairies.kids.magic.chEEse fries.raisins.colourful envelopes.glitter.pinics.late night feast.


happiness everyday.more family gatherings.more climber's reunions.driving license.visit beautiful Turkey.travelling.holiday at lovely beaches.to further my studies.a house of my own.a miracle.



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