.::heads you live, tails you die::. .
Sunday, June 29, 2003
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ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! my handphone hanged on me for
the billionth time. But im used to it...but not today! WHY??
Because today i could not even switch it on. Maybe its
time i get a new handphone. But i love this
phone coz i bought it with my own money- from my very
first pay. And now im phoneless, if somebody tries to
reach me then i wont receive them. No calls, no SMSes.
OH NO!! No SMSes?? ARGH!!!! i tink i should send it for
service tml. before i go for the rock climbing meeting.
AIYAH!!!!!!!!.....

22:19;

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so far, this has been one of my favourite books.
opps have to go..will continue on tis nex time.

21:35;

Saturday, June 28, 2003
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Can't resist putting tis pic online....
so cute..........soooooooo funny!!

00:40;

Friday, June 27, 2003
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What the hell happened??? Right now, i blogging in the dark.
The only light i have is the computer light and the candle beside
me. I feel like as though i have travel back in time but i brought
my sis's laptop along.

Spend my day with Shida. She wanted to go to Bras Basah.
And i accompanied her coz i have never been there before.
By the way, if you look at the word Bras Basah and
think about it. You will find that it means Wet Bra's. *lmao*
Well Bras- Bra's and Basah a malay
word for wet.

Shida had to survey out the price for the badge buttons- the
cheerleaders are givin out tis when sch reopens to the freshies.
WOAH!!! Hold on a second, -to the freshies-
tis means that me n my coursemates are no longer freshman.
We are now juniors since we are now in our second yr. How
fast time flies eh?? We found tis shop by the name of 'eb'.
Its very hmmm modernised compared to the other shops that
are printing and doping all those stuff like poster n banners.
i could see a few PCs n the place look cool...even the person
who approach us was kinda cute.

Phewwww..*sighs in relieve*
Finally the electricity are back and i can type in peace!!!

22:57;

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My HERO. Dun he jus look cool n
strong n masculine n sooooo irresistible.
hahahaa...tats my guy!!!- in my dreams tat is :D

00:16;

Thursday, June 26, 2003
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Flowers. Flowers. Flowers
When you look at something bright n cheery, i guess it gives
you a sense of happiness and you just want to burst out the
feelings you have inside. Smile. Thats wat i want to
feel right now. *wink-wink* ;)

00:25;

Wednesday, June 25, 2003
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The down-to-earth girl
The down-to-earth girl


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did another quiz today!! Oh..so im a down-to-earth kinda girl.
Hmmm not bad, not bad....;)
p.s eh i didn't realise that the gurl in the pic was
Kristen Kreuk- aka Lana Lang from Smallville till i look at blog..

23:17;

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Which [Finding Nemo] characters are you?


Woa, so im Crush, tat cool turtle or tortoise from Finding Nemo
Yea, see you all around dude!! :)

02:35;

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Its been days since i last blog. Dunno why i no longer have
any mood to blog. But its okie now, the mood to blog has
finally come back!! Many things have happened during the
pass few days. Like for example on Monday, me n Lin went
all the way to Yishun Safra to support the boys from TP. But
it had to rain :|, therefore the comp is postphone to the next
day which today (sort of). SInce it was postponed, they all
decided to go back school and climbed. But i had to go home
first to take my shoes and stuff. Dunno why i had no mood to
climb that day. Maybe i was too tired or maybe it was raining
before i came to school thus it made me felt sleepy. ZzzzzzzzZ.....
Today, which was yesterday since its 2 already, went swimming
with Gee Fang & Angela at a fren's condo. Nice, coz not much
ppl there. Then we made use of the facilities there, like the sauna
room- im not sure whether its the right word to describe the place.
Its been ages since i swam. Reached home and fall asleep at 2.35
and woke up 7.30. Hmmm no wonder i cant fall asleep now!

02:25;

Friday, June 20, 2003
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Which [Smallville] Characters are you?


OMG!!! i could not believe this!! im a Clark Kent!!!!!

22:48;

Wednesday, June 18, 2003
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A day out with the girls

Went out with Gee Fang, Angela and Hui Jun today. Angela
wanted to eat at Cafe Cartel(spelling??). When we got to
Raffles City Shopping Centre, we realise tat they sell Pork
ribs and i could not eat anything that is not halal. Good frens
they were, so we made our way to Somerset.

We decided to try the restaurant at Hotel Phoenix.
Bad service. We came at 2 plus, the person there told us
that the high-tea starts at 3.30 and they were not ready yet.
It was so obvious that he wasn't giving service. Okie so maybe
he's having a bad day. We took off and went shopping at the
Specialist Shopping Centre. We came back at 3.30 and a woman
who was standing at the entrance asked whtehr we had made
reservations. Anyway we sat dwn and ate. They all ate the high-tea
while i ate their Traditional Fish & Chips. I tink their food were
really bad. No kidding. The high-tea was inclusive of fried bee hoon,
mee siam, nuggets, fishballs, mango pudding and others-i couldnt
remember all. But there's no specialty there. Even the Fried Bee Hoon
at the hospital taste much better. (i jus kidding here coz i dun tink
hospital serve fried bee hoon). After all one of the waiter serve me
chilli n tartar sauce for me.They didnt even refilled the drinks.
Bad bad bad.... overall i tink i would give them a 2 out of 5.


Anyway, Angela n the Birthday Gurl wanted to define their eyebrow
so we make our way to the beauty care centre. Ouch!! Jus looking
at the person doin it, i noe it was PURE pain. Wanted to sit at
Pacific Cafe, but we decide to sit at the cafe opposite,
ROCKY-sumting. i drank citrus frost. very lemony. n we made our
way home. Had a really great time with the gurls, talked, get bullied,
bullied them back and basically we bonded well!!!


p.s missed Fair Match, reached home to find tat it was over. :( nvm...

23:16;

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???GUYS!!!
part one

I think that MOST guys sucks when they are in relationships.
So am glad that i am not in one. Lets not call them guys,
they deserve to be called boys rather then men. Male Chauvinistic Pigs.
Oh how can i forget?? Egoistic. Self-praise. Selfish. The list goes on
but im going to sleep soon and i dun wan to tink how many other words
i can add to my list.

Do guys, opps...i mean boys care for a gurl only when they dun hav them??
They will do everything jus to get the gurl, but after tat?? what happens??
"Ohh i get the gurl so i dun hav to try my best or put any effort to show tat i care??"
I assume this is true coz REAL Life situation/senario has proven that its true.
Maybe the gurl is jus being to over-sensitive. But still cant the guys jus
give n take. it may not be fair for me to say tat. gurls need to give n take.
BULLS!!!!!
in jus one day 3 of my frens are hurt by guys. and jus now, a guy jus prove
to me tat he is ONE egoistic pig. ARGH!!!!!
wat can i say to my frens? wat advise can i give to them??
i myself hav no right to tell them tat guys are wrong coz they, the gurls,
might be in the wrong since i hav not heard both sides of the story.
i hav no say in this. As a fren, they need my comfort. But still....
Oh...i can only tell them to calm dwn and relax coz they might be
quarreling due to irrational acts. PMS.

OH NO!!! i cant believe this. i really DO care for my frens but
wat can i do to help them?? a fren asked,
"does every happy day ends with a sad day???"
Tell me wat can i say to tat?
Yes it may be true in some ways but NO....i dun tink so.
I have had many happy days tat does not end with a sad situation.
but my mum hav told me once. 'dun laugh to hard, u might be crying tml'
u would tink its true, wouldn't you??
-to be cont...

02:29;

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!!!GUYS???
part two

another fren is sad, but she doesn't wan to tell me the whole story coz
she's afraid i will be sad too!!! i respect her wishes. but im worrying abt
her rite now coz i dun like to look at her when she is sad. she looks
REAL depress. Oh i dunno!!!!!! i realli dun. i getting a HUGE headache
right tis moment. Im soooo lucky its the hols. for me i dun feel sad tat
often coz i always try to find sumting to look forward to and tat makes
me happy. sumtimes. not always. but another reason i dun feel sad is
bcoz i hav not guys problems....opps once again i forgot. boys' problem.
yes i hav crushes now and then. but crushes fade away after some time.
maybe im missing out in this WHOLE relationship stuff. but i dun wan to
be hurt like all my frens. Maybe it was meant to be tat all relationships
hav their UPs n DOWNs. Maybe i dun hav to worry abt my frens all being
sad, coz maybe its the time of the month or year where there are troubles
in relationships and when both parties get thru with it, it will strengthen the
bond they share. Maybe it will maybe it wont.

So guys (boys), im calling u guys coz u guys might still hav a chance of
putting things right n back to HAPPYLAND!!!, better be on the lookout coz
if i find out tat ur the one who cause all the trouble and there's no reason
or excuse tat cause my frens to be sad,
im gonna THWACK ur head with an umbrella im carrying
around- starting from tml!!!! *grins *

p.s im typing out tis entry at the heat of the moment. givin a piece of my mind.
im really angry with wat had happened. but i dun wan to bottle up any feelings
coz it will only make me go crazy.
so tis is where i put my words n feelings in action!!
GOOD guys out there, pls do not be offended by this post!! *wink*

p.p.s im goin to my brother's bedroom and settle dwn wif a gd old storybk,
and finally doze off to sleep!!! Happy days here we come!!! And gurls,
lets not let our feelins be hurt by guys no more!!!!!! Peace Love and Care.

-oh n thanks to Xx for the word, thwack, i wanted to use konk coz im sure
i would be glad to jus konk anyone's head if they cause trouble with me!!!

02:29;

Tuesday, June 17, 2003
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Incredible Day!!

I woke up to the feeling of water droplets on my face and finally
realise that it was raining- since the window was just right beside me.
Closed the window and get back to sleep. Cause i wanted to continue
the dream i was having.*wink-wink* Anyway woke up an hr later coz i
was meeting Shida in a few hrs time.

Agreed to meet at 12 but pushed forward to 1. I met her at City Hall Mrt
Station while we had agreed to meet at Somerset earlier on. See how our
paths always crossed each other. We got excited when we met since its
been ages since we got together. Ohhh she was sooo tan coz she went
suntanning the last 5 days. She looked great. To CentrePoint off we go!

We bought our little teeny stuff and continued walking around. GUESS wat??
I met Aunt Rosie. She was working in Robinsons now. Aunt Rosie used to work
at Wisma Isetan with me. Her counter was just beside mine and we had great
fun together. She called me 17 and i called her 52- tat was her age. Oh and i
still remember how we got our nick-name. This auntie loves to buy 4D and she
bought the number 5217 when she found out i was 17. Aunt Rosie brought me
out for lunch the first time i was assigned at Isetan. Anyway we talked for awhile
and i continued to walk around.

Bought another necklace from Xccesories. Shida wanted to eat at BREEKS so
we made our way to Wisma. On the way we walked thru Taka coz it was hot outside.
Bought notebooks. YAY!! i have one more notebk to collect to my collection!! Hee...

*Stamps her foot* I could not believe that i had forgotten to use my Zing card when we
ate at BREEKS. I just realise when i told my mum that i had my lunch there. ARGHHHH!!!!
Anyway i ate Smoked BBQ Chicken and she had Patty Melted. We shared a slice of
American Chocolate Fudge cake. OH and we received QOO as complimentary drinks.

After lunch, walked around somemore. She bought clothes and i bought a pressie for
Gee Fang- hope she likes it!! We decided to head off home coz we wouldn't want to
miss 'Lightyears'. Had a fabulous time with Shida for our little shopping spree today!!!
*grins*

p.s going out with GF & gang tml. will report tml!! =)

23:23;

Monday, June 16, 2003
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Sleepless Nights
I do not feel like sleeping!!! Oh why?? Oh why?? Okie lets put the time to
great use!! Today is officially a Monday since its already 3.27 am.
According to the time on my computer screen. Anyway, the school has
finally allow use to use its facilities, therefore, we are allowed to climb
in school. This means that tomorrow we have trainings as usual!!

Climbing
Its been awhile since i have touch the wall. And its been ages since i
actually exercise- unless u call jumping around in my room to the sound
of music, exercise. Do you think tat im fit enough to start climbing all
over again??

ROCK ON
Went out on Saturday to support Wani and the rest of the team-representing TP.
The team would include-Shiling, FiE,FiB, Kamsir & jup. Saw Zul & Wani. Both
from diff teams. Anyway TP team got 7th position.From wat i heard. Got into
Finals. Not sure how the Finals turn out on Sunday. Congrats.
Looking at them climbing, it gave me a sense of *i dunno how to explain*. But
it made me realise how much i have missed. Sad but true. :(

NP
Jason called. Ask me to help out with the training
in Loyang. Once again, i have the feeling that im not up to it. I have not
gone back to help since like wat??- january??. So i dun tink i can
remember all the stuff that im suppose to train those kids. Its not that i
dun want to. Its just tat feel tat i would jus feel out of place there.

'To be Or not to be, that is the question'
i tink the quote was from Shakespeare, its jus a matter of whether u wan
to or tat u dun wan to. it also relys on how much u put ur heart in it.
Another qn linking to tat qn is bopping around in my head.
Once again, sad but true. Life is so complicated. my life...

03:46;

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Just learnt how to add pictures...so im trying it out.
This is a picture of our names written on the sand (that is Jannah & me).
When we had the small but enjoyable picnic at Pasir Ris.


02:41;

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NICE!!! So inspiring, that's how i feel when i look at the pic. Sort of reminds me of the witch house in 'Hansel & Gretel'.

01:55;

Saturday, June 14, 2003
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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Ive been on this for the pass few hrs!!!!!!!!!!
Anybody have any idea how to put everything in one window-
that is the page does not need a scrollbar to the side.
*grumble to herself*

02:09;

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Friday the Thirteen

Thump Thump, DING!!!, Boing...ARghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Wahahhaaaa today is the Friday the 13!!! Hmmm but it has past midnight
so actually its OH NO 14 of June 2003.
But just for the fun of it, we shall imagine tats it Friday the 13.

Do you noe that it was a full moon today?? Yep it definitely was!!
OH NO, im getting bored of the subject already!! Friday the 13 but yet
nothing exciting happened...

Anyway, bake brownies today!! It was hard but it tastes Great. Fabulous.
Actually im exaggerating, its not tat delicious but it was kinda okie.
WhEeeeeE, Im going to Yishun tml and support Wani. ROCK ON 2003.
She joined Speed climbing(OPENS) and she will be against Margaret,
Garrick & Halil they all. OOOhhh so exciting!!!
Im gonna be exchangin brownies with Xx.
So Exciting!! So Exciting!! So Exciting!! So Exciting!!

p.s counting the minutes and hours till i will be meeting them!!!
for all i noe i will not be able to sleep tonite.


00:41;

Friday, June 13, 2003
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Change of Layout

Oh, I feel like changing my blogskin!!! I love the butterflies
and BLACK, black is one of my fave colours.
But as you can see, the whole thing does not fit into one window.
You have to scroll to see the tag-board. (as ember has point out)
Then now, im trying to d/l a new skin, but blogskin.com is not
helping me!!!

Anyway, i should stop complaining coz i get tired when i do all
the whining and stuff...hahhaa should get back to work-tat is to search
n try to d/l skins.All the best to me!!!


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Thursday, June 12, 2003
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*grins ear to ear* I'm so GLAD that this time the layout turn out fine.
Yes only fine coz its not wat i really have in mind.
Though im learning, it takes time to get to know all those HTML codes
and stuff. Thanks to Ember and Xx for the help.
I got the layput from blogskins.
Well a change of layout surely soothens the eyes, don't u tink??

Yeah i sure do tink so!! But i'm not real sure how it looks like right now.
I'm getting pissed off coz the server is down and i dunno how on earth
i manageto get to this page. to blog. Thank goodness!!
Rite now i can only chat and blog. Chattin with shiqing, xx and wani.
Its a wonder really how vain we gurls can be. Xx and Shi qing are as thin
as the pole my mum uses to hang our clothes (ok ok im exaggerating),
and yet we are all quarreling on who is the biggest size or have gain
the most weight. In other words f**.

Im still wide awake at this time. Oooo this is not healthy. Sleep so late
and end up waking up late. Okie I am soooo done with tis thing!!
Should put my head to rest.
Goin off to put on medication jus in case and read tat new story book
I jus bought! *yawns sleepily*



02:18;

Wednesday, June 11, 2003
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Visit my aunt who just gave birth to a baby boy.
Muhammad Zuhairi. I tink tis is how the name is spelt.
He is sooo tiny and he came into tis world on 3rd june 2003.

Went to S-11 for lunch with mum and sis. On my way to the
table with lunch, guess wat happen?? Haahaha, an old auntie
was standing in front of me thus blocking my way to my table.
Suddenly she lifted up her hand and point furiously to the other
auntie who was sitting down eating with her family. i couldn't
help but laugh. hahaa...i noe i noe sounds so bad but tis jus
shows how stressful it is to live in Singapore. Leading people
to go crazy. i heard stories before that people suddenly flare up
or do something unusual.

For instance, from my own experience, i was waiting for a group
of friends at the tamp interchange. Then this guy, around mid-twenties
or late-twenties, he was wearing an office-looking shirt and carried a
black suitcase. he was smiling and moving his mouth like as though
he was talking to me. i thought i was seeing things so i turn around,
thinking he might be doing tat to a person behind me. BUT i was standing
in front of the pillar and nobody was around. What has happen to this place
we call EARTH??

Bought a new story book, Too Little Too Late, and envelopes from
POPULAR. i couldn't resist getting those colourful paper container for a letter.
i tink im gonna start collection soon!!

' the things people do can just surprise you '

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Went out with Angela, Gee Fang, Eric, Jason, Hui Jun
and her friend, Alvin.

5 words to describe the night.
-City Chain-Marina Square foodcourt-esplanade-embargo-fruit punch-

wonder why tonight's trip to esplanade is not that splendid as i had
felt the first time i went there. there were too many people
(couples mostly) there. i no longer felt the
sense of peace and relaxation there. Anyway took pictures with
merlion and the esplanade from afar. all thanks to eric's digital-camera
n his SUPER tiny tripod. heheheee

Can't believe that we all have been friends for almost 5 long years!!
Hopefully this continue as long as we live and that we still keep
in touch with each other!!!

Learnt a new line which goes something like this:-
' 3 woman makes a market '

Happiness makes the world go round, and sure enough it
makes MY world go round!!! :)

02:10;

Monday, June 09, 2003
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tried to put the date and time at the end of each post.
but failed. date footer...:(
nvm, will be back tml to try again. villagephotos provide free
service to add photos. cool *winks*
Check out the tag board!! comments welcome...

p.s wat do u tink?? is the yellow too bright??
white cannot be read??

22:05;

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Don't really feel like pouring out my feelings for the pass few days...wonder why...
Anyway, trying how to figure out how to add pictures and links. And all those imoods, how many visitors and stuff.
I'm open to any suggestions and help is always needed!!! ;) heheheee

20:47;

Sunday, June 08, 2003
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Wahhhhahahahaa....
Finally got this 'SHOUT OUT' thingy you get at the end of the post figured out!! So exciting!! Angela is trying to put up her tag-board while i'm trying to put up that comment box. Exciting?? Yeah coz its like we are both on a mission, whats with the server dwn and both of us are soooo NOT familiar with this HTML thing. Yet we got through this safely with blood, sweat & tears running across our faces. *LOL*But you can say, we are learning and slowly we are getting good at this. :)

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Friday, June 06, 2003
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First Day Out

Met up with Angela at 1500 plus plus. Today is my first day (officially-if you dun count the days i went out to see the doc) out of the house. One full month at home due to me being sick. WOAH!!! So this is how the world looks from the outside. hahaha...Many things have change during this 1 month. For instance, Starbucks is on the 4th floor of TM and its soooo stuffy that way. So squeezy. But they have couches now.

Anyway, we went to Marina Square to meet up with Hui Jun. Sat dwn and talk. Its been ages since i see them face to face. Miss them so much!! I kept looking at them and smile. They thought i have gone bonkers. Hahahaha...drank macadamania crunch (caused me a brain-freeze) We decided to walk by the waterfront (the one near esplanade). It was such a stunning view. The breeze, the jazz songs playing was something that i jus needed. It was relaxing and gave me a sense of peace. Went for a walk.

*LOL* Actually we met up with Hui Jun at Marina coz we thought we had our dinner there. But we end up eating at TM foodcourt- Hui Jun had a craving for the TOM YAM there. Had Nasi Briyani (spelling??)

" Absence makes the heart go wander "

23:28;

Thursday, June 05, 2003
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*grinning from ear to ear*
Can't believe that my blog is FINALLY okie!! ehhehe So am glad that everything's back to normal. I guess i just have to be thankful with what i have.
Its true, i do get envy when i see how beautiful other people's blog are. But i have to stick with what i have for the time being (till i have learnt how to d/l and 'integrate' the template).

Right now i'm listening to Patches by Dickee Lee. i think tats who the singer is. the song is so sad...so oldies..kinda make me feel of the old times.
Thanks to Jason for d/l me the songs and sending the files to me. I have no idea how to d/l songs. But i will learn.
Just d/loaded Kazaa.


01:27;

Monday, June 02, 2003
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ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I tink ive gone crazy doin this blogging thingy!!!
See, look wat happen when u put ME incharge of sumting alienated like the HTML template thing. I will just mess things up.
Look at the tag board LAH!!!!

OKIe okie...i have to breathe in n relax....I CAN DO it one....*grins*

22:01;

Sunday, June 01, 2003
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Noon
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nice person. You enjoy the energy and activity
of the daytime, and tend to be very productive.


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N la profile

saaDiaH
still 20.Libra.blue.
loves-.butterflies.collecting pretty notebooks.foreign films.fairies.kids.magic.chEEse fries.raisins.colourful envelopes.glitter.pinics.late night feast.

N my WisHes

happiness everyday.more family gatherings.more climber's reunions.driving license.visit beautiful Turkey.travelling.holiday at lovely beaches.to further my studies.a house of my own.a miracle.


N the Dudes

{cheee}
{maaaaaD}
{chip & dale}
{}
{
rino}
{prince eDDie}
{khai khai}
{shammmm}
{jOOOp}
{iDham & gf}
{salman}
{whiteeeeeey}
{gayboy}
{ahmaDyat}
{zarian}
{pheeee}


N the Babes

{anGeLa}
{huijun}
{xin xiu}
{azima}
{leeeyanaa}
{huda}
{jannnnna}
{azy}
{rufiiiii}
{nad}
{nyssa}
{faezah}


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