Nyssa is goin to Scccreeeam at me!!
wahaha...here i am in school lab,
i just submitted my post for the business
correspondence. and now on my way to
hand up my resume n coverletter. waiting
for project mates to finish up...
after this, will be on my way to Sp for
Rock master....

my heart is beatin like 1000 beat a second.
so exciting!!! yet i feel a bit scared...aiyz..
will be back to update. all the best to us!!

here i am in the school library. With nyssa
and azmi-white!!! whahahaa....

well let me refresh my memory and tell you
guys about yesterday!! hehehee...my family
had a photo-shoot. My very first time going to
a photo-shoot. Throughout the whole session,
i keep laughing because the cameraman was
so funny. he sort of like very dictative in a sort
of funny way. wahhh...lucky he did not scold me
for not taking it seriously.

After that, we took a bus to Marine Parade, i think,
and we ate at this food centre somewhere near
parkway parade. We often go to the place when
i was much younger. It was great, spending some
quality time with my parents and siblings. We no
longer have this kind of stuff since we are all busy
with our own individual stuff. We then walk around
at Parkway parade. Its like sooo totally change, all
new and all....i noe i noe, call me suaku...

Took a bus home to the interchange n then we walked
home. had a great family day!! :D

nysa n azmi have left me all alone...oh wait!! did i see mr
captem opp me?? whahaha....till then, my next post!
toodles...

Its raining again!! No, do not get me wrong,
i love the rain only when im at home under
shelter. It had to rain yesterday, thus our
adventure was cancelled. But roda n dee meet
up for dinner. whahahaa..yeap, like they
mentioned roda brought along her lil sister
umbrella which was pink in color. Not light or
the normal pink but HOT Bright pink. I wore a
jacket with a hood so i gladly sacrifice for them.
whahhahaa....

We ate, n bumped into Idham and this guy who
was a ex-lysian. Oh boy, i forgot his name. anyway
turn out that idham is roda primary school mate.
what a small world we have. We shop a while, and
sat somewhere to ahve our little chit chat. And then
we go our separate ways.

Today, visit Mary's house. Received hong bao!!
Karen and me were the only visitors initially. But
soon Mary's cellgroup members came. We played
MAD game. You know the MAD magazine?? The one
where there is this guy with this idiotic grin plastered
on his face?? The game was great and we did stupid
stuff. After that, made our way home.

No longer in a depression mood! Right now
im feeling high...But think again, i was in deep
pain yesterday. Cant differentiate whether it
was period cramps or gastric cramps. It hurts
like crazy, my tears were rolling down my cheeks
without me realising it. If it was truly period
cramps, i do not think i can survive a pregnancy.
why?? well, from a true life experience fren of mine,
told me that the pain while giving birth is just like
having period cramps BUT 10 times much more
painful. Imagine, me just having normal cramps
can be rollin around in my room....what if i were
to give birth??

enough of all this stuff that i do not need to think
of till the right time comes. Im in a happy mood!!
Just got back from an outing to sentosa. will post
up pics when i hav the time. Sooooo many blangas
today, coz today is a public holiday. no hunks, no
babes (other then us *ehem ehem*) oops...

Such a hilarious day, coz one of my collegues was
pointing out to me tis guy n said a bit tat too loud,
that he was cute. i turned n he turned too!!
unfortunately its a short skinny guy, but he had this
really cute smile. i think he's from thailand. he kept
smiling at us, n nur, my collegue still had the nerve to
wave at him. and throughout the whole day, we keep
bumping into him, even when we were walking home to
the mrt station. Sooo eerie yet funny...

will be goin to my grandma house later. tml!!! tml will be
another adventure day for me. will not reveal the
program yet. clue: me and my angels are on a mission!!
whahahaaa...... God bless me and may i stay this happy
alwayz!!! :D to all my frens who are celebrating, i wish
you all a Happy Chinese New Year and may it be a
prosperous one too!!!

Happy Birthday to Jasmine and Mary!!!!
Jasmine turn 19 today and Mary will be 19
on the 21st Jan.
Karen, our ta jie called all of us out.
And here we are at coffee bean with the superb
delicious orea deluxe ( i think). 5 of us just dig in
to the wonderful, heavenly block of cake.

Just the 5 of us!! my ex-marketing grp members.
Spend morning to night, dawn to evening in the
business labs...rushing around, climbing up flights
of stairs just so we would be late for consultations,
submissions and all sorts. The group of ppl who make
me feel like im 5 yrs old all over again and suan me
24/7!!


The 2 birthday gurls, Jas and Mary!! Growing prettier
each day, each year!!

Enough is enough. writing down my thoughts
for the day has caused me to think too much and
thus making myself confused. As a libran, most of
the time, i tend to see things from 2 points of view.
After seeing things from both sides, i will then wonder
which one suits me best or that i believe in. By then,
im thinkin even more n making things even more
complicated. Oh yeah one more thing, i realise ive been
talkin in circles lately. wahhahaaa....

This is something i have taken down from a fren's blog.
Find it interesting and decided to try it out for myself.
Note that this questions have a meaning but have yet to
be revealed.
You're only given 5mins to write continuously NON-STOP
about each topic

Favourite color
Black, white, Blue. These are my 3 favourite colors. But
since the question asked for 'color', i shall have to give
the honour to BLACK!! Why black? Black is a color that
easy to match with. Its classic, elegant and a plus point,
coz it makes me look slimmer. I feel much more confident
when im in black. I just love BLACK and i have much more
black tops then colour ones!!!

Favourite animal
I never really liked any animals. I do not understand how
someone can be sooo loving and caring towards the animal.
Call me wicked and cold but i sometimes wonder whats the
feeling like to have a pet animal and take care of it. Get
worried when it get lost, nurse it when its sick, etc etc.
I use to have a rabbit when i was 5, but it died because i
fed it too much carrot. i called it Lucy, i assume she was a
female. She was big, white n fluffy, with red deep eyes.
i luv their smell. she lives in a Big white cage in my kitchen.
Im not sure how she really died, but once again i assume
due to overeating. Eversince, i never had a pet of my own
and ive forgotten how exciting it feels like to own one.

Imagine you're in a place that's all white.
I feel like im in heaven. White symbolises purity, clean, virginity,
softness, mashmallows, whipped cream, milk, white cushions.
All these stuff just appear in my mind when i imagine im in a
white place. i feel sooo free, so pure, so innocent, sooo
light and flimsy. I think i imagine that that place is a place for
me to go to just to release my negative feelings. A place to
relax. When i close my eyes and imagine. I imagine a place
all white, with white cushioned walls with Big feathery(white)
pillows around. White butterflies encircling my head. Ahhhh
what a beautiful heaven......

p.s cant help, just wanted to say that today was a happy yet
sad day for me. The comp went great. after that went to eat n
finally watch Sufi performed. BFC were really shakin their stuff.
whahahaa....Im tired will catch up with all the other stuff some
other time. or maybe not.

went out with faezah today!!
watched cheaper by the dozen. the movie
worth watching. why?? tom welling, ashton
kutcher, the guy from gilmore gurls...
wat else can i ask for?? all my fave guys are
in there.

today we actually hav tis Sport's thingy for
marketin students. but i didnt go becoz all my
other friends did not go.

anyway..enough said, tml is acrophobia v1.5
im goin to do my very best, though my arms
feels really achy..tink i pull in too much durin
the past few trainings...aiyz....well all e best
for tml comp for me!!!

tis entry is outdated..whahah...suppose to
post on the 9th jan..but 2 days a bit too late.
so here it goes....

Outing with the Gurls

Had an outing with nyssa n xx. wani n lyn n muthu
joined us for lunch. after lunch we walked around.
wani join us for a movie after she end work.

nyssa's, mine n xx's...nyssa n me jus bought our
handpn chain. white phones are truly the best...
feminine yet classy :D who agree, say aye!!



my christmas gift, from dear little sweet NyssA!


Noor's souvinour all the way from trengganu.


my farewell gift from Linda, my collegue.

wahhh ive not blog for ages. actually...
i did type out a few entries, but halfway thru
i got sleepy or was too busy tat i didnt get
to finish up all my entries. so they are all
halfway written n saved in my pc.

So many tings to say, so lazy to say all.
im a very long-winded person n surely the
post will be extremely long. so i will keep it
short n sweet but keepin all those other
sweet memories in my journal. rite now will
update on todae's event.

had 'get high' climbing comp at safra yishun.
i joined novice. me n nyssa came late. nyssa n
wani qualified in finals!! i didnt for obvious
reasons....wahahaha...nvmlah..i had fun n i got
to wear zero's lucky shorts. intially i had doubts
but since he alrady insist, i had no choice.
wahaaa...thanks ah zero!!! my chalkbag n the
shorts look great togethr.

me, sharon n liyana( one of the makciks) made our
way home meanwhile the rest went to town.
finally got the chance to be home early. walkin
home from the interchange alone, with the wind
blowing past my face...it was a great night. sumtimes
jus bein alone is really relaxing. u guys should try.
its where u get to reflect abt ur life. n tink of wat
u hav done. tink n tink.....nobody there to influence
u on ur tinkin...

tml is a sunday!! i wan to sleep all day! maybe do
some homework n do laundry. will update on my
blog more....when i do hav the time...

Walkin through memory lane...

Went out with Angela, Hui Jun n Gee Fang on the
second day of the new year. Firstly, i went to Nokia
Care Centre to send my hdpn because it hanged and
couldnt be switched on.

After tat we went to tanjong pagar to our old workplace.
Hj is the only who still continue to work there. the
place is wonderful n gives me a very good feelin!! the
place have change n some shops hav closed dwn n new ones
opened.some areas renovated. took lots of pics. we had our
lunch at Amoy street. my chicken rice was cheap n superbly
delicious. had our fave lime juice. walk back n went to
chinatown. intially wanted to get those milk egg tarts,
thatthey use to buy. but then we all were full, so cont
walking.i bought 2 new pair of chopsticks. i bought 2 pair
b4. one pair broke. the gurls bought shawl. i didnt coz i
hav no idea where i would wear it to, i also tink i will
end up lookin weird with a cloth hangin on me.

we took the north-line mrt to orchard. went to far-east
plaza. Angela joined us there. i hav my eye on the dark blue
cheong-sam top. its soooo casual yet it looks ethnic all at
thesame time. i tried it on n it looks great. BUt it cost
$30 n the button hole was cut off. it it was 15 or 18, i
would have bought it. tried on more stuff. there's tis sari-
skirt wich has tis jagged-y look when u wear it. looks kinda
bollywood,but im not sure whther i will be wearing it if, IF
i were to buy it. walk around sumore, hj bought tis purple,
sweet lookin skirt. Angela bought tis leather bag n a dusty
pink dress. i bought a top. i tink its look beeeyyoootiful.
..heehee

After which, we walked to cineleisure n had our tea time at
Lips cafe. i LUV the place!!! the view is great coz ur up
there. u can see the tall buildings...we all ordered diff
drinks n had 2 diff type of cheesecake. salad n wedges.
all courtesy of Hui jun!! im not sure whther angela also
involve. very secretive. but thanks u guys!!!

sat n talk and walk around and finally back to sweet old
tampines. gf went off to her mum's workplace. we sat
at starbucks for awhile. angela went off to hav dinner with
her bf. left me n hj. we had dinner at S-11. whahaha...a
funny thing happened. we then proceed back home, slowly.
talk n walk slowly to the interchange abt how small the
world is.

saaDiaH
still 20.Libra.blue.
loves-.butterflies.collecting pretty notebooks.foreign films.fairies.kids.magic.chEEse fries.raisins.colourful envelopes.glitter.pinics.late night feast.


happiness everyday.more family gatherings.more climber's reunions.driving license.visit beautiful Turkey.travelling.holiday at lovely beaches.to further my studies.a house of my own.a miracle.



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{maaaaaD}
{chip & dale}
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{rino}
{prince eDDie}
{khai khai}
{shammmm}
{jOOOp}
{iDham & gf}
{salman}
{whiteeeeeey}
{gayboy}
{ahmaDyat}
{zarian}
{pheeee}



{anGeLa}
{huijun}
{xin xiu}
{azima}
{leeeyanaa}
{huda}
{jannnnna}
{azy}
{rufiiiii}
{nad}
{nyssa}
{faezah}