I never felt like this before,
cant say tat u make me HOT
then i dunnno the lyrics to this song alrady...listening to radio now

anyway, i finally get into my shutterfly. however the pics weren't clear after i seen it. but...since i was doin it in sch, i save it in shutterfly. no other place.
i tink its cool, tat i can change the clrs n all....cool effects ah?







i was doin this in adobe class, find it sooo interesting!! heheee....i keep changing the whole clr tone! ahhhhhhhhhh unfortunately i cna only do tis 3 coz i got tis form shutterfly wich i cna access in sch!! ;)

well today sooooooo many tings happen! too tired to tell....not forgetting Happy 19th birthday to Azmi BLACK, Happy 26th birthday to NAZIB nnnnnn Happy Birthday to DALeeeey daleeeyy whose unfortunately in NS now !!!!
ehhee alritez gdnitezzzzzzzz

em>A wonderful Saturday...

ive always LOVE saturdays. the weather is just great,
the breeze is just nice-not too strong n not too weak, the sun not too bright, n not too dark.
well....i woke up in time for class, i reach the lab at 1013. whahaaa, yea i was late but lucky
mr lin haven start yet. today he gave us free lessons on Introduction on Adobe Photoshop CS. yea
cs, its the latest version for adobe. i didnt noe how fun it is...im glad i came for the class,
will post some pics that i have done using adobe. real kewl ah...

After class, i called xiu n met her at sports complex. LOM having their LOM day and there were
track n field ppl from other schs...met xiu, n she played me tis ringtone sounds weird. whaha
then send her to the bustp, shes goin to farrer park. bump into jannah!! suchhhhhh a longggg
time nvr see her alrady. she was with her bf, goin to IT show at suntec. talk for while then
goin to interchange. turns out roda also free so we decided to bake BROWNIES!!!! heheee...
walk around at tampines mall n Century square. look at spidey man stuff..real cool action stuff
they got there, barbie still the same...now they have tis new stuff like lego but more for gurls.
bought 2 notebooks. ehheee..i luvvvvv notebook!! very special, becoz the notebook has tis ancient
look, made in india with thai silk as its outer cover. one is embroideried (spelling?) with flowrs n
beads...my mum nag coz she say i buy sooo many notebooks but nvr use..whahahaa like can open shop ah?
whahahaa...

anyway, then roda reached n we bought our stuff at shop n save. while i was tip-toeing for the box
of ready-to-make brownies, a makcik suddenly say AHhhhh yea tat is just wat i wan. ahhaha found out
tat she cnanot reach, she went to call the staff to take for her. but the staff so stupid go take no
nuts for her. she asked for my help. then we started talking abt brownies. whahahaaa she asked
whether the brand i bought is good...pilsbury coz got halal chop. the one she always buy is betty
crocker but not chop. whahahaaaa but of course all (mostly) cakes dun contain haram substance unless
got rum or ...the oil ah...rite? anyway, we got off from talkin to her..i find it strange tat whenever
im with roda or alia, strangers talk to us. but the makcik was frenly so me being the polite gurl
converse back with her. well we bought chips n PEACH tea. ehhehee

reach her hse, she showed me her pics when she went to arab street for filming. she went there to
interview this woman (who really look like the part for fortune teller) tells fortune thru coffee. cool or
wat? whahhaaa....maybe one day we go kie? anyway....the pics were great, oh yea not forgetting roda's
sister HANNAH!! whhahaaaaa whole day keep talkin n singing. the stuff she do, reminds me so when i was
young. i dun dare admit that to roda jus now. ahhahaaaaaaaa even her underwear with those lacy lacy one at the
butt looks like the one my mum use to buy when i was 4-5 yrs old. we watched 50 first DATES while we
wait for the brownies to cook. adam sandler is like the sweetest guy on earth. where can i get a witty, cool,
humorous n down to earth who melts my heart doin such stuff for me..nahhh i dun tink so..anyway, thruout the
whole movie...hannah keep buggin me...but sooo cute...she keep askin me whether her clring book nice or not,
whether her clr correctly?, help her since the laundry basket dropped on her. whahahaa me n roda were
laughin at her,coz while we were so engrossed watching, she was soo bored since we didnt play with her
n she started talkin to herself...talkin to her invisible frens in midair...

brownies cooked!! show ended!! jus rite...ehehe we ate, the brownie was a teeny bit soft. ate black pepper
prawns...nice! then off i went home. i had a great afternoon RODA!!!! heheee hannah was great company too!
bought chicken rice (my fave in tamp) n went home. alritez...hopefully tml cna go watch BFC n go out with the climbers!!
heheeee =)

p.s Im on a misssiiion!!....

The mystery of the 3 Blue Roses...
hmmmm was just readin jun's blog!! my oh my....i felt so close to tears. its the sweetest thing my lovely jun have ever said to me. even now as i type i feel like crying alrady. remembering the times we had, the times we share...aiyzzzzz.....and whats more, i dun remember us having a fight or any sort. I luv u too ms CHUA HUI JUN!!! whatever i am to u, u are to me too!!! whahahaa...who needs other glory and other stuff in life when i have great frens like these. jun, roda to name a few...i have yet to meet up with my other secondary sch frens. my precious gems, diamonds( it just goes to show that a gurl best fren is ?? a diamond!!) and all things nice.

Just now came to sch at 10. i was only 3 mins late. wahhahaa cool or wat? we started getting ready n pasted flyers all over!! then, after tat bumped into eddie(my prince), madina( my lovely ex-npcc buddy) n lisa(exlysian too). we walked around business, design n finally engine. ccn day, a day where everybody tries their best to raise funds. whahaaa....then i bought this drink passion sweet, wich is actually blended strawberry ice cream. separated since i had to go for class quiz n them to their classes. then...rite after quiz, met with the climber guys. they saw the new butterfly ring i bought from dear shu jing!! ehheee nice little store u have there. walk...n i forgot wat happen thruout, but i noe we ended goin to lib again, same old spot. then one by one..all left end with me, chee n white. white went off duno to where, chee sleepin after readin GODZILLA.w ahahaa...i was reading Chicken soup for teenage soul III. suddenly i get a call, xiu call...whahhaaa yea u thot it was sumting rite. well yea i get another call. a gurl called jane. she said...*drum rolls* a guy bought for me 3 stalk of roses. am i in sch?? ..i asked who? but she refuses to tell me coz she say the guy dunwan to be known. then she say she will send it to me in a moment. abt 15 mins later, she called me again. met her at the entrance,where the security guard was, when i keep askin her who who who...the security guard smile n say anonymous lah...whahahaaa 3 BLUE flowers..get tat?? my fave clr. whoever who gave them to me..must have known i dun really like pink, whahhaaa ahhhhhhhhh if only i noe who...but then xiu say if the person already dunwan to tell me who in the first place, i guess i have not chance of knowing...

but nonetheless, my heart beats sooo fast...thanks to whoever this person is. be it a gurl or guy. it made my day!! okiez then after ccn day, went to eat LAKsa with mad, fie n chee n mad's cousin. then xiu join us later...eat cheese friessss!!! thanks xiu!! she treat me! ehheheeee okiez luv u all so much!!!!!

today is ccn day!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhh jus when everyday is goin alreite!! i feel so sucky!! i hate life!!!! it so happened that i had a great time jus now!! n then now!

do u realise tat everytime i blog, i feel tis way?? isit becoz im writing down my thots and my real feelings finally come out? i dunno...i dunno why!! i just need a place elsewhere where i can just let it all out! oh shit!..aiyz...i am soooooooo feeling NOT good. will blog again when i have the mood. coz i really wan to tell u guys abt my fay today!! wich was fab....

p.s i wonder who is the "giver" of those 3 lovely blue roses....

I AM sooooooooo gonna gain weight like HELL!!! whahahahaa
thanks to fie for feeding me all the greatest delicacies/ sweets in the world!!! ahhahaa he passed them to me when he got hoem for work! thank goodness we stay so near! today is the second time. the first time, ahhahaahe gave me strawberry cheese tart n muffins!! BIG mushroom-lookalike! rite now im eating the strawberry one. sooo ncie so yummy!!! jus now he passed me muffins n boysenberry cheese cake if i am not wrong. will be passin them to xiu n the climbers tml. hahaha fie say one. he dunwan to be held responsible for makin me look sooo cute n chubby n irresitible.

jus now as i walk towards him, he walk towards the side, i follow n sat while i wait for him to reach my area, its 12 at night and so quiet...then i laugh coz fie act like he dunno me...i say wahlau so idiotic...a stranger walk past n gave me a strnage look, he look around n saw fie. ppl tink im crazy ah...

jus now after class, wich was soooooo funny!! i hav apel at 9 i woke up at 910. reach class at 1010. the tutor was shocked. whahaha but then she send us all to lct. bala's lct wahh only like have 15-20 students. super sad! then after lct go lab, go eat dadaad dadaaaaa....then meet up with xiu for whlie. then finally meet jon, leong n jun for tea. we went to norgen-vanz. allister join us. wahhhhhh then we took lots offff photos!!! wich i will put up soon. now need to sleep for tml!
then we talk, tell lame jokes, take pics n finally left each other!! darling jun brought the cam...ahhh wat would we do w/o u...angela!!!!!! i MISS u too!! so sorry cant join u n jun jus now!!!

met xiu later at tm with marliah..then rush to meet RODA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ehheheee i really really hope u like the little pressie kei?! ehhehee...the roda on the bus go round n round...n tats wat happen to us!! hhahaa after walkin around at orachrd, we took a bus wanting to go to bugis. but end up goin in circles, n finally we walk to bugis. we had to find shaw towers. n finally reached our destination....n there stood
before us, SOFRA!!! we ate at a turkish restaurant. roda had doner kebab rice, i had shish kebab, drank turkish apple tea n peach juice. n finally dessert, chocolate pudding. the ambience there...wooooooooooohooooooo so nice, i LIKE it soo much. i tink the chicken taste abit tasteless, but becoz the palce is sooo nice i jus like it soo much. we went off, we bought fries from BK and took 196 to bedok!!
of we go in the bus as we munch on our golden lovely fries. talka bt sooo many stuff!!! well...ppl i hav to wake up super early tml!! nietzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz cya ya n gd luck for tml class quiz. nnnnn...........CCN day!! come to shu jing shop n buy her stuff!! find me!! come onnnnnnnnnn....

after class, met li n mad at breadboard n ate grilled BEEF!! then follow them to their access lab. sooo different from business one. yea rite li, i was surfing porn. actually not surfing, i was looking at one who was sitting right beside me. Li himself had a hole in his pants. whahahaa details?? pls go to his blog. whahaa chety fazli is a crazy boy!! after tat follow joop since he wan to eat. post some flyers of ROYAL SPORTING HOUSE SALE for CCN day brought to u by MARKETING students. heez...then joop meet his fren. left me n li, who kept singing and act like some boy rock band all...

After trainin jus now, we all played in the rain!!!!! Its been ages since I played in the rain! whahahaaaaaa aiyz...but now so many things is goin thru my mind. its only when its night time tat i reflect stuff n gets sooo emotional. aiyz...like i got so many qn abt my future, abt why ppl react tat way, why things have to happen tat way? aiyz...but i shall put all tat aside n be just happy!!
im goin out with roda roda tml!!

aiyz aiyz aiyz aiyz aiyzz............................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

was looking through frens of frens of frens in frenster. Finally i reached to Pinky's profile. OMg...tinking back, i cant believe i actually had a crush on him. he was my year 1 crush. the guy i thot was cute while i was goin for my exam paper. me n shida was rushing to class or was it to a paper. it must have been an exam paper, he was sitting on the floor looking all cute and sooo boyish. he was wearing a pink shirt.u noe those with collar. straight away, me n shida notice him n we talk abt him all the way... that crush caught on me as days goes by, i crashed lectures jus to see how he is like and each time i bump into him i get that fluttering feelin inside of me. i even nickname him pinky so i can casually gossip abt him in front of anybody. walking past me when he goes to classes, walking opposite him when im goin out of my sch n him into, canteen... whahaha, to have remembered such joyous moments..so cute so funny...tinkin back, it made me smile n tink how silly i was to have crushes on boyish guys like tat. my galfrens were shocked to know that i had a crush on him, coz hes such a "good" boy. but they find it interesting to see me blush and those eyes of mine starts gettin dreamy each time i see him or jus get a sneak preview of him. i remembered one time, i was chatting with a fren of mine n suddenly i hop out from one of those pillars in front of my lecture theatre,and when i jump rite out, he was walking in my direction. he looked so surprised, i was shocked myself and i dunno wat make me to quickly jump back n hide behind the pillar. ahhhhhhhhhh those were the days...yr 1...the days i had mostly spend with shida, tuty, su, ayu, of course not forgetting the one n only class i have tb011. clarice, jie min..david, cindy, joanne..all...whahahaa days when i was n still am late for lectures. me n shida always waited for each otehr before goin in. n everybody in the lecture remember us as the latecomers. days we spend slackin and still am doin tat now, but not with them at jupiter cafe...

anyway tat was wayyyyyy back, now im in yr 3..GOD, time passes sooo fast i cant believe it. aiyz...wat lyn say was true, the seniors in rock climbin mentioned before when we were in yr 1, make full use of ur days in TP coz u'll nvr noe tat with jus a blink of an eye u graduating soon!!! OMG how much i want to tell u ppl out there n prove n make u feel the same. I want to explain how i feel so lost, its like i can hear the words clearly when lyn they all said tat. it was right there in front of the wall. and just as i blink n open my eyes, here i am in yr 2004...Yr 3 sem 1. aiyz......jus now i bumped into SU!!!!!! yeaaaaa SU!!!!!!!!!! ehhehe anotehr abdad!...ehhehe we chatted for while along the corriders of business. she misses me soo much, i can tell...yea rite saad...whahaha...nolah she told me so and she even msg me jus now. i luv u too sU!!!!!!!!!!! kie i better go...its always when i just sit down, i have sooooo much things to say and i can just go on n on n on...one day i should write a book...yeah tats exactly what i should do if i just have the time. yea rittteeeee wait for pigs to turn blue and starts flying then i will be writing a book ah... kie..closing eyes to sleep!!! cant wait to go out with roddddaaaa again!!!!!!! soon soon soon...

DUNWAN dunwan dunwannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant believe it. im goin crazy. its like theres only one ting stuck on my mind. n god if only i could find out wat it is.
it get sooooooo bloody irritating that i canot tink properly now. feels like tearing out my hair, feels like as though im so old. feels like i hav took the wrong path. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....get away get awayyyyy!!!
*breathe in* breath out*

pics i took with jun with her new camera. a day where all my doubts, stress-es and fear gone..jus endless laughter n jokes n stories were shared!! luv u to bits jun honey! some snapshots we took while slacking away


me n jun wif stupid faces...


me jun n samuel


me n jun sitting on the sofa


my fave among the rest!! jun is like the mossssst-est adorablest little gurl i have ever known!! 6 long years...


samuel jus found a way to capture the focus n make evrything blur behind. we had fun movin the camera from left to right...hehehee...look at how the pic seems to be only me n jun at the corner with the background seemin blur...like as though everything is goin on soooo fast. reflecting to the real WORLD!!!

i miss lots of ppl at the moment!!!!!!! my BROTHER, roda...eric,tina, angela, gf, jun...the climbers...ahhhhh why why why!!!!!!!!!!

SaaaaaTuuuuurDayyyyyyyyy

Its had been suchhhh a tiring day. woke up intending to go to sch n do part of my project. but end up sleepin, i change beds though, went to my BIG, clean parents bed! woke up abt 12 n went straight to take a bath. reach sch abt 1 plus, the guys were at mensa. *dissapointed* calledthe guys n then meet them at the main bustp. thanks to karen msg i was able to smile again!aiyz.....only me, xiu, fie, zib, dale, white, joop went to climbasia.

reach there, got hafiz n buddies!! yearghhh wild boys! when he saw me he salute me like inside army like tat...whahhaa..then celine aslo came n climb with us gurls..we tried many many route..some under thishuge coming out thingy...xiu make one..then got 2 "wild boys" give one..then the guys came up n join us.we play around...did each other routes. abt 6 plus, started to wash up. everybody wash up alrady we head back to tamp. reach tamp also abt 850. all those ppl..wash up soooo slow. hahahaaa....then in the bus got tis uncle he wanted to go down, he walk pass us, then he washolding on to a stick, he poke Cannon, one of the freshies, leg..still dare to stare at us. aiyz...crazy ppl ah...

we ate at KFC!!!!! finally ah!! whole day nvr eat..only drink lemon tea courtesy of JOOP! then ah..we all play a game. who can eat the most SLOPPIEST!!...this game is best played if ur eatingthe burgers from burger king, but we played anyway...xiu had mayo at the corner of her lips..i hadchicken stuck, white had chilli spilled all over his pants, zib had cheese as his goatee...whahhahaathen after kfc, nobody end up winning. we walk past the womad thingy n stop to watch.OMG!!! tisdrummer boy with the cap n his name is RIZAL!!!! *melts away...* sooooo cute!! he got the boyishlook ...heheheeee.....but fie say not cute! he say look kental...but i tink fie more kental. rite fie-open-shop-sell-blue donut!!!! whahha since our hse quite near, we walk back hme togtehr.once again, i send him home. we discuss abt the best burgers among the fast fd restaurants. after he left, i saw 2 black cats at the temple beside my block...hmmm one at the wall the other on the ground like as though they all playing "rapunzel rapunzel"....aiyz...then i reach hme....

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wat a DAY!!!!!!!!
yesterday was a good day...today...started off badly. woke up at the wrong time. i thought my lecture was at 1. but
unfortunately it was at 12. aiyzzzzzzzzz...................
im goin to fry some pancakes now.
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHhhhhhhhhhhh YAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!

Good MOOD!!!!!!!! yeaaaaa i Am finally having a good day. I felt light, i felt bright, i felt GOOD!! and tat is good enough i guess. started the day, woke up and straight away bath. i didnt like wake up n sleep again and end up being late. well i did but i woke up at 9...my class quiz wasat 10. came abt 1005.the whole thing starts at 1015. it was quite alrite...jus confusing i guess.some parts,i felt that 2 answer could be possible. however, this happens to ppl who revise her work in the bus on the way to sch minutes before the quiz itself. end like 1040, head to design for lunch with karen, jumi and mary. u cant help it, but when u put4 inquisitive gurls togther, they end up gossiping eveyrthing under, over, in n out the sun. tinkin abt the "crazy gurl" incident suring our mkting tools deadline n abt the olympics where weimgaine our frens taking part in them almost brought us to tears laughing. i didnt eat coz meetingleong for lunch at breadboard. i dun tink engine is such a safe school to walk in. dun ask mewhy PLS...i jus dun tink its safe. anyway, ate grilled chicken n soon KS joined us.

after eating, went to the cybercentre with lee n white. got so engrossed tat the guys left n i just sat there doin my stuff. suddenly the guy beside me asked me a qn regarding engineering maths.i like totally dunno wat he was referring to, so i said sorry im not an engine student. left soon,n meet azima n yana. azima lookin at vespa, yana readin simpson's comic. left to meet up with hui jun. she was with a fren, samuel. initialy wanted to watch movie, the notebook, but nvr coz not showingin tamp alrady. we sat at starbucks and end up having a lesson on how to take pic with dfferent style. talk n talk....n then had dineer togethr at S-11. samuel n i....we are of different frequency nbecoz of that, we end up hvaing problem laughing at each other lame jokes... alritez very tiredz
gdnoztezzzzzzzzzzz

OMg...u guys thot that i like sumone????!!?? noooo nooo its just a song.. the song is my fave.. obviously by Mcfly. thanks for ur kind comments though. farah...jannna...oh yea khai n sham i am cute afterall. i do not need to "step" cute. whahaaa im in debbie class now. came late again. aiyz...she say she will sent me a warning letter. my 2nd warning letter...aiyz..it has not been a good week eversince sch started on monday, life is not so good as before. the term break was not wat i expected also...

Recently I've been,
hopelessly reaching out for this boy,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me.

He's got a gerlfriend
sHe drives me round the bend,
Cause she's only sixtEEn,
sHe's in her Teens,
she's younger than me.

For so many nights now,
I find myself thinkin' about him now!

'Cause obviously,
he's out of my league
how can I win
He keeps draggin' me in and know
I know I never will be good enough for HIM.
No, no Never will be good enough for him.

Its been some time and so many things have happened....

what happened? well, right after term test papers and eating tosei with xiu, we head to chinatown. walked around and had fun looking at the stuff there. wahhh i want a cheongsam!! we bought candles,they were very pretty looking ones. then i brought xiu to a small bakery store where we bought egg tarts. cheap n very filling. Then i brought her to club street n ann siang hill. Ang siang 5-a small cafe has close shop. We proceed on to amoy street. b4 we got tehre, we had to walk past a pathway. there we have swings and we sat n justtalk. ahhhhhhhhhhh then we went to amoy street food centre. we ate longan fruit cocktail.

we then took the mrt to somerset. went to centrept, meet my Women secret collegues- oh yea PPL women secret only at centrepoint is havin a MEGA sale....go n take a look maybe u might find sumting u like. then stop by robinsons, n met aunt rosie. aunt rosie is sumone whom i made frenswith when i was working at isetan. i called her 52 n she called me 17. coz that was our age. anyway...when i came i said.. halo 52!! then she replied..eh i no longer 52. we chatted and xiuseem to be interested with the $68 bangle. wahhahahaa...but then xiu duno how to click open.
we walk on after that n went to esprit at meritius mandarin. nyssa join us there. if im not wrongwe went to pizza hut straight away. wani joined us later. we ate the new tortilla bowl. quitenice...the tacos..should hav came with cheese instead of those tomato thingy...oh yea afterdinner, wani wanted to get earrings from far east. i wanted to go off...but well....goin tofar east means i get to see the starbucks guy! *close eyes n begin to dreams*well...after getting wani earrings, we went to starbucks...aiyz...he is after all not so cute...but ..*sighs*.

hmmm saturday...went to climb at CLIMBASIA!!! waahaha after climbing, we ate at bugis. bugis bugis....we went to the second floor...sekali the uncle point his hands n command us to place our bags on the BIG table behind us. then after palcing our bags we all sitquietly and look at the menu. wahhh feels like being in primary sch all over again. the uncle says tat we should keep quiet because this is a hotel n tat ppl are sleeping. the prawn noodle was not wat i expected. not nice ah....then go home, i took the bus home since i have concession. we played a game in the bus. for eg i say Ha-...u hav to cont and u say happy.the next person have to find a word wich strts with "py" anything tat the starting sounds like pi..balck, me, chety and wan SP had to do forfeits.
SUNDAY!!!!!! went to holland v!! visit my grandpa at NUH first. i guess all elder ppl need isactually jus some attention. they jus need ppl to tlak to, sumone to be there for them sincethey feel lonely. after tat met balck n join the rest at holland v. had fun sitting at breko. sort of cafe...drank caramel twister. played big chicken n small fish. nyssa n black had todo forfeit. go home again ..walk off laughin coz black had to do the beyonce dance. brave to do tat infornt of the public. salute ya man!! whahahaa...

kie then monday..go watch fireworks at kallang river. initially meet up with white, li n his fren linn xiu. then i wanted to eat at KFC....but thers no KFC at kallang. so end up eating at mac. firbi n his gf, shu hui joined us ...soon zib also join us. we walk n bought snacks n mad dayatjoin us. we went to a shady part n lay out the mat. sat n played big chicken small fish again.sham, khai, the twins joined us later. wahh the fireworks...were great!!! im like so WOAHit was just oopp us. n the scene was so wonderful. i felt so WOAH!!! i dun even noe how to describesuch a feeling. it was a happy moment with my wonderful frens around. *ehem ehem* well..some ppl were not present and as happy it was looking at the firworks, when it was over it felt different. u noe sumtimes..u just need sumtin to look forward to ..so tat all ur problemsare not filling ur mind all the time. tat works for me all the time. when i hav problems, irun from them...its difficult for me to ponder so long on it. n for me ..the problems jus go away as i push them away. i dun tink it works the same as some ppl ....
after fireworks...tuesday, went to karens bbq. it was great. i learnt how to lit up a bbq. maryset up the firestarter n stuff. i jus fan slowly, u noe the art of makin it light, is to fandirectly but with a constant speed so tat the coal become a bit teeney reddish n when u stopfanning it lits up n fire came out. woah woah im describing like as though im so pro. then i got tired of playing with the fire n started eating. we had chicken, satay, crabmeat,hotdogs, prawns....oohh not forgetting chocolate bananas...wasss soooo NICE!!!!!! should trytat out one day. went off earlier...wednesday...go visit my grandpa again...then went to sch for training. my grandpa wonders why imso interested in rock climbing. he ask whther im not scared...he says he wonder whys...i showhim my rock shoe n he laughed...he said it looked like as though it came out from a cartoon show.

aiyz........I HATE LIFE ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....so many things n so many reasons to hate life....................
aiyz....why do some ppl make life soooooo interesting in their life...n why do some ppl make their life so full of troubles??????!!!???!?!?!? WAAARGHHHHH ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
oh yea...had dinner with xiu n nyssa at fish n co jus now..ehhehee i finally learnt how to eat prawns..it was awesome!!!!! heeeezzzzzzzzzzzzzz :)

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!! my term test are over....whahahaa last paper today n thank god im still alive!
i wanna thank my fellow frens also like ppl around me, my family members who have made it possible for me to stay alive..giving me food to eat, beverages to drink...my fave food...my fave drink...my dad keep buying vitasoy for me coz he noes its my fave drink. ahhahaha i noe i noe i have such loving parents yet im so idiotic....anyway...tink i ahven eaten lunch n im getting corny.

i hav sooooooo much things to say!!!! like yesterday, i wanted to blog but my idiotic comp...dun wna to response to dear old Internet explorer. Gods noes why?! each time i log in...they log me out. then the webpage also kena hang. then ah...whahaha im like soooo getting excited over noting. '

oh yeah btw....i hav finally found a person to hav a crush on. yes i noe though my girlfrens keep tellin me tat love cant be force. i noe for sure tis is no LOVE!! im jus in love with the idea of love. yes i admit it finally. hahahaaa im crazily in love with myself....n my life n my frens n my family n me...n the idea of falling in love. but to experience it...NO no...i dun tink so...maybe i will maybe when the right time comes. xiu call me weird but i tink tis normal...if he comes i will follow. if he doesnt come..i shall jus sit here n rot. i guess? rite?? whahahaa crazyli idioticli i cnat tink of words to describe. im shooting high above the sky .....im flying high n im fallin down...but i noe i always pick myself up.

the crush i hav??!! oohhh lets give him a nick. lets call him scarlett. whahaha his cheeks blushes with a tinge on guava pinkish clr. his eyes twinkle when he talks to me. the accent of his voice sounds so interesting, when he speaks sparks come out and when i talk he listens intently. he smiles and nod his wonderful head of spiky-not-so-long-not so short hairstyle. lookin in his eyes make me wan to giggle jus like a schoolgurl. Oh wait..lets check..i a still a school gurl aren't i? whahahaa....i ahve to look at other places jus to avoid those twinkly eyes...but my eyes always drift back to his. BOY!!!! wat an idiotic crush tat is. im feel like im 14 all over again! oh no im turnin 19 soon...ahhahaaa but its jus a crush...n i noe nothing more then tat. sumting to keep me occupied tis term break. thank u veyr much!!! =)

nonetheless, that was one special moment i had...a kind, twinkly-eyed, interesting boy i met. anyway....wat made me over the moon is to find out tat i have a secret admirer..whahaha not that i bother who the guy is. coz in the first place u all noe i dun bother. anyway its no longer a secret....hahahaa the thot of sumone likin me for a long time...it seem so sweet so innocently ...he must be BLIND i guess. wahhahaaaaa woah....he doesntlike me now i guess, tats y he is brave enough to tell me. anyway end of story...

xiu is buggin me to eat with her. mensa we will go. tink i wna to eat THOSEI!!! ahahha spellin like wrong ah..eh roda roda!! i wan to eat DOSA!! whahhaaa....*private joke* okiez off i go...tis xiu keep sayin got BO around her..she cnanot tahan. klah u guys have a Great Weekend...coz i noe i will. tml goin climbinggggggggggggg at CLIMBASIA!!! wna to climb n slack n jus relax. goin out with nyssa dearest n xiu darling later after nyssa end work. hheheee....cant wait cant wait!!!ahhhhhhhhhhh

p.s so far..life is good...well apart from egttin my term test results when sch reopens huh ? waahaha aiyz...Wokiez...THOSEI here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

saaDiaH
still 20.Libra.blue.
loves-.butterflies.collecting pretty notebooks.foreign films.fairies.kids.magic.chEEse fries.raisins.colourful envelopes.glitter.pinics.late night feast.


happiness everyday.more family gatherings.more climber's reunions.driving license.visit beautiful Turkey.travelling.holiday at lovely beaches.to further my studies.a house of my own.a miracle.



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