A Magical FabuuuuuuuuLous Day...

I awoke to a bright sunny and wonderful morning.
Walk around my house and went back to lie on my bed.

SUddenly as i lie daydreamin, i hear a familiar voice
"SAAD..heheheee" i was like what the hell is she doin here??!!
then i went to my window n loook out. i thot they were at the
block opp mine. then i looked down n saw the word I LOVE YOU!!
inside the heart shape was nyssa n xiu!! those 2 crazy gurls
were suntannin.They were goin "..hehehe...halo..hehehe...Happy Birthday..
faster come down...nvm jus come down"
so i brush my teeth, wash my face n change clothes. i change to yesterday
clothes. came out then jup was waiting for me at the lift. okie yea so
i didnt get to bathe, u happy noe xiu?? whahahaaa well, jup gave me a
bouquet of flowers. Blue roses. the ribbon used was blue and it had
butterflies print on them.

Tis yr, is my last teenage yr. I celebrate my bdae wit full of surprises
and it was the first ever kind of bdae i ever had. I guess they say there
is a first for everything. Then i met them all. Xiu gave me
an alarm clock.u noe those old skool kind. where it ring n the whole block
gets to wake up the same time as u. whahaa thanks XIU!!!
i tink it will really help for my SIP!!!! ehhehee i relly really reallllllly
love it!!! xiu dear also gave me a dun disturb sign for my door.
theres an owl there to remind me of her. n the word princess on the other
side. I am a princess after all!! i feelll sooo loved!!
then nyssa gave me a butterfly cushion, n butterfly notebook.they both soooo
sooo knew i love butterflies. the cushion was sooo beyooootifuuull. n the
notebook, i shall add to my collections of notebook.
both gurls bought me butterflies card. whahhahaaa i am sooo in love with
butterflies. they lit up the candle on the small cake from starbucks. n i
blew them out. took pics. they went to sch i bath. n we met in sch again.
thank u to u 3 buddies whom made it such an unforgettable 19th birthday!!
Nyssa. Xiu. Jup.


ehhehee it was really an unexpected n wonderful feelin. well got ready and
met them in sch. xiu, jup n li was at breadboard eating. then soon came
nyssa, idham and man. we then proceed to library. yana, ma, yathy, aziana,
white, sufi all were there. after sitting at the lib, ma wanted to go techno
to meet zul. so white, nyssa, sufi and me tag along. then it was time i go.
i went to e interchange to meet roda. we took 31 there. walk a distance n
finally reach leisure park. she treat me for the entrance ticket. we played
for about an hr or so. woahhh skating is really cool. its like so magical so
smooth. initially i was so scared, i held on to the railing. then roda force
me to skate a bit in the middle. okie so i admit i fall a few times. it didnt
really hurt except one big fall. then as soon as i go the hang of it, i can
skate half a round without holding on to anyting. slowly i could skate 3/4
round alone. but u could nvr skate 1 full round alone. whahahaaaaaa there wasnt
much ppl skating there though...

after skating, we were sooo hungry...so we ate one meal and we shared at BK.
chicken whopper junior. sooo niceeeeeee i have forgotten how simply delicious
it was to eat that flamed grilled chicken. we then, walked to the bustp nearby. waited for 16 like waiting for the jackfruit to drop. so bloooody long. roda
also cannot tahan already. as we wait. suddenly roda, "wahh AHHHH kau tengok kau tengok!!!" ( wahhh ahhh u see u see)i was like, huh? wat....i was even scared to turn back.i thot wat only. then i slowly turn, n we both saw the moon. it was soo nice..slowly rising. orangey in clr..as it rise, it became clearer and
brighter. roda cannot wait alrady, so we took a taxi to our next destination.

GLASSHOUSE!!!

we ate at Fish n company, the glasshouse. wanted to eat at the top storey but
it was close. aiyz...we ate seafood platter for 2. OMG!!! it was HUGE!!! BIG
prawns, fried calamaries, dory fish, mussels, fried rice n fries. woooooooohooo..
it was the greatest moment for me. we shared a cup of pink passion. ate n ate
till we were sooo full!! but we cont, we managed to finished the whole BIG
pan of delicious wonderful food!!! I ate mussels for the first time in my life!! ehheee tis roda ah...force me eat!! ehehee...nolah actually i also wan to try.
wahhh eat so much seafood for e first time in my life. im sooo like repeating
tat over n over again. there were 2 other ppl who had their bdae the same as me.
the fish n co team cheered "there's a bdae boy in e hse" "theres a bdae gurl
in e hse"
those bdae peeps had to stand on their chair n hold a firestick.
(u noe bunga api). lucky they dunno its my bdae if not i also must do
tat embarrassing act. roda n i were laughin to ourselves coz we were imagining
me standing lookin so paiseh n she singing along n alone with
the crew. we fnished the food, n the person cleared up. then...whahahaaa...
suddenly one of the waitress came n place a cup of chocolate
ice cream on my table, n shook my hand. Happy Birthday!! i was like...
how she noe??! it didnt came to my mind tat roda could have told her.
it turns out tat roda told them it was my bdae but not to make it so big...
wahhahaa roda u noe ur the sweetest, ever-so-patient
with me!!!!! oh yea roda gave me a stalk of blue rose!!!!! n a wondeful card.
full of loving n memorable words. we ate e ice cream, in gleefully delight.
n when it comes to e billing part. she refuse to split e bill into half.
insisted tat she paid. "shudup u..." whahahaa soooo like little kid.
It must have costs her a BOMB!!! skating, taxi, BK meal, F n co. wat a treat!!!

Thank u to alllllll who made my day such a wondeful one!!! Especially, Nyssa OW,
XIN xiu, Juffri, Raudhah and Allister. Also to this special peeps,
Hui Jun, Angela, Fazleeee, karen, my sis, Whiteee, Jie Min, BOBBbbin, fiieeee, nazib, jannnnnah, atiqah, mary, chee, cla-rice n BLACK!!!!
those sms wishes will always be kept in my phone. i tink i will write each n
every one of them in my personal diary. so i wont forget such warm wishes n
e lurve-rly feelin it gave me. to angela n jun for takin a pic n mmsing them
to me thankkkkkkk u very much!! teeheee...to all my bro n sis!!! i love u all
sooooo much!!! n those who 4got, its okie, i totally understand u all...it
happen to me b4. love sumone so much tat u 4got. so u see ur not the only
oneeee....

I love my parents too!!!!!! my mum bought me 2 cakes!!! one is sort of a
mix fruit cake n e other sort of like a cheesecake with chocolate sumting
on top. she brought it from her workplace.

I love my life as it is now...i dunwan any drastic changes tat will make my
life sooo complicated. i hope it stays tis way, but i noe it wont.
In life, there will always be changes. I guess i will live through it. like wat
my mum n roda say, u choose the path n live it ur way. Its my choice.
i cannnnnt wait for SIP!!!!! =)


A first on receiving a bouquet of flowers.
A first on Ice skating.
A first on having my frens lying on the field below my window n callin me to
see them. (feels like rapunzel)
A first on eating mussels in my whole life.
A first on waiting for bus 16 for abt 30 mins
A first on seeing the wonderful full moon rising slowly.
turning from orangey to a clear white moon.
A first on eating mussels.
A first on eating at e glasshse with Roda
A first on buying e same white top from Gio with Roda.

Disappointed.

Heartbreaking.

emo-ing all over again.

I type all the words and yet i erase them away. the only word to describe the topic is Retribution. yes it is...

well..woke up at 3pm. slack, watch tv, ate pancakes...then steven ask me out for dinner. met ali n mich abt 8.15. ate at MacDonalds. my ever fave fast food. steven tua us..we tink he fall asleep. whahahaa...
yesterday, went out with Allis*ar n we watched 'the terminal' hilarious-ly funny!!
initially i wanted to watch the great challenge. STUPID steven go n psycho ali not to watch TGC. arghhh....but then, ali still say nvm lah..we watch wat i wanted. when i told him e show got no storyline, he hmmm back out? whaahaa...yea so we decided to watch terminal. Tom hanks was convincing as usual. catherine zeta jones was so drop dead gorgeous.

Tonite, the sky was orangey black greyish..u noe tat kind of clr. i dun even noe how to describe. the moon was full n round but it was not white clear. its kinda blurry and yellowish.

He said, "lets have dinner?"

She said, "what time?"

He replied, "dinner time!!"

wahhhhhhhhh all the sad, blue feelings come back to me...can even feel like crying for no reason. like once i hear a sad song..or watever flashback i have, the tears can just start rolling...i also duno why, n its not like as though i have such a bad nightmare in my life....

agrhhhhhhhhhhhh F*** these pop up ads mannn!!! soooo BLOODY irritating. each letter i type they pop up. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh testing my patience isit???!!?!?

oh my oh my....a smile can tell a thousand things. but i cant even accept e smile, as im not suppose to even see tat smile. Oh why ...ohhhhh whyyyyyy
*starts singing* ...whyyyy does the sun goes on shining, why does the stars ....??!!? don't they noe, its the end of the world...it ended when u said goodbyeeee.."

yeaaa confirm, i goin to watch movie tml!! yearghhhhh....by now i tink everybody watch already. all except me lah eh...will update asap!!

wahhh i tried changin e tagboard for u guys....unfortunately as u can see i failed again. i cant seem to find the reason why!!!!

xiu- yes yes i end up climbing n get demoralise whn i see siti climb.wahhahaa she so small size yet her eagerness and such makes me awe in wonder. ahhhhhhh everybody was like saad u should lose weight..whahahaaa =) yea tell tat to me...i tell tat to myself almost every hour of the day.

spend the day slacking again...guess what?? actually there was a lecture jus now. but yea it slipped out of my mind, i didnt go for tat lecture. *crosses fingers* i hope its nothing impt. spend the day baking n cooking. say it like black does, i bake mookies today. its a mixture of my n cookie. whahaaaa....
well i baked a diff kind of cookie as i always do. it looks...hmm different n taste much sweeter?

tmlllllllll CLIMAPRIX!!!!!! at singapore poly!! cant wait..n yet i feel kinda jiggly wiggly inside coz i nvr climb at SP before other then rockmaster comp. aiyz...

well...wello welloooowellooooo....xiu say the great challenge is nice!! maybe im goin to watch with ali on sun!! heheee will cont when i get back tml!! wish me luck yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

its getting exciting day by day...
they say i should not even take it into consideration. he's not as simple as he looks like. But he smiled at me!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Im at home, on a thursday afternoon. NO school...arghhhhhh..kie i better make a list so at least i got sumting to do rather than rot at home. jus ate fries n drank peach tea. Book me Book me!! ahhhhhhhhh i have the bestest idea, should go clean my room n update my diary!! ahhh cant wait cant wait!

yesterday, xiu lost her ezlink card, went back to look for it. with nobody else in sch, sumore so dark...school, sports complex to be exact looks creepy and eerie. i was shocked at myself to have just gone into the toilet when i myself am scared if i were to be in the toilet alone. whahahaaaaaa dun ask me why...then walk to ang keong coz i got craving to eat the chicken rice!!! then sekali the rest also tehre. black send me n fie home. uncle jj (whahahaaaaa) send white n xiu home. wahhh wait for tat jj soooooooooo bloody long like waiting for the jackfruit to drop ah!! the ride home was sooo peaceful and smooth! thanks ah black!!! =)

maybe i goin sch later to take my climbin shoes and nyssa's coz sat gooootttttttt COMP at SP!!! ehheheee...all e best to me ah...dun tink i wan to climb today, my body aching and sumore today got spore idol, unsung heroes....

here without you, playing on perfect 10...songs tat remind me of sooo many memories..sweet funny watever watever...klah of i gooooooo!!!!

wooooooooooooooooooyeh wooyeh woooyeh!!!! *tink 'my girl' e thailang version*

whaaaa i also dunno why im singin?!?! everybody like so sad after watching titanic jus now, im singing all kind of idiotic songs. my mum also cannot take it! alritez, apologies for the blurred pics. I also duno why it turned out like tat. soooo not nice ritee? aiyz... not fated ah. anyway, 21st sep!! Special shoutout to my primary sch bud-
Nur Hajar Asuad!!

HAPPY 19th Birthday to you!!!
jus now had trainin, but the mood wasnt there ah. not so ON already. cant believe it, tis sat got climaprix by SP. i wanna join but dun tink im ready. aiyz....nvm lah jus go n hav fun n get to see everybody. =)
yesterday came late for trainin with xiu n nyssa. coz we went to watch CINDERELLA STORY. weeeeeeee wahhhhhhh i tink ah...i in the romantic mood all over again. i noe for sure, it will nvr happen in real life. buttttt.....i WANT!!! xiu also wan i noe...nyssa also wan!! aiyz....cannot lah..will nvr happen! *cross fingers*
anywayyyyy, halfwya thruout the movie, the screen went blank, we could only hear the voices. everybody started woooing n ahhhhing and OIEEee-ing. i even join in the fun n started the ooohhing ahhhing oieiiing. whahha then one person say eh money back money back..whahahaa
it took them abt 10 mins to get evryting back to normal. so idiotic, but not at the part when we didnt get to see. everybody was oohhing and ahhing again...say not fair n stuff. nyssa stood up for us...
then finally teh eprson gave us alll....complimentary tickets.

yeahhhhh...jus now had pizza party, since sch is "officially" over for us marketing students. we had debrief session. talk abt SIP..wahhhh cant wait!!! =) then off we went for PIZZAAAaaaaaaa!!! PIZZA HUT! our lovely wonderful lecturers...i had tis beef chilli dunno wat and a HUGE slice of hawaiian pizza. wonderful, finger-licking, yummilicious...nah..im just exaggerating. i only had one pathetic chicken drummlet...i noe roda's fave!! ehheee the guys lah...go n have competition. each guy ate abt 10 drumlets...then finally last tutorial for brand mgt. reena gave us feedback on our grp members!! i luv tis grp...for tis sem. its went smooth n great =) we had funnnn!!! then we gave her back our feedback. then nowwww i need to do my apel value reflections!!!!!!! then...im still awake at 225 in the mroning...moron!!!!
wahhahaaaaaaaa klah tired alrady tml can cont. tml is another day!! i musttttt climb more n get ready for sat!!! yea yea here i goooooooooooo.....* goin under my quilt*

p.s oh yeah last sat, 18 sep- fie bdae!! happy bdae!! we go BFC chalet at east coast. food wasssss superly yummy!!!! tis one i not exaggerating but had to left early...thanks BFC for inviting us!!! =)

an outing with my fellow secondary sch frens at Billy Bombers! we had onion rings, cheese fries- fyi KFC cheese fries taste much much muuuuchhhh better then billy bombers. i drank Pink pussy cat and leong drank sophia. jun had banana split and steven drank root beer float. ali came later. he bought the converse PEACE high cut shoe.

then after dinner?, we head to the playground near my old tamp pri sch. we played at the merry go round. jun n me sat n all 3 guys spin us round. wahhh can vomit all those stuff we ate. almost lor...whahahaa then we all sat down n relax n told each other stories. steven in navy, told us such hilarious stories abt his ns mates...then jun met up with her fren n we head back
home. stoppin by cheers coz i wanted to buy newpaper. in the end dun hav, but ali bought tis miniature cup of vodka. very cute, got milk n strawberry flavour or sum kind. then the uncle ask for his ic. wahhahaaa....he walk me all the home. then at my playground there, we each did one pull up.

jus now met up with them again. leong got another date so didnt join us. jun was tired but joined us for supper instead. it was me, steven, ali, jon n michelle....we watched DODGEBALL!!!!!!!! damn wat a hilarious show, ben stiller name in the show was white goodman. hahahaa jus like our dear azmi white.w ahhahaa crazy idiotic guy!!!! 5 D's - dodge, duck, dip, dive n hmmmm dodge? whahahaa aiyz

klah lazy to update alrady ....update next time!!!!

p.s


me n alis*ar

the food- onion rings n cheese fries

me n steVen

leong's drink- sophia

me n leoNg

the five of us reflecting on the mirror upon us

me n the guys

us at the merry-go-round

FinaLLy me n JUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ehheeee with her new expensive cap!!!! MADddddddddddd

been busy? i guess i could say so...but there were many times, i could jus stop by blogger and update my blog. but i didnt. there were lots of happy moments and sad ones too! nevertheless, the past few days i get irritated and annoyed so easily. aiyz.... BUT yesterday was a super GREAT day for me. CLIMB ON Singapore 2004 at Sentosa, Palawan Beach. it was superb and great!!

highlights of the past weeks,
-BFC great performance at Youthpark. youthopia 2004. Congrats u guys got 2nd...i still think u should get 1st. maybe im being bias since i noe u guys but...i still tink u guys are the best!! oh yea not to forget my "3-seconds of fame" with mad. we help to belay them down from the top. unfortunately the distance was sooo short so the effect wasnt as wat we expected. oh yea n before i forget, BFC gave us the rock climbin gurls $100 voucher to Charles & Keith. Thanks to Sufi for callin me to help out....

Presentation wk..
last wk was presentation wk. was hectic as we got ready for 2 presentation to propose our idea to them. last one comin up for brand mgt. cant wait!! on tuesday!! hope its great!! woooo hooooo

ahhhhh days go by so quickly, i cant believe it but im slackin socrazily i dun i cant even make full use of each n everyday as i wan to...oh eya before i forget, on thursday, black drive me n chee to caltex. we bought ice cream. then went back to sch since some of them were trainin. then we all went to bubble tea after training. black send me, fir n white home. idiotic white sat infront again. nonetheless, im sooooo proud of our guys!! both black n bobbin...wahh got license alrady...so grown up. i cant believe my friends can drive!! oh yea not forgetting my pri sch fren, mary, who drove me to rock on. her first day drive around spore n we went to the macdonald drivethru. whahahaaa

CLIMB on singpaore 2004
it wasnt as wat i really expected. but we had fun!!!! super fun!! a climbing carnival...with lots n lots of routes jus for us. nyssa, xiu, marliah, mel n me went around the routes trying. we were a tat too ambitious. ahhaa our first route was 400 points. but all of us reach the bonus tile so we got at elast half of tat. cool huh?? should have try more roof kind of routes. then went around queing up since all those easy routes like 100, 200, 300 got long queues. then one by one all drop out, marliah go play water. xiu become camera women...mel disappeared. left me n nyssa. we kept trying evryting for fun. nvr get also nvrm lah...whahahaa
oh yea not forgetting, our gurl latest crew...HKC aka hello kitty crew. je je je jet je jejetje...whahahaa we ARE the hellloooo kitty crew!! je jejet jeje jet...i dunno how the hell i spell the sound out.

oh yea thot of the day. aiyz my secondary sch frens ah....so fickle minded..one say wan to meet the othe duwan to meet..one say wan another duwuna....i mabuk alrady. wathcin mary kate n ashley now. ahhhhhhhhh does he hav to be sooo cute??? yes he is sUPerbly cute.

What a wonderful world...

why cant everybody be happy?
why cant everybody be optimistic instead of the opposite?
why cant everybody understand that the world is sooo full of ups n down n that its just part of life?
why cant everybody try to see from other ppl point of view??

ironic isnt it? as i ask those qns, i ask them back to myself. i use to be an optimistic person, a happy person, i understand tat the world is full of ups n downs and its just part of life. but unfortunately, im tired of always seeing tings from other ppl point of view. Im tired of tinkin soooo much and making myself confuse. aiyz....here i am trying to make u happy, but there u are makin tings difficult for me...aiyz...if its happens to often, dun u tink it gets a little bored for me...

then, theres another grp of ppl who is always trying to be manipulative....aiyoh..sooooo irritating!!! maybe its jus me havin pms, n gettin easily irritated by ppl. ahhahaa aiyoh aiyoh!!!! kie kie...i shall forget all tis ppl exist n live in the world...the happy, wonderful, perfect little world of mine!!!

u ppl shuuuuuttttt up!!! whahhaaa just like wat prince ed calls me, princess saadiah...so now i princess alrady, u all must listen to me n be happy kie? if u all wan to come in to my world!! whahaha....kewlness babe..if only it happens in real life?

whats with li these days??? hes like super hyperly active..hmmmm must be tat he found some cute gurl to have his crazies fantasies abt...n then when he duno who to blame, he says tat im sitting beside him at cybercentre n "serving porn" whahaha get tat serving?? whahahaaaaaaa sorry li...i dun serve porn, i serve salad to customers who wan to eat. whahahaa...kie kie enough for todae!! seems muhammad, my hero, also getting a blog all set up also! gd luck to ya man.... tml gurls outing, yeay!

here i am in sch lib. chatting with bro. woke up at 12, read book n off to sch to meet CHEE!! eya yea chee-se fries woke up later then me!!...it was raining cats n dogs, i love weather like this. provided im not caught in the rain ah. sooo HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!

chatting with my bro. he's itchy all over coz he go n eat prawns. then so sway his pc crash also...soo he's using the comp in his office n here i am in sch lib. aiyz he haven send me the approval letter so i can buy hdpn. yea i wan to buy new phone. but then i hav doubts. like one day in my mind i will say i wan i wan i wan....the next minute i say, i dunwna lah...nokia got radio, all my frens lovely msgs...then the next moment i will straighaway change my mind n say i wan!!

soooooo crazy rite, so i ask my brother
me: how how??!!
my bro: i noe wat u need!
me: wat wat?
him: kena whack one time jialat jialat.
thats what you need
Itchy Scratchie - Why me??!!! says:
then you go Relek One Corner (ROC) sua

seeeeeeeeee wat a brother!! anyway after he come back, we go eat lots n lots n lots of prawns...ehehhee have i told ya i learnt how to eat prawns alrady!! yeaaahhhh ehehee.

yesterday trainin, wahhh bruises all over ah...then bobbin drive me xiu nyssa n white to bubble tea store. then me n white slangin all the way, nyssa n xiu cannot tahan alrady. TOTALLY funnnnn....awesome n like absoooooLuTELY a Terrific moment, kie bye luv ya...

ahhahaaa waiting for tat shiew shiew ah so we can go n eat!!! meanwhile i go chat with my idiotic bro sumore n read books, u guys have fun n toodles.....

saaDiaH
still 20.Libra.blue.
loves-.butterflies.collecting pretty notebooks.foreign films.fairies.kids.magic.chEEse fries.raisins.colourful envelopes.glitter.pinics.late night feast.


happiness everyday.more family gatherings.more climber's reunions.driving license.visit beautiful Turkey.travelling.holiday at lovely beaches.to further my studies.a house of my own.a miracle.



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