Went out with Raudhah today!!
Skip Rock climbing just to be with her!
hehehee...sorry captem! *thanks firE
for being so understanding*

Watched tis superly thrilling movie.
28 days later...
Thanks to dear old roda for spending it
with me!!! Had a great time having supper
at long johns n taking all those candid pics!!
heee luv u lots n lots!!

p.s lot of thanks n love to all those who wished
me and gave me hugs for my bdae, belated bdae
n for everyday!!!

Todae i saw him again.
After the dinner we had, we walk slowly in the
windy cool night. With my family that is.

As we walk, i saw a tall person walking like a few
metres in front of me. He turn and look my way.
If not for my mum, who walk so slow with my
sister, we would have taken the same lift as him.

Aiyz...I tink i have found my prince! My Tall, dark
and handsome prince! Now the only thing left is,
how do i make sure that he is really my real prince.

Some day my prince will come
Some day we'll meet again
And away to his castle we'll go
To be happy forever I know

Some day when spring is here
We'll find our love anew
And the birds will sing
And wedding bells will ring
Some day when my dreams come true
{ A sheet music version reads:}
Some day my prince will come
Some day I'll find my love
And how thrilling that moment will be
When the prince of my dreams comes to me

He'll whisper "I love you"
And steal a kiss or two
Though he's far away
I'll find my love some day
Some day when my dreams come true

Some day I'll find my love
Someone to call my own
And I'll know her the moment we meet
For my heart will start skipping a beat

Some day we'll say and do
Things we've been longing to
Though she's far away
I'll find my love some day
Some day when my dreams come true

It started with a really great DAY!!! surprising indeed!
My group mates surprised me with a CHeese cake and
this 3 pair of sumting...Real humorous!! Hahaaa...

Was kinda surprised, yes kind of only.

But just a moment ago, i felt sad again. I just had a chat
with a fren in sch. I have the done the wrong thing by
leading it on. Hmm leading, sounds like a climbing term.

I feel so scared and tired. I so sleepy now. But im
worried for i am scared that i may have hurt ppl who
are involved. Im sorry if i do! im really sorry!!!!

p.s should continue with my happy days. After all
im getting older and not younger each day. Aiyz...
really sleepy, going off to fo pjrct.

Its been a long and tiring day for me!!
Sometimes when life gets too fast for
you to catch up, you feel like just giving
up, and let it go...let it just flow without
you chasing it anymore!

Im tired and dead bored with life!
Not entirely bored since my life is suppose
to be filled up with exciting and interesting
stuff!! Well it is actually, but i getting
use to it, and the whole routine actually
make me sick when i tink about it.

No ....tell me tis is not happening, and tell
me that im just in the PMS mood and that
i can get very irritated and feel agitated
easily. Ahhh......

Step back to reality, tml is Marketing Day!
MTV will be coming to our school to give a talk!
After that i have arts app and will be watching
the climbing video abt us when we had our mini
internal comp. exciting isn't it???

Kena sabo!!

Just now we had another session of the Level 1
course. I came a bit late. After lunch and a short
meeting, we all took pictures. Nyssa became
excited and suggest that we ought to take a
committee pic. only the 4 of us.

Suddenly out of nowhere, flour and water were
splashed and thrown to us. I got the most, coz
i and Fie were the victims. Surprisingly, it was
really exciting though, coz i nvr kena sabo until
that bad. Sure, sure there are more worst ways
but...

After the whole thing, we washed up and cleaned
up the place. Then head off to Long John for dinner.
They went to play pool, while i went off to apply
for broadband!
Hheeee..i sooooo TOTALLY cant wait till the day
i can finally activate my line. ah........

Tml....a long day, meeting at SP then off to do
some fieldwork for project.

Just reach home like an hr ago. Got home,
and mum was talking with my bro on the
phone. As soon as I step into the house,
they started talking about me. Mum was
complaining to bro on how late I got home
every night.

Ah...I just got home from the airport.
Karen, Shiya, Clare n me went there to
visit Mary. As soon as we reach there,
all the delicacies starts to arrive on
our table. Such a wonderful and fattening
experience. Mango tango, rambutan, passion
fruit and mocha freezes. Soon Clare's
bf came to join us. We talk and chat abt
Marketing projects. It seems like as though
they keep on suaning me. Just becoz im the
youngest in the grp. Whatever I said seemed
funny to them.

Clare seemed so radiant and happy. So glad
to meet her. Finally we get to meet her.
It had been ages. We ate n talk till abt 8.30
before we took off. In conclusion *Wah so
serious* LOL..., I had a really wonderful
time, its like a laughing session and I felt
like I had no worries in the world.

Oops..I skipped tis mth session of PT.
Nvm, I will come down this Saturday to make
up for it. *winks* Teeheehehe...

In the lab...freezing...
Should i go for rock climbing today?
We have a PT session. Now im not one of those
who lovs to run and stuff. I dun mind doing push ups,
sit ups and jumping jacks. But running?? ahhhhh
never.

We celebrate Mei Qun's bdae in the study rm just now.
She was very surprised. Then tickling session starts.
First victim, Ms Karen. Hahahaa....we ran out n in the
study rm. slippers were flying, screams and shouts were
heard. Mary was next. She ran all the way to the toilet.
Hahaa...then my turn was next. They suddenly focus on
me and i ran staright out. screaming like a mad woman.
hahahaa they lock me outside.

The 2 gurls who wore skirts were the most heng,
MQ and Jasmine. Hahhaa....

Xx msg me whthe i will be in sch all the way. i told her tat i
dun tink i wan to go. See how indecisive i can be, coz the
next moment i wanted to go. Ahhh....but when i msg her
again, she didnt reply.

Therefore decision made.to go Coffee Club and visit Our
precious ms Mary, get free coffee and maybe can discuss
a bit of project stuff. But high percentage of gossiping
and etc....

i cry yesterday. For myself. i was laughing and joking
moments ago. But since it was yesterday, and yesterday
has passed and im here, in a different situation, a different
mood. What has happened is no longer impt.

What i have to post today?? Well, for a start i had great
fun during Arts app class. We played catching, imitating
characters and building up characters ourselves.
I couldnt help laughin throughout the whole lesson.
It was so funny when one of the guys fall and slide
across the room while playing catching. Nvr had i laugh
so hard in the past few weeks. aiyzz....life is so very
beautiful...*smiles wearily*

Level 1 course

Came late for the course. Lucky the 'captem' was not
angry. Most of us were late. First I met sufi in the bus.
Then nazib joined us on the way. Juf n company were
also late. Aiyz...What a team! Anyway, abt 21 students
came for the course. We were there just to help out.
There is this one particular first yr guy who left a deep
impression. Whenever he climbed and he was about to
fall, he will surely give out a small yelp. It seemed so funny
that all of us were laughing non-stop. Can you imagine him
doing a lead fall. Hope I will be there to witness his lead fall!
*oh god am I tat wicked??*

Lunch at Design. On the way, Jmin n shi qing n me were
piggying back each other. The whole situation felt so fun n
carefree. I did not have to worry about anything, I could be
myself for once. Play is one of my fave thing to do. We end
the course at abt 5. I reached home at abt 6.20.

Animal Farm

Got ready and met up with Shida n Su to watch Animal Farm
at Raffles Hotel. OH My, okie in my opinionI tink the play was
really good. Yes simply good!! But then, as always I do find
most things fascinating n good. This is my first time watching
a play *I tink*. At first, when the whole thing start, it reminded
me of secondary school days where students put up a play for
teacher's day or something. The whole show was about this
farm where the animals want to conquer the place n they do
not want humans to be in control. Pigs were the 'thinkers',
horses and those other animals were the slaves, incharge of
doin the dirty work. But ironically, the pigs contradict themselves
and broke the 7 commandments that they themselves have
discuss and promised to carry it out. The ending was one of
those that wants u to think n decide for yourself. Did Clover took
the sugar out of the human hand or did she not?? Is she goin to
be a slave to humans as she did before to get food n shelter but
no freedom?? Or is she going to lead her own life, look for her
own food,place n other necessities??

Seems interesting to me, Selena tan has the most comical
character and Lim Yu Beng attracted my attention the most.
He was Boxer, who always listens to that idiotic, useless pig,
Napoleon. Anyway, after the show, we sat for awhile at starbucks.
Shida was waiting for Danial and Su was waiting for her brother to
fetch her. While we were buying our drinks, the guy serving us was
the guy who came to give a presentation at my mkting lecture. We
chat and he was really friendly. Even came to our table to let us try
a new drink. On the way out, I said goodbye and Su was teasing
on how I was waving him goodbye. I did no such thing as the way
she described it. Hmmpphh....

An interesting and educational day for me indeed!!! *grins*

Im so drained...i feel exhausted!
When is all this going to end?
*laughs* Its true, the pace is too fast for me to
catch up.

Ahhh...what a tiring day i had yesterday.
Started the day with breakfast at McDonalds, with
my grp mates. Then we got down to serious business
And that is our project. Mary bought the pillow. The
black one. On the way out, Karen took the pillow and
passed it to me (mary is not aware). We walk till the
school's bridge and mary then realise tat her pillow is
not with her. Karen n i had to try our very best to keep
straight faces. hahaaa...when they were like a few metres
away to go n find it, in case she had dropped it, i asked her
does the pillow look like this? ( took it out form my bag)

Her reaction was so hilarious. Hahhaaa.....she chased me all
the way till the security guard there. By 1, we were all safely
in Lct 19 and Ho was talkin about the term test. Marketing day
..n all sorts. We then had our class quiz. 40 mcqs.

Continued with our project. i dunno why, but it seemed exciting,
when we rushing the project, print there, type here, shouting hey
that one wat page huh?? this appendix goes where?? alamak
tat group has 20 appendix. at 4.59 mary n jasmine rushed all the
way to send the report. i made my way to meet nyssa n xx.

stop by tm, coz i needed to get sumting for a fren. but could not
find it, went to cs...found, but the thing was the last piece and
it was not in such a good condition. I dun tink it would be
appropriate to give sumone sumting on a very last min basis.
off to orchard to meet wani.

there , they had dinner at mcDonald. we were sort of late,
so we took the cab. we got goodie bags and all sort. i was
underage, so i didnt get the chop. *sad* Met roda, nadia,
diana, farhan, fir, fadhli, fadil, n their frens inside.

Initially it was boring n stuff. Free ice cream n candy floss.
seems like a fun fair to me. Hahhaa...The host was extremely
cute!! a big sissy though. i didnt even get to catch his name.
we sat near. we got excited when the prizes were all extremely
extravagant. Can u imagine, just by answering a damn simple
qn, n u cna win for urself a digi cam, a samsung phone, levis
voucher n other great stuff...unfortunately i didnt win.

Ahhh....the night end so early...i had to get home. nyssa xx n
wani went off for ktv. Hahaa...then they were thinkin of goin
to wani house to sleepover.

Will be meeting them later for level 1 course. After the course
i have to go for the animal farm play....

ps hmm my sister has fallen sick, i tink she has eaten the wrong
food or sumtin. n then most of my frens are also sick..so
u guys better take care...n eat more vit c.

My dear frens, i guess i can say that i understand how
it feels right now. You feel that the whole world is falling
apart and that living in this world is not longer worth it.
But when i was feelin dwn at one moment, a close fren
reminded me that the world is fill up with ups and downs.
This is life. We hav to face it. Death is not the answer. It
may sound easy, the only solution to the problem. But this
just shows that you running away. Running away from the
problem.

I may have problmes too, but i guess i have to accept it
and live on life. With the people around me, who love me
and care for me, im very sure that i can continue on living.
Yes thats what im going to do.

To all those fellow lovesickers out there, a song dedicated
to you!!!

The Corrs- All the love in the world

I'm not looking for someone to talk to
I've got my friend, I'm more than O.K.
I've got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but it's not all they say
Still I believe (I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

I've often wondered if love's an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can't criticize it
I have no hestitaion
My imagination just stole me away
(Still...) Still I believe
(I'm missing) I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me...

(Don't wanna wake...) Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world

Love's for a lifetime not for a moment
So how could I throw it away
Yeah I'm only human
And nights grow colder
With no-one to love me that way
Yeah I need someone who really sees me...

Oh, i forgot to tell you guys that i met this incredibly
cute guy in the lift yesterday. *smiles shyly* Anyway,
i was on my way home from school, after the comp,
around 4 plus. Took the lift, he lived on the 11th floor,
there was another small boy who took the lift with us.
The small boy was with a bicycle. He lived on the second
floor. But dunno why, the lift did not stop on the second
floor, instead it continued and i reached my floor. Ah...
hopefully i will get a chance to bump into this cute guy
again!!! *wish me luck guys* **wink wink**...

Internal Leading Competition

It began with a great morning!! I woke up when Xx gave
me a call. Begin my morning stretches. Took a long warm
bath and got ready. Felt the Butterflies in my stomach. Met
Jmin on the bus. Then on the other bustp,Kenny, KS and Zul
got up. We talked about how excited we were about the comp.
Reached sch and Xx was at the bustp. Heheheez...

Mad was late, therefore we had to begin the comp at a later
time. While waiting we shared corny jokes and riddles. Took
lots n lots of pics. Cumshot, Nyssa, Zul and Juf brought their
cameras along. Oh and since Juf brought his video cam along,
we are able to watch it soon and see how we fair.

I was the first girl to perform. My very first leading comp. After
the fall i had on monday, i now have acrophobia. The title
for this competition, Acrophobia v 1.2. But i must overcome this
fear and climb more. should not think about it too much. Jmin
was so stressed that it caught on me too. I climbed and by the
time i reached the second clip, i was so kanchong that i clip it
wrongly. Aiyzzz...anyway i managed to reached the 6th clip till
the judge blew his whistle and annouced that my time was up.
After me was Jmin, then Xx and finally the champion, Nyssa!!
ehheee....she was having fever the night before but she seems
okie today.

Nyssa was quick and very technical, she flashed the route
before i could even blink my eyes. Hahhaa okok im exaggerating.
Anyway, i was soo inspired when i looked at the way she climbed.
I got second, but it seem so strange as there are only 4 of us
competing. Xx got 3rd! Congrats to us gurls!! to Jmin too coz she
reached the 2nd clip, she was sooo stress about the bouldering
part. Before the comp starts she was sayin how nervous she was.
For the guys, Firbi was champ (again..he got 1st for Rock on), FiRe
got 2nd and Yan got 3rd. HAhahaa....the guys were so cute, Azmi
did a 180 degrees turn like i did. He had this really shock look.
Really really resemble the stick man.*LOL* Monday, me n juf did the
180 fall, n now azmi wants to join the club. Dale became kanchong
when we all went 'Arghhhh' when he accidentally step on the
boundary. Zul was looking for the tile but couldnt find it. Ah all
the funny things we do.

After the comp, comm meeting with the coaches, then had another
with Teck Wah. Washed up and went home. Conclusion, we had a
great n Fun day, though it would have been even much more noisy
and fun if someone had come. We do hope you will come back to us!!

p.s not forgettin to thank Nasir for comin dwn to help to belay us
and Wan & mad for the routesetting. :D

Went out with Shida todae!! Met her at Paya Lebar MRT
station since i did not know how to go to Parkway straight.
We took buy number 76 there i tink. We walked around
since we were waiting for Su to arrive. Su was in school
for the Make-up workshop. We were sooooo hungry and
plan to eat at the banquet.

After Su arrived, we bought our tickets for the play, Animal
Farm and went to the 3rd level. Su ate Sweet and sour
hand-made noodle, Shida ate Mushroom noodle and i ate
Chicken Laksa. We talk and talk and talk. Its been really a
----longggg------ time since we sat dwn and talk. The air-con
there was really strong, we had to move out coz we were
like freezing. *bbrrr*

We walked around for a while, into Royal Sporting House.
Ahhh i saw this nike sports bra, then i saw this Puma shirt
and then i saw a pair of nike socks. i see so many things that
i just have to control myself coz im really going bankrupt. I cant
believe that i have spend so much for the past few months
Especially on food. Yes food. ahhhh.....

Next week, will be a great week!! i hope so too!!
n tml, we are having internal leading comp. May the force be
REALLY REALLY with me!!

Summary

Yesterday Mass meeting was unexplainable.
Happy, angry strokes of paints were splash
all over. Anyway Nyssa, Xx n me met up and
we baked a cake for the climbers!

That was why i said that it was goin to be an
exciting meeting. We bought our ingredients
and went to Nyssa house. By the time we reached
her house, we were out of breath. Therefore we
rest and start checking our mails and stuff.

Baking a cake is not ONE easy job. Hahaa...
Now i noe...we were worried that the cake did
not turn out like what we wanted it to be like.
Cut story short, cake turn out great, oh and not
forgettin my brownies.

After the meeting, i announced that i wanted to go
to the ladies and nyssa should follow me coz i was
afraid of the dark. The washroom was really dark.
The lights were supposed to be auto, but eventhough
we hit and make noise, the lights did not switch on.
We jus head on to the cake. Lit up the candles and
Nyssa announced the cake's arrival. *grins*

The cake was for those who were born in Aug and Sep.
Im so glad my brownies were HOT stuff. Hehee...
it disappeared so fast that even our capterm did not
get to taste any. Poor FirE! Nvm when i have the time,
i will bake some. After the celebration, we head to habibie
OUR eating place. Yeap, ours...

Today, i went out with Raudhah. We had dinner togethr.
Initially we wanted to have a Gurl's day out but...i had training
Anyway we had a great time sharing stories. Life has been
tough for her n me. its great to know that i have sumone
out there who cares for me too! thanks raudhah!! i'll cya soon!
maybe next week??

Tml is going to be great fun!! i do hope so. Its been ages since
i went out with shida. Will be buying tics for Animal Farm tml.
And she wants to find a gift for her darling dear.

Saturday is Internal Leading Comp!!! Im scared, yes i am!!
I have not taken part in a Leading comp before. And after the fall
i dun tink im tat brave anymore. I use to think that falling was just
a fall. Nothing serious unless you hit ur head to the wall or sumting
BUT after tat fall, i changed my mind. Yet, i guess i have to do wat
i have to do! May the force be with me!! *smiles grimly*

One scary moment....was on Monday.
Yeap, it was one of those scary yet interestin moment.
I fall while climbing the left dyhedral. Lets not talk much
about the fall. But there were some souvenirs though.
If you want, just come up to me and i will show it to you.

Tomorrow is an exciting day!! We are going to have
our Mass meeting. Why exciting?? ahhh just have to wait
for the day itself to come.

Another great day!!

Went out with the climbers to Swensens. Hehheee
Azmi teh bdae boy wanted to treat us to ice-cream
cake. So there we were, at 4.30. Chee, FirE, FirBi,
Kam, Juf, Azmi, Sufi, Cumshot, Mad, Nazib, Xx, Nyssa,
Me, Jmin and Noor. Wani, dale n zul joined us later.

Wani went to play mahjong, dale n zul were working.
After eating, we walked to Tm and settled down
somewhere outside. Started telling ghost stories till
it was time to go home...TM lights were out.

Walked home alone...hahhaa..but i was in such a
happy mood that i didnt think about stuff. Wahhh
a wonderful day it was, to end it with a smile!
A smile that is wat im going to do when i sleep.
Smile....and the whole world will smile with you!

p.s in my case, i will be smiling to myself. =)

saaDiaH
still 20.Libra.blue.
loves-.butterflies.collecting pretty notebooks.foreign films.fairies.kids.magic.chEEse fries.raisins.colourful envelopes.glitter.pinics.late night feast.


happiness everyday.more family gatherings.more climber's reunions.driving license.visit beautiful Turkey.travelling.holiday at lovely beaches.to further my studies.a house of my own.a miracle.



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